sweaterkitty I know she'll never see this... But... I just want her to know that we love her so much and support her 100%. She was an amazing friend and inspiration. I can't tell you how long it's been since I cried the last time.

I need someone to cheer me up... I didn't cry when I left, but I'm crying now? I don't mean to do this for attention, I really don't. I just... I can't lose someone else! I meant for this to be a letter to her... I'm sorry I turned this into a sob fest.

Kitty, if you ever do read this, know that we'll never forget you. I know what I'll do once I stop crying... I'll write her a song and sing it too. I hope it'll make me feel better.

Please... Someone comfort me... I feel so alone...

so alone.