Managed to leave, but I'm stuck again.
An endless cycle of pain, my friend.
No wailing, no weeping break me free
left in the same loop - stuck in me.

Confrontation hurts tremendously.
Not-doing only a relief momentously.
They hold me back to act too rash
now it's too late - it's a crash.

Numb to move forward another step.
The sky and ground a deep, dark black.
'Have we met?' my future asks me,
knowing - I'll never be free.

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