So there is something I've always wanted to say to you. It's, well, i like you. A lot. I remember one day in art you said  "Are you just using that as an excuse to be over here?" cause I walked over to see if you had a grey oil pastel and I told you no, but the truth is I was only over there to talk to you. It's really embarrassing to admit and I cant tell you because you're a really good friend to me. It's not just that though. You see, I cant say anything cause you are in a relationship with someone else. She so nice and pretty, and i'll never be anything compared to her. But there is something I know about her that you don't. She cheated on you and I cant say anything because frankly she didn't tell me. She told someone else and I overheard. How am I supposed to know if you found out or not. You said you were going through a rough patch, and you guys were working through it. That could have been a rough patch. And if I say anything i'm afraid that it will look like i'm trying to break up guys up, and well that would be nice but I don't want to lose you. I guess I can live with us being just friends, but I don't want us to be just friends. It's funny cause everyone says you like me, but I know you don't. They're just mistaking the stares for something else. I mean I have caught you staring before, but then we make faces at each other, especially in English. It's fun and I don't want to make things awkward between us. So I guess I just wanted to tell you this because holding it in would break me apart. I know this from experience. I should just tell you but I cant. I mean who knows you might like me back, but I'm not brave enough to find out. I can remember the first time I realized I liked you. It was in APUSH and we got paired up and you were the first person to talk to me. The FIRST. I just really liked how genuine you were about it. You didn't just talk to me because you had to. You were actually interested in what we were talking about and you laughed at my jokes. You even asked me how I was adjusting to the new school. You made sure I didn't feel out of place because, well it was my junior year and I had switched schools. I mean i'm not shy, but I get nervous then I'm quiet and you didn't think that was weird. I really appreciate it, but that was when I first realized how nice you were. For once in my life I didn't notice you for your looks, but for you're personality. I just wish I could tell you but I can't.