Volume Six

"What you doing?" I asked as Janey stood in the refrigerator. 

"I wanted some ice cream but we have none." She sighed. 

"You want some snow? Face and I used to get a cup of snow and eat it." 

"That's disgusting."

"It was clean snow." I shrugged. 

"He haven't responded to any of my text or calls." Janey sadly mumbled. "Maybe he's serious about this breakup." 

"You just have to give him time."

"Remember I told you I thought he was cheating on me? I think that's why he broke up with me." She stated. 

"Why do you think he was cheating?" 

"Somebody would call but it never said a name, it was always emojis. He would leave me or spend less time with me every time this person called, I thought he was selling drugs again but now things are starting to click."

"I just think you should talk to him." 

"He's not going to tell me he cheated on me."

"I mean y'all aren't together right now so he might just tell you the truth about everything." 

"So you think he cheated too?"

"I'm not saying that, I can't tell you anything for him."

"If he did cheat on me he's going to get hurt and the bitch he cheated on me with." She ranted making me raise a eyebrow. 

"I don't think you should-"

"We can jump the bitch best friend." She smiled. 

"Sure." I chuckled.

"What y'all talking about?" Her cousin Kayla asked sitting next to us. 

" Saymon cheating on me." 

"Allegedly." I added chuckling.

"He most def cheating on you, he had scratches all over him, the way he stormed out acting like something happened. His house probably didn't even get robbed, just wanted a excuse to lay up while you here." 

"Seriously! I knew I wasn't stupid."

I've been in a relationship with your nigga for almost three months, you plenty of stupid, I thought shaking my head. 

"I'm leaving in two days, don't forget." I reminded.

"Saymon just left, you can't leave me too." She frowned. "This isn't how Christmas break was supposed to go." 

"I told you before we even got here that I had to be with Face on New Years for Esme party."

"Esme?" Kayla asked. 

"Yes, we're talking about that Esme." Janey rolled her eyebrows.

"You friends with that bitch?" Kayla asked.

"Yes, why?" 

"That bitch got fucked by Ron thinking she did something but she was just that, a fuck. She thought she had one up one me not knowing he never wanted her ugly dirty ass." 

"From my experiences if Esme fucked somebody they always wanted more, she's the one to end anything before they could. And she's not dirty or ugly."

"She don't look better than me so she ugly. Ron didn't want that bitch, she was hurt as hell trying to fight me and all. Don't let her show some messages from different boys and think she the shit, boys gon always want a bitch they know fucking." 

"Well, this not my business but don't talk about her in my face. Esme my friend and I'm not going to be in a conversation where y'all talk about her." 

"Why are you all of a sudden so mouthy?" Janey asked. "You letting all these girls get to your head." 

"No I'm about positivity and self bettering so I don't get into drama."

"If you say so." Kayla chuckled. 

"I'm just saying, you always getting smart or looking at me like I'm stupid and now you're defending a girl you barely know."

"Barely know? I knew her before you so?" 

"You knew of her because she was getting fucked by your brother, you didn't know her but now she do your hair and hype you about yourself you're starting to feel like you the shit. You can get smart with anybody else but me."

"Okay, so these two days gon come early." I said standing up wanting to leave.

"You can dish it out but can't take it." 

"Sis, I most def can take stuff from you." I chuckled.

"What's that supposed to mean?" Kayla asked.

"It means, I'm about positivity and self bettering that I won't go back and forth with y'all. I won't waste the time when I can just leave and go spend time with my brother." 

I walked up stairs going into my room to put my clothes back in my suitcase, I was annoyed and now I wanted to leave. I knew I shouldn't of came in the first place. I grabbed my phone to call my brother so he can pick me up.

"Yes Bubs?" He asked.

"Can you come pick me up?" I asked.

"Right now? I'm caught up at the store." He said letting me know he was doing something drug related.

"I don't wanna be here no more Face."

"Fuck happened?" 

"Just a argument between Janey and her cousin, I'm annoyed and I wanna leave."

"They jumped you or something? I'll come and stomp them bitches out." 

"No." Sanaa chuckled. "Just a argument."

"Look, Imma order you a Lyft to drop you off at the state line and somebody gon come get you cause I'm caught up right now Bubs."

