Y/n Pov

I was at the guild Sitting with Irene and Rose on a table a few days had passed since we joined and two since Erza turned back into her adult form. Some of the members don't trust us but Team Natsu does. Erza was on the job request board but head back sitting next to me sighing. "This sucks no high paying job requests. You two really got a bad time to join us" Erza said and pouted lightly. Irene looked at Erza with a soft motherly smile. "No Erza it couldn't be better actually since I can help you on getting your old guild hall back, Makarov told me about it from his explanation it must have been an amazing building to be in and he said it doesn't matter what building a guild has what matters is the people." She said shocking me a little at her soft motherly tone. 

I placed my hand on Erza's shoulder. "We will help at getting your guild back to what it once was and see it in all it's glory" I said with a reasurring smile. Erza looked at me and smiled back to me.

Erza Pov

Our other guild members may not trust Irene and Y/n. But I know Y/n has a good heart and wont do anything that harms us, Irene on the other hand is known by Makarov as the Scarlet Despair she's the strongest of the Spriggans followed by Y/n he had several names one was Dragon Prince in Alvarez. They informed us about what Emperor Spriggan wants to do. A war but it will take a while before that happens, I believe we can trust both. Irene shows that she wants to be part of our family it's hard for me to forgive what she did but it was for the better maybe, I should forget the past and give her a change for redeeming herself. If I can forgive her one day than everyone can trust her since I'm the one that is affected the most by her actions. 

I always wanted to know what having a mother feels like. Makarov was a father to me. And Y/n maybe I could try to get with him, I want a man that can make me feel safe and be a real wife. Jellal would constantly be saved by me he is weaker than me actually, while Y/n seems impossible to surpass in power. 

Irene keeps her magic sealed to not reveal how strong she really is Y/n stated that he's still weaker than her but not much. Maybe I'm so strong because I'm a half dragon and my eyes strike fear to everyone that opposes me since they look like a dragons eyes. That's what Y/n thought and he says they are pretty. I kept thinking about Y/n, when I looked in his eyes I could see that he suffered from something in the past and hated himself for it almost like Jellal. I know nothing of what he did in Alvarez. So I did the only thing that I thought to be right. He wasn't here he was outside now.

"Irene I looked at Y/n and I noticed he suffers from something can you tell me why? Was it your training?" I asked a little worried.

Irene shock her head. "No I'm not the cause of it. I knew it would come out eventually he doesn't really hide it and if you would sleep next to him then you would noticed it... Back in Alvarez when I trained him he had problems to control his magic but that isn't what caused it. It was Brandish and especially Dimaria. Alvarez was at war to expand it's power. We attacked cities with civilians in it. Y/n never harmed any civilians if he could evade it, but Dimaria forced him to kill them or else she would end their lives slowly and painfully. Y/n hated Dimaria to his guts. Brandish attacked people with no reason. When he was sleeping he always woke up screaming and drenched in sweat from the nightmares he had killing innocent civilians. He's a kindhearted person and suffers from this since he was 12. Emperor Spriggan had made him one of the Spriggan 12 to fight for him but he never wanted to fight for an empire that kills innocent civilians. I changed due to him curing me. I suffered a long time too and took my anger out on people but not as much as Dimaria, I didn't kill them I just made them suffer a bit and I hate myself for it. I try to forget that but I can't. I was a kind and goodhearted person when I was the queen of Dragnof looking out for my people and you Erza were supposed to be my successor to the throne, when I initially  had you in me before turning into a dragon. I hope you understand Y/n, he needs someone who can understand him and wont hate him for it. It was the only way to end their suffering faster and with as less pain as possible. He tried to save them but he was too weak at the beginning he had no choice but to swiftly end their eminent death. I hope you still can trust him Erza with what I said... I'm not sure if I should tell you but Y/n he..." She stopped to talk for a moment tears began to form in her eyes and she lowered her head like it was something very hard to say. "After he joined the Spriggan 12, he was raped by Dimaria and was stripped from his innocent childhood, not everyone believes him but I do." She added and looked at me. 

