Nash went to open the door. It was Cameron. I heard them talking.

Nash said "Why are you here?"

"Jacky invited me. " This kid is a big fucking liar.

"Oh. "

I flipped the some more pancakes and put them on a plate. I made a lot because I know guys eat all kinds.

I got out some juice and cups. While I was pouring down juice,there was some hands around my waist.

Not to my surprise it was Cameron. "Get the fuck away. I say pushing him.

"I thought you liked me. "

I furrowed my eyebrows and was glad that I dust spill the juice.

I think I'm getting the message from Matthew now.

Cameron sat down on the table and seconds later Nash came and sat.

"The foods done. Grab your own plate. " I say. I grabbed two pancakes,juice,and put syrup on my pancakes.

I didn't want to talk to Cameron. I just wanted to avoid any conversation with him.

I was halfway up the stairs is when I heard Cameron and Nash talking again.

"Hey why would Jacky invite you when she's just gonna go upstairs?"

"Because later we're going on a date. "

Da fuck.

"Really you guys are dating? I thought you were with whats her name Stacy. "

What?

"Yeah we're dating. "

Bish what?

"You better not mess around with her until your married. "

'It's not like you haven't done it. "

Nash stayed quiet.

I wanted to go down there and smack Cameron right across his beautiful face.

Why would he say that? I may have a tiny crush on him but, I don't wanna date him. Not yet.

I continued upstairs with my food but, FUCKING TRIPPED ON THE STEP AND FELL BACKWARDS.

FUCK FUCK FUCK.

I'm glad the food fell on my shirt.

But still.

Cameron gulped "Jacky babe. "

"Don't fucking call me that. " I'm mad and so embarrassed. I didn't tell but, I was so mad.

I threw the food down off of me. I already knew my cheeks were like Kim K's lipstick. [Just had to]

When i got to my room I didn't slam the door. I don't want then to know I was in my room.

I'm pretty sure they knew I was gonna go there.

I screamed into my pillow. This summer is soo stressing.

Screaming into my pillow reminded me of Lilo and Stich witch took away some of my anger.

I got my phone put of my pocket and turned on the Lana Del Rey radio on,on Pandora.

Whenever I was feeling sad/mad/embarrassed etc. I listen to Lana. She was my favorite singer and I loved her so much.

While halfway through the song Young and Beautiful , I heard a knock on my door.

I knew it was Cameron. Nash and I have our own secret knock.

"What Cameron?" My tone raised a bit.

"How did you- " He cut himself off by saying. "I'm sorry. "

"Why do you keep lying to everyone. "

"Because I need you. "

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-Jenn