"Order it now, I'm ready to go."

"Aight bet and Terror said when you get out the Lyft text him."

"He's coming to pick me up from the state line?" 

"Nah, he with me. We both caught up doing some shit."

"Face come on nigga." I heard Dylan voice as she started laughing. "Kee stop touching me." 

"Be safe okay? I love you. Tell them I love them too." 

"Bubs said she love y'all and be safe!" Face yelled making them laugh.

"We always safe!" They yelled in unison. 

"We love you too." Kee chuckled.

"Imma text you when the Lyft outside, make sure ya phone charged Sanaa." Face demanded hanging up before I could say anything. 

"You leaving?" Donovan asked leaning on the door. 

"Yes, I can't take spending another two days here." I rolled my eyes. "I know we was supposed to spend some time together but we can back home."

"Sound like a plan." He chuckled sitting on the bed. "I had fun skiing earlier." 

"I had fun teaching you." I smiled. "Just be safe and I hope you have fun without me."

"Doubt I have fun without you." He smirked grabbing the loops of my jeans making me stand in between his legs.

"What you doing?" I chuckled looking down. 

"You beautiful you know that?" He asked.

"Thank you." I smiled harder as he stood up towering over me. 

He grabbed my neck and before I could stop him he crashed his lips on mine, his lips were so soft I was memorized. I accidentally moaned into the kiss making him pull me tighter, my phone started beeping letting my know Face texted me. 

"Let me help you bring your bags downstairs." He smirked as I stood still still in shock.

"Oh yeah right." I nodded as he walked to the door. 

I walked down the stairs seeing Janey and Kayla in the kitchen cooking, I looked at them as they looked at me. I turned around ignoring their stares seeing the car outside, I hugged Donovan as he put the bag into the car. He kissed me again then walked back in the house as I smiled putting my head on the window.

~

"What are we?" Face asked looking at the costumes.

"Violet and Dash." 

"Who the fuck is that?" 

"The sister and brother from the Incredible's Face." I looked at him blankly.

"I'm not putting on this tight ass body suit." He glared making me laugh. 

"I'm going to get a bigger one duh." 

"Fuck this nigga do?" 

"Who Dash?" I asked as he nodded. "He runs fast, why are you acting like you haven't seen the incredible's before?" 

"Nigga, I seen that shit when I was like 10. I don't remember shit."

"Well, try this one on. It's bigger." 

"You better be lucky I love you." He glared at me going in the dressing room making me laugh.

"I love you more!" I yelled through laughs. 

After he tried on the outfit, he bought them then bought me some food. He dropped me off at Esme house so I can get my hair done, I opened the door without knocking seeing her eating while Dylan talked to her. 

"Hey Nana." Esme smiled. "I'll hurry up, I'm starving."

"I ain't in no rush, take your time." I chuckled waving her off. 

"What you wanted again?" 

"Faux Locs, like this." I showed her the picture.

"I hate when you get ya hair done, I love your afro." Dylan said making me chuckle.

"Thank you." I smiled. "Es, you know some girl name Kayla?" 

"I know a few Kaylas, which one?" 

"You had sex with her boyfriend Ron."

"Ron Ron Ron." She repeated trying to remember. "Never had sex with a nigga named Ron."

"He's brownskin, a whole bunch of tattoos, got dreads, skinny as hell." I described.

"She talking bout Ke'Ron." Dylan said.

"I figured but I didn't have sex with him."

"His girlfriend Kayla is my best friend cousin and yesterday she was coming crazy about how you dirty and ugly and how Ron fucked you then left you alone, she said you was trying to fight her and all." I said making her bust out laughing.

"No they didn't!" She yelled still laughing. 

"Kayla? Wait she light skin and her teeth little like chiclets?" Dylan asked.

"Yes her!"

"I could DM her and say something?" Esme asked.

"Why you asking me?" I asked confused.

"Cause if I say something to her she gon know you came back telling me and I don't wanna put you in no drama." 

"I don't care, she probably knew I was going to tell you because I defended you." 

"But why Ron lying on his dick? That's what I don't get." Dylan stated.

"Cause these niggas really can't fuck me so in they mind they did." Esme chuckled. "That's really sad, he lying like that. We too fucking old."