Erza Pov

Irene told me the truth it was hard to learn why his eyes show that sadness. Now I know why, he had to kill civilians or else they would have suffered even more and that woman Dimaria raped him when he was twelve, if anyone would lay a finger on Wendy I would hunt them down and torture them. I tried to stay calm but only felt pity for him now. He hides the pain and just goes on with it. I have to help him he has to forget the past and look at what's ahead of him. 

I searched for him and found him sitting on a tree stump in the forest, Rose sat next to him. "Y/n can I talk about something to you?" I asked with a low voice. 

"Yes Erza what do you want?" He replied not facing me. 

"I asked Irene about what you and her did in Alvarez and..." I said but he shot up making me stop.

"Erza I don't want to speak of what I did back there or what happend. I hope you understand it you probably think that I'm a bad person now." He said and looked down.

I stood there and looked at Y/n, he faced me with his back the entire time. He didn't seem normal now his head was sunken down and his hands covered his face. I did something that I had done only to Wendy. 

I walked to him. I placed my hand softly on his shoulder. "Y/n I don't think that you are a bad person, you did what you could to save them and gave them a death that wasn't painful for them and it's in the past. What counts is what you do now. It's always hard to forgive yourself for something you never wanted to do but your companions are here to help you bare that sadness and you were assaulted by a woman when you were 12." I said and lightly pressed his shoulder. I still looked at Y/n from his back but I could hear something, he cried. 

"Thank you Erza for your kind words they mean a lot to me" He said still sobbing. I hugged him. 

"I can understand why you cry Y/n you always hold them back and cry in loneliness to not look weak in front of others. The truth is I did too but you are not weak for showing emotions that means you can still grow stronger only when you can accept everything you did you truly are free from your past so come with me back to Fairy Tail". I said and gazed at his eyes. He wiped the tears away and stood up now facing me.

"I can't forgive myself Erza if I wasn't that weak back then, then I could have dealt with Dimaria and save countless people too. I'm the chosen one of Alphas he told me that only I can save everyone as only I have the power to destroy evil". He retorted and clenched his fist.

I looked at Y/n. I want to help him even if I say something that might hurt him. "Y/n think about what Alpha said to you was he referring to Dimaria or something else entirely!" I said a little harsh. I could see that it hit him, he fell on his knees and began to sob. I felt horrible now for making it worse but sometimes you have to brake a healing wound when it's not healing right as it would leave a scar and adjust it. 

"Y/n you can save people now. Those who died are those who made you what you are today. Their death wasn't meaningless it's to remind you to not make the same mistake again, protect your family as it protects you, Fairy Tail is your family Y/n. Don't worry about that woman you will get your revenge one day." I said and placed a hand again on his shoulder pressing it lightly.

Y/n Pov

In my head replayed what Dimaria had done to me she used her time stop magic to drag me away into a basement chaneing me onto a bed tightly and ripping of my clothes then she used some kind of magic potion that made my body hurt but my member was bigger she kept doing it for hours bouncing on it and laughing evil saying that I am her toy and cutting into my limps with her knife before pulling away and walking back with a hot Iron branding my right tigh.

Erza was right. I have to go on. I keep giving myself the fault for being too weak. I couldn't do anything to begin with. The only thing that is a relieve is that they died painless. I slowly got myself under control. I was crying before Erza came here for an hour already, Rose is my best friend and always sat next to me to keep me company she never said anything when I cried she just let me alone with my thoughts, having her paw on my arm as I cried into my hands from all the guilt and pain that I felt. But Erza she did something that could help me by actually saying what I knew all along but I didn't want to face the truth. 

I was done crying and Erza picked up Rose. "Rose is it ok if I carry you back? I'm sure you didn't walk all the way here trough the forest with all the needles from the trees on the ground" Erza asked with a slightly happy voice. 

"No Erza, Rose didn't walk here. She sits on my shoulder pad when we walk in rough terrain or flies she doesn't mind to be held either". I retorted making her smile. 

"Oh that's great, you want to go and eat a piece of cake Y/n?" She replied with a warm smile. 

"Sure I'd like one now, you too Rose?". I asked my Exceed as I pat her head. 

"Sure I like cake and tea. Erza you can hold me a bit firmer I'm not an egg." Rose replied as she made herself comfortable. Erza tightened her grip a bit. We walked back to Irene's home with two cakes that Erza got from who knows where. I was happy now and Erza could see it in my eyes too as the pain and guilt wasn't as hard anymore to me. 

