-Chapter 29-

-Ze's POV-

I wrap my arms around his neck when he gets up.

"Guys! You can come in now!" James says loudly. Eddie and Aleks come in the room slowly. Eddie has a tear stained face.

"Eddie? What happened?" James says.

"I didn't tell you guys... But... Me and Seamus broke up 3 weeks ago..." He mutters.

"Wow." James breath.

I stop everything. Wait... Was that why Seamus wanted to speak to me so much? I struggle out of James arms.

"J-James. C-Can you drive?" I whisper. He nods.

"T-Take me to the office. Now please." I whisper. He nods.

"Hey Aleks, can I borrow your car?" James says.

"Yeah sure." Aleks says throwing James his keys. James catches them. I run out the door and into Aleks car. James jumps in and starts the car. The ride is quick. We arrive at the office sooner or later. I look at my watch. God! It's 11(Yes now it is that late .-.) already! I jump out the car and run into the office. James runs after me.

"Wh----" He starts off but I cut him off.

"Phone. Please." I whisper.

He hands me his phone with a confused look. I take the phone and type in a number. I put it to my ear. It rings for a few minutes. Then someone picks it up.

"Hello?" They say.

"Ergh... Who's speaking?" I ask.

"Erm... Seamus..." Seamus says.

"Eh... Why are you at Jordan's house?" I ask.

"He wanted me over..." Seamus says slowly.

Then it snaps into my head. WHAT?! WHY?! WHY WOULD HE DO THAT?!

I huff.

"Seamus Baby, who's on the phone?" I hear Jordan say. My anger started to boil.

"Why... Just Why..." I grit my teeth.

"Erm... Jordan... Not that right time..." Seamus says.

"Put me on loud speaker!" I shout.

"Fine..." Seamus mutters "Your on..."

I put him on speaker too.

"Hello?" Jordan says.

"JORDAN! WHAT THE FUCK! NEXT TIME I SEE YOU I WILL KICK YOUR ARSE!! WHAT MAKES YOU THINK YOU CAN DO THAT TO HER?! YOU DONT DESERVE HER! I SWEAR I WILL KILL YOU!!" I scream.

Tears threaten my eyes.

"Ze! PLEASE DONT TELL MIA!" Jordan begs.

"TOO LATE!! ARSE HOLE!!" I scream.

I hang up. I lean against the wall.

"Babe?" James says.

Tears fall from my eyes. How could I let this happen to her? How? I should of saw it coming! Her life is going to be ruined!

"Hey Ze!" James says shaking me. My back slides down the wall.

"How? Why? Why Mia? Is Jordan gay? Are we all gay? Just... WHY?! WHY WAS I CURSED WITH THIS LIFE!! ITS HORRIBLE!" I scream inside my head. My hands go over my ears.

"Ze! Babe! Answer me!" James shouts.

"Mia... What has she done to deserve this? I wish I could save her! Anything for her! She's like my sister! Family!" I scream inside my head. I pull my hear and scream. More tears running down my face.

"I'm calling Eddie and Aleks!" James says fiddling with his phone.

"I would trades life with her... It's a long story but... I've known her for 8 years... She's always been there for me... She knows everything... I... I even textually adopted her when she turned 18... She's always happy... She loves Jordan... He makes her happy... She would do anything for her... That's... That's probably why she fell so easier into his trap... He seemed so straight though... When did that happen to him... Just when... And why... He seemed happy with her... Was he pretending... HE BETTER OF NOT BEEN PRETENDING!!" I scream inside my head.

I dig my nails deep into my face. I catch my watch out of the corner of my eye. It's 1! IVE BEEN SITING HERE FOR TWO HOURS SCREAMING AT MYSELF! James run into the room.

"Hey Baby? You okey?" He asks.

"What if the same happens to me?! He said he wouldn't leave me though! He hopefully shouldn't!" I say inside my head.

I shake my head.

"Your so stupid! You let this happen to her! Your so worthless! Were you meant to be born?! Hahahahaha! Your just a little freak!" My dad's voice screams in my head.

I scream.

"NO! NO! NO! NO! I DONT BELIEVE YOU!!" I scream out loud.

"Hey Babe! CALM DOWN!!" James shouts.

I shake my head. I can't. My breathing becomes heavy.

"WHY WOULD YOU SAY?! DADS ARE ALWAYS MEANT TO BE THERE FOR HIS KIDS!! YOU NEVER WERE!!" I scream inside my head.

"YEAH!! I NEVER CARED ABOUT YOU CAUSE YOU WERE A MISTAKE!! ALWAYS HAVE BEEN ONE!! YOUR BROTHERS AND SISTERS ARE BETTER THAN YOU!! WILL ALWAYS BE!!" My dad voice screams in my head.

I scream out loud.