"So you didn't do anything with him?" 

"You know how you go chill with somebody and you thinking how you never gon chill with this nigga again?" Esme asked.

"That's exactly how it was." Dylan laughed. "She hit me up so many times like Dyl, call me and tell him something happened. I was mad at her that day so she had to sit there and suffer cause I wasn't calling."

"I'm really so upset he lied on me, Imma say something to both of them because don't lie on my vagina. They better put some respect on my pussy." She said causing me and Dylan to laugh.

~

"Why can't you come here? I'm bored and by myself Bubby." I frowned on the phone with Face. 

"Bubs, I'm working. You was supposed to be away for Christmas so I made plans to work, I'm sorry but you gon have to be by yaself." 

"Is Saymon with you?" 

"Yeah."

"Ask him why he ignoring me?" 

"He just need time to his self Bubs, he gon talk to you when he ready."

"You sure you can't come here?" 

"You think I'll rather be riding round and being with these niggas instead of you?" He asked. "I can't Bubs but do me a favor and look under the kitchen sink. I love you and you welcome." 

He hung up as I sat my phone down doing what he said, I looked under to see some wrapped gifts making me sadly smile. I grabbed all of them then sat on the couch to open them, I laughed at the three bottles of coconut oil, he also gave me some more conditioner and shampoo along with some clothes and money.

"When your brother loves and pays attention to you." I recorded for Snap laughing. 

I took everything to my room then decided to just go to sleep, I was getting ignored, I was horny, bored, lonely and cold. I needed some friends, I know other girls was having the time of their life while I'm in bed scrolling. 

I was woken out of my sleep by someone ringing the bell like they were crazy, I looked around and sat there for a minute. I snatched the cover from over me sliding into my slipper boots, I was about to snatch the door open but I've seen every episode of Criminal Minds so I looked out the peep hole instead. 

"Why are you ringing the doorbell like this?" I glared at Saymon.

"Go put some shoes on."

"No."

"No?" 

"You heard me, you always choose to ignore me then pop the fuck back up like you can. No, I will not go anywhere with you." 

"You done?" 

"Just about."

"Can you go put some shoes on and take this ride with me?" 

"It looks like it's dark, what time is it?" 

"2 in the morning."

"Think you bumped ya head." I scoffed about to close the door. 

"You know you wanna come." He chuckled. "I'll wait for you in the car."

"Where are we going 2 in the morning? I don't feel like getting dress." I spoke looking over my pajamas. 

"Then don't, we not going no where that you gotta impress somebody. Shit you don't even gotta change your slippers, I don't care."

"Let me go get my phone then." 

He nodded as I ran into the back, I blew my breath trying to see if it stink since I just woke up. It didn't but I put a piece of gum in my mouth anyway, I grabbed my charger, wallet, keys and phone. I yawned putting on Face hoodie, I closed my door then ran out the door to his car. 

"Where we going? Those this involve food? I didn't eat all day." 

"I find that hard to believe." He scoffed pulling off. "Fat ass always eating." 

"There's nothing fat on me but my ass is slowly getting there."

"Let me see."

I leaned up so I wouldn't fall because he was driving fast, he glanced at me then at the road then back at me. He smacked my ass real hard making me wince and glare at him as he started laughing, I punched him in his arm.

"That's all me."

"That's all food."

"We'll tell Face that lie." 

"You're so childish." I chuckled turning on the radio. "What if I had a thing on the side? Made you cry, would the rules change up? Or would they still apply if I played you like a toy? Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy." 

"You sneak dissing?" He chuckled making me look at him. 

"Why would I be talking bout you? I was your thing on the side."

"You was never my side bitch, I ain't consider you as that." 

"I did and so did Face and Janey."

"You told her bout us?" 

"No but she said she thought you were cheating. She's going to get you and ya girl hurt if she find out you was cheating on her." I mocked chuckling.

"You got me, right?" He smirked.

"Dose of your own medicine!" I yelled ignoring his question. "If I played you, would you like that? Had friends, would you like that? Never call, would you like that? Hell naw, you wouldn't like that, no!"

"Putting ya heart and soul in this song." He chuckled making me turn to see he was recording.