"How's the strawberry cake Y/n and Rose?" I looked around, Irene said it. 

"It's good it might be my favorite from them." I replied as she sat next to me. 

"So Erza what did you do when you left the guild?" Irene asked as she took a cup of tea. 

"I searched for Y/n I wanted to tell him what I think of what he did and he cried." Erza said and pressed my arm lightly.

"I know Erza, Y/n is very kind and gentle but if he has to protect something he cares about than nothing stops him now right Y/n." Irene asked with a happy smile. 

"Yes Irene I wont let anyone suffer anymore." I retorted and clenched my hand into a fist.

Erza Pov

Y/n he is a very special person maybe Mira was right but I wont rush things. I like him he seems a good guy and doesn't fear me like the others. But I still wonder about what he did in Alvarez it's tragic he was raped at a young age and was forced to kill civilians. I can only look at what my past was being enslaved in a tower. I wasn't raped and no one took advantage from me they just tortured me and I lost my right eye but got a new one. "Y/n the training that you did with Irene was it more like torture or actual good training?" I asked and my voice sounded a little worried. 

He looked at me for a moment. "I loved training with Irene she didn't hold back and neither stomped me down she always pushed me to get stronger and if I failed at something she always said you can learn from your mistakes and make them right the next time, stand on your feet and fight. Irene was the only one that felt like a mother for me she took care of me and helped me. When she heard what Dimaria did she was furious but she took care of me, I was mentally shaken for a wile. Irene did what she could and I eventually was able to go on normally but it's still in my brain what Dimaria did." He explained and I could feel that something made me trust more in Irene.

Irene really did say the truth about it. I leaned in to Y/n placing my arms around him as I saw he was close to tears again. "Y/n you don't have to fear the past anymore you have Irene with you and I will help you too on it. I was once a victim too but I wasn't taken advantage of. You see my right eye it's artificial but I can see with it the future that lies ahead of us and it's bright. You want to do something that gets your mind out of the horrible past?" I asked softly as I gazed at his ice blue eyes.

"Maybe training might be good." He replied with a nod.

"That's a good idea, Erza you haven't seen his magic right?" Irene exclaimed with a joyful voice.

"No he only said it's god dragon slayer magic." I replied with a puzzled face.

"My little dragon was called the Scarlets son he had a few nicknames from the people, back in Alvarez since his magic was similar to mine." She said and laid an arm around him.

"Little dragon? how cute so you have a relationship that goes a bit deeper than just you being his teacher." I replied with a happy smile.

"Yes Erza but raising him wasn't my intention. I just trained him and we got closer over time forming some sort of bond. The only one I really will call my child is you Erza." She said with a reassuring smile.

We walked outside to the guild and Natsu ran at Y/n with a flaming fist. "Y/n fight me! I wanna see who's stronger." Natsu shouted as he jumped at him. 

Y/n grabbed Natsu's flame fist and tackled him to the ground by twisting his arm backwards. "Seems like I'm stronger than you Natsu." He scoffed and held the cursing fire head on the ground.

"Bravo Y/n, now let him fight you real." Irene said and clapped with her hands.

Y/n let go of Natsu helping him up. "Ok Natsu show me what you got." He said and readied himself.

"I'm all fired up. Fire dragons Iron fist! Natsu yelled. The fist hit Y/n in the guts making him fly back into a tree.

He laughed a little as he stood back up. "Not bad but you have to do better than that if you want to be stronger I'll show you a real one." He said with a sadistic smile. "Fire Dragons Iron Fist!" He shouted. Y/n whole arm is engulfed in fire that flows down to his hand he jumped at Natsu and made him fly backwards laying on the ground.

"Your training really paid off Y/n." Irene exclaimed proudly.

"Hold on Natsu is weaker than me, Lets see how you spar against me Y/n!" I said loudly for him to hear.

"I can't wait we had heard of a woman with the name Titania when I was still in Alvarez. You were rumored to be capable of standing your ground against a whole dark guild that puts you on equal to some of the Spriggan 12 but are you strong enough to beat me?" He asked and his tone seemed a little mocking. 

