when did i become so numb
when did i lose myself
all the words that leave my tongue
feel like they came from someone else

i'm paralyzed

where are my feelings
i no longer feel things
i know i should

i'm paralyzed

where is the real me
i'm lost and it kills me inside

i'm paralyzed

when did i become so cold
when did i become ashamed
where's the person that i know

they must have left
with all my faith

i'm scared to live
but i'm scared to die

and if life is pain then i buried mine
a long time ago

but it's still alive

and it's taking over me where am i
i wanna feel something
i'm numb inside

but i don't feel nothing
i wonder why

i'm in the race of life and time passed by

look
i sit back and iwatch it

hands in my pockets
waves come crashing over me
but i just watch 'em

i'm underwater but i feel like i'm on top of it

but i'm the one who locked me in
suffocating and i'm running out of oxygen

~NF

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