Key: Y/N/N~Your Nickname

Your POV:
That's it! Just like that, another grand old holiday season screwed over by yet ANOTHER GUY! I honestly can't win! Why the h*ll am I even crying, he's not worth it. I...what did I do? What am I doing so wrong, that every holiday season my current boyfriend decides to dump me. Just like last Christmas, now he too is gone. Thanks brain, now I'm singing WHAM. I feel a h*ll of a lot better now...not!

I said I was done. I was taking a break. No more dating. I wasn't going to deal with it anymore, but my friends convinced me. They fed me their lies, or their impersonation, of him. "Ohh...He's so sweet", "Not like the other's", and "he's handsome too dear". Bull to the sh*t. He's nothing like they described, but everything like every other d*mn man in my life. Well...except one.

My best friend Robert. He's been with me my whole life. He's the only man who's never left me. Never broken my heart, but always helped me fix it. And in return I did the same for him. I may had had a small crush once upon a time, but he was my best friend, I didn't want to ruin that. He...He wouldn't understand, and he definitely wouldn't feel the same. So this is my secret.

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I had planned on spending my New Year's home in my apartment with my....ex boyfriend now, but now I guess I'm going solo. F*ck it. I really don't care...my second bestie is here with me...ALCOHOL! Yup! I'm going to drink away his stupid *ss and get wasted. I'm home alone and no one's going to stop me. Bottle in hand...no cup needed. I flopped down on the sofa, flipped on the TV and started to forget the world around me existed. It was working until...*knock knock knock* For Christ sake! I swear if it's him, I might actually kill him. I'm not drunk, but I'm not sober either! 

"Who is it?" I yelled in an irritated tone and march towards the door. I really didn't care if the neighbors heard me or not, it's not like they try to keep their voices down for me!

"Hey....it's dat boi Robert! Open up will ya!" I facepalmed whilst walking to the door. I loved him and hated him...God he's such a meme!

I opened up the door and faked a smile. I hadn't told him yet, and I really don't want to right now. "Hey Rob...what are you doing here?!" I brought him into a quick hug and of course he kissed my cheek as usual. I swear he only does that to make me blush!

"Umm...To see my best friend on New Years duhh..! And I brought the good stuff." He held up a bottle of Jack Daniels, grinning from ear to ear. "So ya gonna let me in? I'm coming in regardless. Unless you and..ohh..wait are you and your man...ya know...doing the nasty?!" My eyes widened in shock and I immediately pulled Robert into my apartment by his shirt.

"Oh my God Robert! I can't believe you just said that! The neighbors can hear you! And F*ck no! I...we're not together anymore anyways. I'm here alone."

"You're celebrating alone?! And wait... What? Since when? He didn't hurt you did he, I swear Y/N, don't lie to me about this!" Robert was one of those people that looked like he would hurt a fly, Christ the man spent 20 minutes one day shooing a spider out of a window. Meanwhile I (insisted he kill the thing. It's a freaking Spider!/ just laughed, and helped shoo it out. It's only a spider!)

Regardless he wasn't one to hurt people, but if I was ever physically hurt by a man, I pray Robert would never fine out. He'd probably go to jail. That's how we became friends actually. If it wasn't for Dan Howell pushing me down on the playground and Robert giving him a bloody nose, I don't know if we would be friends to this day.

"No Rob...I'm not alone. I have Morgan with me! Captain Morgan that is! And no...just hope he's happier with the next woman he's with. I don't want to talk about him please?!" I asked with pleading eyes.

"Fine, but we're going to talk about this later!" I nodded. "Good! And Morgan? Pfft...good thing I brought a good old bottle of Jackaboy!" I simply rolled my eyes and started pulling out what I had in the way of food and beverages, alcoholic ones that is.

"So Rob did you bring an overnight bag? If so you can set it in my room. If not I don't care, your not drinking and leaving here, taxi or not!"

"No...but I think I have a few from last week. Remember, you spilled coffee on it."

"Did not!"

"Did too!"

"Did not...or I'm kicking you out and keeping the Daniels?!" I smirked.

"That's so wrong. You're evil. Fine." I smiled at my victory. Then turned with our snack trays we headed to the living room. To a night was filled with movies, laughter, drinking and forgetting.

We eventually moved our party to the floor for a game of 'spin-the-bottle'. The bottle of course being the empty bottle of Jack we had finished. Both of us had more than our fair share of alcohol, the game was bound to be fun.

Most of the questions and dares we got off his app, some we made up. The app had two wheels, one for truths and one for dares. There was also a timer at the bottom, as some dares had time limits. A "make-your-own" button and a few other tools and such.

As the bottle pointed towards me, Robert spoke up. "Truth or dare? Pick a dare this time...you've chosen truth the last three times!"

"Fine...dare!" I said. I hated dares.

He spun the wheel and waited for my dare! "Ok....dare: The player must kiss the person to their right (regardless of gender or relation) until the timer is up." My heart dropped to my stomach and I gulped slightly. I had to kiss Robert...I'm not sure about this.

"Ohhh...Come on?! Can I have another? I want a fun, weird dare like yours! Please?"

"Nope! A dare is a dare, Y/N?! Come on, it's not that bad. You just have to kiss ME, that's all!" That's all? I don't want to do this. Forever I had this crush on him, but we've been friends for so long and it would be so awkward. I'm afraid this will make all those weird and wishful thoughts pop back in my head. I must've dazed...oops! "Y/N? Woohooo...ya still there? Hey, what happened there?