Y/n Pov

I stood and waited for Erza to beginn "Re-quip Purgatory Armor!" She yelled darting at me with a huge sword that almost nailed me to a tree wasn't it for my reflexes. 

She's fast, I prepared a magic attack "Scarlet dragons rapid blast" I shouted and held my hands in front of me. Several red orbs headed to Erza everything was covered in dust I couldn't see if I hit her, the dust settled revealing a huge shield. 

"You are fast but my re-quip is faster, re-quip flight Armor!" she was even faster now I could barely evade her hits. I powered up and hit the side of her chest with my fist and grabbed her to immobilize her but she didn't give up. She somehow got free and griped my head with her tights slamming me into the ground and pinning me down with a sword held against my throat she sat on me. "You give up or you want to keep going Y/n?" She asked and her eyes showed the same fighting spirit and shine that Irene has, like a dragon. 

I smirked and just bit into her sword and threw her of me. "Tasty that's one good quality of a sword. Iron dragon sword!" I said with a grin. I attacked Erza with a sword that was coming out of my arm and blocked her swift attacks she had equipped another sword to fight. "Re-quip lighting empress!" She shouted. I saw a large thunder strike from above it hit her staff that had a blade at the end and it was engulfed in lighting she swung the staff at me and I got zapped by the high current but nothing happend. 

"What kind of magic power do you have you can eat Iron like Gajeel use Natsu's flames and withstand my lightning like Laxus!." She shouted in disbelieve.  

I smirked "That's because my magic is all dragon slayer elements. I'm the same as Bloodman he uses all curses and I can use all dragon slayer elements, oh and one more thing. I can use any magic that I learn that was Alphas gift to me and that's why I'm the one to defeat Acnologia, your mother helped me to achieve all this". I said with a proud grin.

Erza Pov

Y/n is incredible but I'm not gonna go down that easy. "Re-quip clear heart clothing. I'm gonna end this here Y/n and win the battle between us!" I shouted as I held the demon Blade benizakura towards him. I headed toward him with my sword swinging at him, I missed. I felt a strong blow to my body but no punch. I was launched into the air and felt someone grab me, I was flung towards the ground and crashed. I felt something on me. I opened my eyes and Y/n was above me with my sword held at my neck his face was close to mine. 

"Looks like I'm the one who won." He said with a smug grin. I blushed a bit at his bolt move his left arm was pinning down my chest and his legs pressed against mine. 

"You can stop now Erza and Y/n, no need to go further than this now, I don't want you to get hurt by him yet Erza." She said and placed a hand on his back.

"There is no need to worry for Y/n he can heal himself. But you Erza should watch out to not get harmed to much when fighting". She added with a worried face. 

We both stood up and I was still blushing a bit from his bolt move. "I will be going into the guild now Y/n and Irene". I left and sat in the guild.

Y/n Pov

Erza headed back into the guild and I was alone with Irene, I turned towards Irene. "What did you mean with I don't want you to get hurt by him yet?" I asked a little confused. Irene looked for a bit at me. 

"I saw how you looked at her Y/n you didn't hit her once with full power and that last attack was an empty blow" She said making my jaw drop. She looked at me for a moment and smiled "you have laid your eyes on my daughter" She added with a gleeful smile.

She walked away but turned around. "I want a grandchild Y/n. I give you my permit to bed her". She said with a serious face. I was completely taken by surprise and almost tripped over by what she said and stuttered something that was just nonsense. 

She giggled. "I wonder am I the reason why you like her so much or is it something else." She asked with a cheeky smile. Erza has the same eyes and hair as her and their behavior is similar. In battle both are ruthless and fight until the enemy is down and while fighting I thought I was facing a dragon with how she was looking at me with those piercing brown eyes and when she was under me I was lost in her soft chocolate brown warm eyes. She's so much more appealing than Irene. My heart beats hard when Erza is close but Irene looks almost the same as her but my heart is not reacting as crazy. Does that mean I fell for Erza? Her looks and behavior are very attractive to me.

A/n I just want to tell that I found one of the Classic music Princes that appear in Fairy Tail it's called "Carmen Suite no 2"I Hope to Help some people with it