A/N: Hello to all my pretty F-R-U-I-T-S! Now I know I kinda update this sorta sporadically, but don't worry I will always come back.
Now this is again pretty sad, but in a good way if that makes since.

Enjoy!
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Dallon and Tyler walked down the hospital hallway. It had been a week since Tyler’s breakdown. Neither of them knew if it was from guilt or actual beneficial properties, but Dallon was taking Tyler to visit Josh during his session this week. They kept walking until they came to a room with double doors. Tyler rushed inside expecting to find the yellow haired boy awaiting his arrival. But it was empty.

“W-what…...where is Josh?” Tyler was really anxious to see him again. “You said he was alright! D-did something happen!?” He turned to Dallon with worry in his eyes.

“He’s fine, Tyler calm down. Dr.  Black is bringing him over for us.” Dallon smiled as he sat Tyler down. He found it amusing how nervous he was to see Josh.

Tyler began to bounce his knees impatiently. He hated waiting especially when it came to waiting to see Josh. This took him back to when he first got to take Josh home with him. He was a nervous wreck then too. And Josh just looked a mess completely. Tyler began to fear that he’ll be in that same shape when he saw him again. “Doctor are you sure-”

Just then the door opened on the other end of the room. Dr. Black came in, pulling a shy yellow haired Josh. His eyes remained on the floor.

“Hi guys, here he is. Don't worry he’s just a little nervous about leaving his room. ” Jenna said cheerfully as she got behind him. “Josh look who came to see you.” She whispered to him. Josh looked up and locked eyes with Tyler.

“Tyler!” Josh cried as he ran towards him.

“Josh!” Tyler shouted as he jumped up and ran to him. They held on to each other tight. Like they would be snatch away at any second.

“I-I missed you so much Ty.” Josh sniffed once they pulled away from each other.

“I missed you too Josh.” Tyler said as he wiped Josh’s stray tears. He then leaned in closer.

“Um Ty…” Josh blushed and motioned towards Dallon and Jenna looking at them. Tyler quickly backed away and laughed in embarrassment.

“Ugh would it be too much to ask for a little privacy?” Tyler asked Dallon. He held on to Josh’s hand because after being away from him for so long, Tyler needed the constant contact. In all honesty they both needed it.

“Sure, we’re just gonna go behind this one way mirror and watch you from there instead.” Dallon smirked as he pointed to the mirror behind him.

“How very perverted of you doctor. I'm trying to have an intimate moment with Josh.” Tyler frowned at the lack of privacy.

“Says the man, who will undoubtedly still make out knowing that there will be an audience. Quite the exhibitionist aren't we?” Dallon countered. Jenna and Josh snickered as Tyler remained quiet.

“Well Dr. Weekes and I will give you as much privacy as possible. If you need us, we’re just in the next room. ” Jenna said as she pushed Dallon out the door.

“Smug bastard.” Tyler grumbled after they left.

“Don't mind him...now where were we?” Josh smirked as he pulled Tyler flushed against him. He giggled before they moved in until their lips touched. It was like fireworks went off between them. Josh seemed to swallow Tyler entirely and he willingly got sucked in. They had to make up for lost time.

“Whoa…..that was…...was…..mind blowing.” Tyler panted once they broke for air. They rested their heads against each other.

“That's not the only thing that's blowing right now. ” Josh joked with a smile. Tyler giggled and caressed his cheek. Two months. He couldn't believe how long it's been since they were together.

“H-how have been doing? You look healthy enough.” Tyler asked meekly as he moved away from him. He hated the thought that Josh might be better off without him.

“I'm doing alright…..I mean I still have the blackouts….but nothing I can't handle right Ty?” Josh giggled.

“He was right...I do need you more.” Tyler mumbled as he started to tear up.

“Ty please what's wrong? Talk to me.” Josh asked worriedly. Tyler cried silently with his back to him. “Tyler look at me. What did I do?” He pleaded.

“YOU'RE FINE THAT'S WHAT!” Tyler turned and yelled at him.

“What?” Josh was completely lost at this point.

The doctors gazed upon the scene with similar curiosity. “What could be upsetting Tyler so much? I thought he’d be happy to know Josh is doing well in his absence.” Jenna inquired to Dallon.

“You would think, but I know he has mixed feelings at the moment.” Dallon responded.

“Meaning what?” Jenna still wasn't catching on to what he meant.

“Just watch and it’ll all make sense soon Dr. Black.” Dallon directed her attention back to the two in the room.

“I MADE YOU THIS WAY. SO IT SHOULD BE ME TO FIX YOU!” Tyler cried.

“B-but Ty, you had nothing to do with this…..that was Jack’s doing.” Josh wasn't sure where this was coming from.

