I see from the corner of my eye that Matt was rolling his eyes. I couldn't help but,to giggle a bit. My giggles don't come out like a little "princess" either. They're the ugly orgar ones.

I wait till Matt parks the car until I get out. I wasn't so sure what was really going on between us. We kind of like confessed stuff to each other and,I just don't know.

I come inside my house with Matt by my side. The door was unlocked. I open it to see Cam and Nash talking.

Nash's face lit up. I smiled. His smile was so adorable. I feel kind of coincided when I say that because we are kind of identical.

"Ey Jacky we planned a little early birthday dinner for you later on today. And for me to. I guess. " Nash said.

I smiled lightly. "You guys really didn't need to but,whatever It better be nice. " I say joking. I chuckle a bit after that to.

I could feel the tension in the air and I wonder if Nash feels it to. I'm happy Nash started talking right after that.

"So,Jacky...do you wanna come to the store with me? Mom told us to go get some groceries. " He said.

I shook my head and Nash frowned which resulted in me smiling. "I don't want to go alone. " I know for sure the other guys don't want to go either.

"I gotta go. " Matthew says. I give him a look and wave.

"BJ's at seven for Jacky's dinner. " Nash adds before Matt is out the door.

"Same need to go. " cameron says rushing out the door. I hope things turn out right between them. I hate how I get in the way of their friendship.

"Okay,well I am going to leave now. Gonna get some groceries. " He says before he runs out the door also.

I close my eyes,what is that? Silence. I think so. I make my way to the couch and lay down. I am going to take a nap. Hopefully Nash takes longer at the store. Before I know it I am in light sleep.

•••

"JACKY" Someone yells. I open my eyes to see Matthew? "JACKY! Get up!" He yells.

What the hell is happening?

I am in total shock from the awakening. How long did I sleep?

"What's happening?" I ask.

"We need to go to the hospital,I'll explain later. " I see the tears in his eyes. What in the literal hell is happening?

I start to worry. We rush out of my house closing the door. We get in Matthew's car and he literally speeds to the hospital.

"Matt,what's happening!" I yell. What isn't he telling me? I bit my lip as we get out of the car. He starts running to the hospital and I do also.

"Nash Grier! " He tells the front desk later. Oh my god? What happend to Nash.

I feel the tears coming in my eyes. "Room 318. " We go up to the room as fast as we can.

I see Cameron with tears on his cheeks. "What the hell is happening?" i ask him.

I am so scared. I want to know what happened to Nash. I start to feel myself cry.

"He got in an accident. " He says holding back his tears. I,for one couldn't hold them back. Tears started to run down my face.

This couldn't be happening. No no no. I wanna see what's going on. My mom and dad are back in Mexico. How can they come? I start to feel myself cry even more. Matthew holds me in his arm telling me everything will be alright and I know it won't.

My brother got in a car crash.

A doctor comes out with a sad look on his face. "Are you hear for Nash Grier. " we all nodded impaintely. Tears still running down my face. "He is in critical condition right now. In the crash he suffered many injuries. One,he broke his leg. We heard that the car flipped over and he is in a coma. " I start to cry. I couldn't find myself to stop. "We are hoping he gets back soon..That's all we have for now. "

I needed answers. "What is his survival rate?" I asked scared for the answer. All of us were crying by now.

"In the condition he is in,um about a fifty-fifty. " The doctor replies.

I put my head down crying. I couldn't take this. Nash can die. He can stay in this fucking coma forever.

"Can I see him?" The doctor nods and Matt and Cam try to come but the doctor speaks up "Immediate family only. You are immediate family member right?" he asks me. I nod,still crying.

I get in the room making me cry more. His heart rate is all over the place. I look at him. He looks horrible,bruises everywhere.

"Nash...please don't die on us. You're to young. I love you so much and you have to wake up buddy. You are going to be fine. Okay? Please just wake up. I can't see you like this. Nash,whatever you do,just don't die on me. I love you so much you know that. You have you're whole life ahead of ya. You are going to live and its all going to fine. " Tears kept coming down. I kissed him on the cheek. I sat on a chair looking at him with teary eyes.

He is not going to die. He is going to be fine. Nash,is going to be fine. He just got in a car crash.

•••

It was three am and he still hasn't awoke. Matt and Cam went home,they insisted me to go with them but, I said a straight up no. I was getting tired but,I tried my hardest not to go to sleep. I couldn't. I needed to see if Nash was going to wake up.

Scratch that he is going to wake up. Me in a half sleep I hear a beeping noise sounds much like my alarm clock.

But,that wasn't my alarm clock...

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This chapter is so bad I know ugh. Sorry