"Sorry, must be the whiskey!" I lied. "But come on Rob?! If ya love me, you'll let me change it?" I pleaded once more.

"No! And if you love me, you'll kiss me?!" He cocked a smirk and raised his eyebrows. God...He looks attractive AF when he does that. "It's a dare Y/N/N! And come on, it's just a kiss, I don't bite...unless you want me too?!" I blushed fully and my face was hot. I honestly don't know if it's him or the alcohol! "And....you said you wanted something fun and weird, right? I assure you, I can accomplish both?!" OHH...MY GOD! I'm going to die! He didn't? I'm going to die.

(A/N: I don't know what Robert's middle name is...so I just made this up! It sounds nice though!)

"Robert Michael...you did not just say that?! No! Why....? Nevermind! Fine, I will do your stupid dare, but not if you do anything weird. You hear me?! And I'll get you back for this!" He nodded and burst into a fit of laughter. Then he held up his finger in a 'hold on' manner.

"Wa...wait one more...then...Then I swear I'm done!" I rolled my eyes and shook my head. "Ok..ok...so you said 'you'll get me back'? What if I like it?!" He ended with an exaggerated wink and fell over from laughing. He's impossible.

"Robert?! Nooo...stop! God you're making this so hard....I swear if you make a d*ck joke right now, your's will be removed!"

"Hey! Wow! Aggressive much! What did Big Rob ever do to you?" Nothing yet sadly...OMG...Please tell me that was in my head! Ohh...Thank God! Why did I just think that? F*ck...I need holy water....ergg....shoot I need holy water! Forgive me! "Forget it ok. Are you ready? You can't get me back if we stay on your turn all night!?"

My eyes instantly hit the floor. I was dared to kiss my best friend...I don't know how. The timer isn't long, but I can't just peck his cheek and that be all. I have to kiss my best friend Robert, a real kiss.

He fidgeted with his phone and looked at me. "Ready?" I nodded as he pushed his phone again and sat it beside him, leaning forward. I reluctantly moved forward and we were inches apart. My heart was racing, eyes wide, and I was at a complete loss in control of my body.

Robert must've sensed my uneasiness, as he brought his hand up and tucked the hair behind my ears before cupping my cheek and grazing my lips. Then it happened. We kissed. It was incredible. I instantly had his sweet taste and alcohol on my tongue and it was one to be craved. My stomach did flips, and they don't lie when they say you see fireworks...God they were exploding all around us. I let him take control, as he was in better control. I never wanted this to end...curse that timer! Wait the timer, how long is it?

When we pulled away I was left breathless and red as a tomato. His taste still fresh in my lips. And even Robert had a cute blush himself! "Was that so bad?" He asked interrupting my thoughts.

"Huh? Ohhh...ummm...no." I kept my eyes on the floor. I reached for my glass and took a sip. "Wait...Robert? Why didn't the timer go off?"

He scratched the back of his neck and looked at my shyly. Then he smiled. "Well...I may not have started it?!" My eyes widened, as he continued. "I knew I wasn't going to want to stop, so I decided not to set it. I'm glad I didn't either."

I don't know how red a person's face could turn, but surely mine was at its max. I immediately buried my face in my hands, unsure of what to say. He quickly scooted over to my side and took my hands into his own. "Y/N? You don't need to be embarrassed. Listen...I'm just going to lay it all out right now." He took a deep breath and sighed before continuing. "I have wanted to do that for so d*mn long. And it was even better than I imagined, and ohh...have I imagined Y/N! I know this might sound bold, crazy even, but Y/N I love you. I've loved you for so long now, but I respected you too much to make any moves. Will you do me a favor? Help me make 20XX the best godda*mn year we can make it! Be my bae?  What do you think about that Y/N/N?"

I had the biggest smile, and gave his the loudest 'yes' without saying a word. I leaned forward and kissed him. I had no intention of letting him go either? I loved this goof...and now I know he loves me.

When we pulled away, all that we did was smile. We noticed it was getting close to midnight and decided to move to the couch. Flipping on the channel we waited as the countdown became smaller and smaller.

10...9...8...7...6...5...4...3...2...1...
"HAPPY NEW YEAR!"

It was heard throughout the entire apartment building, as multiple people shouted it loudly!

Robert looked at me and immediately took me into yet another kiss! He's going to have me spoiled...and the year's only just begun. I have a feeling this is going to be a great year!

A/N: HAPPY NEW YEAR, my lovelies. I know I'm a little late, but I've got it up! I hope you enjoyed this oneshot! I tried to make this one a little more 'meme-y' and it had a lot more slang than my usual stories. 'Ya', 'OMG', and 'AF' are just some of them. Let me know your thoughts in the comments guys! I always love hearing your opinions!

Thank you all so much for over 500 reads!? Guys that's so mind blowing to me! I honestly cannot thank you enough! I love all of ya so much!

Also, I finally made made a Robert edit that is romantic v.s. the sad/depressing ones I've made with him! I hope you all have a fantastic day and I wish you all the best this year and the many afterwards. XOXO

P.s. I'm still taking request my lovelies! Let me know and I'll see see what Ican come up with?!