Hard To Say

Warning: Attempted Suicide

~Seto's POV~

I'm not happy...I never was...nobody loves, or even likes me, so why am I here?

I walked through the halls, headed towards the side exit to go home when I heard someone call my name. I turn my head slightly to see Ssundee running to catch up with me.

"Hi Ssundee..." I say quietly.

He slows down to walk along beside me, "Seto, you're my...friend...you can call me Ian dood." He explains.

I nod, "Alright." I keep my head down as I feel my face warm up from a blush.

"You wanna come over to my house?" He asks.

"N-No thanks" I stutter, "But...maybe you can Um, come over to my h-house?"

"Sure!" He exclaims, slinging his arm around my shoulders and pulling me close.

I smile slightly, not even thinking about the consequences when I get home.

~Time skip till they arrive at Seto's house-

We both walk in the house at the same time, my mom and dad instantly look and stare, my dad glaring more than staring.

"Who's this?" My mom asks.

"This is my...friend." I say, hesitating on the last word.

"Gay." My dad whispers, loud enough for me to hear though.

I grab Ian's arm gently and pull him towards the stairs where we go upstairs to my room.

"Sorry about my parents, they aren't use to visitors..." I apologize.

Ian laughs, sitting on my bed, "It's okay, I understand." I sit down beside him, "my dad works twenty-four seven and my mom is a perfectionist that yells at my little brother all the time." He wraps his arm around me when he's finished.

Unfortunately for me, my skin is extremely pale so when I blush, it's very noticeable. Ian smiles when he sees me blushing.

Suddenly, we start hearing yelling coming from downstairs. A sign my parents are fighting again and I should stay away. But of course, Ian doesn't know this so he gets up and heads towards the yells.

"Ian..." I call his name, I don't get an answer so I get up and follow him.

Ian silently makes his way down the stairs, I follow, hiding behind him so they hopefully don't see me.

"You're so disrespectful!" My mom yells at my dad.

"How!?" My dad asks.

"You drink too much, you always yell at me, and you're always calling our son gay!" She screams in rage.

"First of all, I don't drink that much. Second, you deserve it! And third, he's gay, he should just throw him out!" He says, mom looks at him in disbelief before walking away, and going up the stairs.

Dad follows her, yelling. Soon, mom comes down with a suitcase and heads towards the door, I start getting worried.

"Mom? Where are you going?" I ask, going over to the door.

"I'm sorry Seto, I'm leaving, I can't handle this anymore." She says, opening the door.

I quickly stand in front of her, "You can't leave me here with him! He HATES me!"

Mom looks at me sadly be pushing past and out the door, not looking back once as she gets in her car and leaves.

"Seto...are you alright?" Ian comes up to me, putting a hand on my shoulder.

I push his hand away before running to the bathroom and locking the door, Ian follows and starts knocking frantically.

"Seto, open the door, please." He asks concerned, "Everything's going to be fine, I promise!"

I open up the medicine cabinet and grab a bottle of sleeping pills before backing up to the door and sliding down to sit on the floor.

I look at the bottle for a minute before opening it, "I'm sorry Ian..."

"Seto? What are you doing!?" He tries to open the door, but to no avail.

I pour a bunch of pills in my hand, I can hear Ian slamming into the door behind me. Without thinking, I put all the pills in my mouth and swallow before crawling over beside the tub wall and laying down. Ian finally gets the door open and rushes over to me, holds me in his arms.

"Seto!? Seto stay with me, please...please Seto..." He says, tears falling down his cheek.

My vision starts getting blurry, and I can't feel my body. I feel tired, my eyes fighting to stay open.

"Seto...I..." Ian kisses my forehead, "I love you."

Ian kisses me on the lips before everything goes black.

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