"Stop." I covered my face chuckling. "Don't put that nowhere."

"Why not?" 

"Because Janey could watch your stuff."

"So? We ain't together no more."

"Okay but she shouldn't find out about us through Snapchat."

"You wanna call her?" 

"Saymon stop." I frowned. "You can just tell her-"

"I'm not never talking to her again, plus you her best friend it'll sound better coming from you."

"You just scared of her." I chuckled rolling my eyes. 

"Fuck am I scared of her for?" 

"Anyways." I rolled my eyes harder. 

"I like these on you." He chuckled parking as he touched my hair. "Esme be piping shit."

"Right, sus deserve millions." I shook my head then looked around. "Where we at?"

"Get out." He chuckled. 

I got out the car looking around all the houses on the street, they looked so nice. He grabbed my hand opening a gate, he pulled out a key as I heard the alarm say front door open. I looked around as he pulled me, the house was nice and the decor was amazing. 

"How you like it?" He asked smiling. 

"This you?" I smiled. "It's amazing." 

"Saymon, that's you?" I heard his mother voice. 

"Yeah, what you doing up?" He asked walking in the kitchen.

"I woke up to put the food up but I know you're about to just take everything back out." She rolled her eyes. "Hey pretty girl, Merry Christmas." 

"Hi Sonyae." I hugged her. "Merry Christmas." 

"I have work in the morning so goodnight and don't wake me up, y'all know I'll whoop y'all." She pointed making us chuckle, she sure nuff would. 

"What she make?" I asked mouth watering. 

"Barbecue chicken, candy yams, baked mac and cheese, ziti, ham, ribs, oxtails, collard greens, macaroni salad, stuffing, and seafood salad." He said lifting up the top on all of them. 

"I mentioned I'm hungry as fuck?" I spoke as we washed our hands making him laugh. 

I began making my plate as he did the same, I couldn't even fit everything on one plate so I had to get two plates. Saymon grabbed one of my plates while holding both of his making me chuckle, I put up the food while he went up the stairs. I grabbed a cranberry juice and a grape juice then went up the stairs confused on where his room was.

"It's all the way in the back." Sonyae chuckled making me look at her.

"He just gon leave me like I knew where I was going." I rolled my eyes. 

"You know Say ain't allat bright."

"I'm back here!" We heard Saymon yell. 

"Tell me about it." I sarcastically chuckled as she closed her door while I walked in his room. "Oou this is dope."

"Thanks." He said with half of his plate gone, boys eat so fast. I swear they don't even chew, they just swallow.

"You supposed to chew thirty times before swallowing, you're not even chewing." I looked at him eating my room.

"Imma ignore that dumb ass statement." He chuckled. "Who calling you at 3 in the morning?"

"Who else?" I asked putting Face on speaker so I could eat. "Hel-"

"Your location is not home so why the fuck are you not home at 3 in the morning?"

"First of all-"

"My ass, fuck you at?"

"I'm with Saymon, how do you know I'm not home?"

"Because I checked ya location, tell Saymon to stop picking you up this time of night like you a booty call. I'll fuck em up." 

"Bitch, you know we just came back. Shut ya jealous ass up." Saymon said.

"Sanaa, don't be putting me on speaker. Bye cause you stressing me out." 

"I love youuu." I dragged out hearing the three beeps making me bust out laughing.

"Just Wright still ya favorite movie?"

"Yes." I smiled wide as he clicked it. 

"You done?" He asked standing up. 

"Yes." I ate the last bit then handed him my plates.

He walked out the room as I took off my slippers laying down, he came back in just as I was into the movie. I heard water running letting me know he was taking a shower, 20 minutes into the movie he walked out with a towel around his waist brushing over his waves as I stared at him in a daze.

"You're so handsome." I smiled still staring as he looked at me through the mirror.

"Thank you weirdo." He chuckled.

 "Come here please." I said pausing the movie.

I crawled to the edge of the bed then stood up on my knees, when he walked towards me I wrapped my arms around his neck looking into his eyes. We were staring at each other for a minute until he leaned towards me kissing me as I closed my eyes enjoying the feeling of his lips against mine.

"Now that I got you, I'm not ever letting you go." He mumbled against my lips.

"Never."
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