I'm a dancer

I dance

Dance

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I work hard

Very hard

Too hard

Hard

...

It's hard to breathe

So hard to breathe

I suffocate

Suffocate

...

I don't sleep

The stress overwhelms me

I feel empty

Empty

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My days are the same, except when I dance

Then my life spirals into a trance

And I can no longer not feel

...

I pant and I cry

I keep wanting to die

But all I can do is dance

...

Why?

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Why?!

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Why...?

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WHY?!

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Breathe....

They say breathe...

But when you work too hard you can't see...

It's much too hard to breathe

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..

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I lie on the ground panting as they scoff

My body aching from the toll

This shit has on my soul

But my bones are good enough

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Close my eyes as I fall

Won't drink water

just cry and stall

Hoping nobody notices me missing

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Fainting comes easy

When you never take a break

You can't otherwise you're fake

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As the girls all laugh with each other

But you can't join because then you're a bother

And the people you called friends don't like you anymore

You just have to dance

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"Overworking just means you're trying!"

"It's fine, not like you're dying!"

"Are you sure you're even hurt?"

"Over dramatic!"

"Lazy"

"You just don't want to work!"

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"Suck it up"

"Stress is apart of life"

"It doesn't matter if you used a knife!"

"Just dance!"

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"You're not doing it!"

"Two left feet!"

"Your knee's probably don't hurt!"

"Fainter!"

"Just be quiet!" "Too skinny!"

"Stupid looking!" "Weak!" "Shameful"

"Not enough" "Too much"

"Loud!"

"Crazy" "Annoying" "Unremarkable"

"Loner" "Strange" "Overly emotional"

"Try hard"

"Suck up" "Fuck up!"

"An embarrassment"

"Not graceful"

"Not good"

"Why do you sweat?"

"It's easy!"

"Slow"

"Bossy" "Stressful" "Too anxious"

"Do I have to come?"

"Why should I care"

"Awards are for winners and you well..."

"Slim pickings"

"Last one left"

"100% the SECOND best"

"The Other Kitty"

"Are you pressuring me to come?

"Have fun"

"I AM A DANCER"

"I never said a good one"

Hold myself up before I can fall

If I show my weaknesses I'm worth nothing at all

Who knows if I'll make another day

If I'll keep this part I'm meant to play

All I can do is dance

...

Yeah

All I can do is dance

Why?

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Because if I don't

I don't dance

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And I just dance

over

and

Over

And

OVER

AND

OVER

TILL I NO LONGER LIVE

BECAUSE DANCE IS THE ONLY WAY I FEEL ANYTHING

I DANCE

BECAUSE THAT'S ALL I CAN FUCKING DO!!!

I DANCE BECAUSE I DANCE!

I DANCE

I DANCE

I DANCE

I DANCE

UNTIL ALL MY BONES BREAK

AND MY HEART ACHES

AND MY LUNGS STOP

AND MY HEART DROPS

AND MY BRAIN QUITS

AND I START TO SLIPT

FROM THE MOTHER FUCKING INSIDE OUT

BECAUSE

ALL

I

CAN

DO

IS

DANCE!!!

DANCE!!!!

Dance

dance...

...

Maybe I just need to dance?