“But it was me who put you in that forest that night.” Tyler continued.

“Tyler what are you talking about?” Josh was seriously lost. Tyler bit his lip and took a deep breath.

“Josh try and remember before we went on summer break. We were supposed to go to Disneyland…..right?” Tyler was trying to jog the yellow haired boy’s memory. Josh held his hand as he racked his brain for answers. “And we were playing in the tree fort…...remember?” He continued. Suddenly something clicked in Josh’s mind and he snatched his hand away.

“I don't wanna talk about this.” Josh protested with water welling up in his eyes.

“What's so important abo-” Dr.  Black tried to get more insight.

“Doctor please just listen and you’ll find out.” Dallon spoke over her in order to get her to pay attention.

“I'm sorry Josh.” Tyler told him. He tried to grab his hand again, but he pulled away.

“I said I don't wanna about it Ty Ty.” Josh whimpered as he ran his hands through his faded yellow hair. He turned away from him.

“He’s having an episode. I need to get in there.” Jenna rushed for the door only to get stopped by Dallon. “What are you doing? Josh needs my help.” She snapped at him.

“Tyler really needs to talk to him. And Josh needs to listen. This will be helpful to them both Jenna. Now just sit here and watch.” Dallon told her sternly. The doctor sighed as she turned back towards the mirror. He may have had a point. They both needed assistance with their feelings, not just Josh.

“Joshie…...it wasn't your fault…..see I had a talk with my dad and-” Tyler started.

“You told your dad about me!? So that's why-” Joshie whipped around in anger.

“No! No, Joshie I…..I talked to him before that.” Tyler quickly corrected. He slowly moved towards him. “I ask him…..i-if it was okay…...you know, to like you...in that way.” He added as he got closer.

“But you didn't like me back then….remember?” Joshie sulked as his hair had turned fully brown. He really wanted to crawl in a hole.

“Actually…..I did…..b-but my dad…he said all this horrible stuff. A-and I was afraid that if he knew I liked you...more than I should've then I would've gotten into trouble….big trouble. So I-” Tyler bit his lip.

“SO YOU DECIDED TO TAKE THE EASY WAY OUT!?” Joshie growled as his eyes flashed red. Tyler quickly backed away. “I TOLD YOU I LOVE YOU AND YOU SAID I SHOULD BURN IN HELL!” He yelled at him.

Jenna gasped and turned to Dallon. She was speechless. Dallon only nodded towards the room so she could hear the rest of it.

“I know and I'm sorry that…that was my dad talking not me.” Tyler tried to explain as he continued to back away. “I swear please believe me!” He begged his forgiveness.

Joshie took a deep breath to calm himself down. “You could've just told me the truth….TYLER YOU HURT ME WHEN YOU CALLED ME ALL THOSE HORRIBLE NAMES!” He screamed teary eyed. “And then you just ran away…..I thought you hated ME and you never told me different….friends don't do that Ty Ty…” He walked away, turning his back to him again.

“I'm  sorry Joshie…..I'm so sorry. Please I wish I could take it all back!” Tyler rushed to hold him from behind. “Yell at me, beat me, do whatever…just please don't leave me…..I need you Joshie…I need you more than anything else in  the world.” Tyler pleaded as he held him tighter. Joshie began to feel bad because he knew that they were both dependant on each other.

Joshie turned around to hold him in his arms. Tyler was sobbing hard. Joshie began to him a little tune. “Don't you cry, it's gonna be alright. I'll hold you all through the night. I won't let the darkness in. So don't you worry. I will be here in the morning, waiting just for you to start the day.” He sang calmly. Tyler’s sobs started to calm as well. “Remember, you used to sing that little song to me when I had nightmares about Jack.” Joshie smiled at his sad face.

“Y-you remember that?” Tyler sniffled in surprise.

“Of course I do. I even still sing it to myself from time to time.” Joshie smirk. They giggled in agreement. Tyler’s face fell again.

“But they seem to be taking better care of you now. You don't need me anymore.” Tyler said sadly as he slide out of Joshie’s arms again. “Heh and here I thought you’d be a mess without me…….I know I am…..but that's my issue…..maybe I should just go.” He headed towards the door with tears in his eyes. He felt a hand grab his arm.

“Please don't leave me Ty ty...I love you and I'm always gonna need you.” Joshie gave him the puppy eyes. How could he say no? Tyler pulled him into a bear hug.

“I'm glad cause I never stopped needing you. I love you so much Joshie. Even back then. ” Tyler stated happily.

“You have no idea how good it is for me to finally hear you say that to me.” Joshie pulled him into a deep kiss.