First off I believe that I have beat my condition and once again thank you to everyone. No more blood lose, fatigue, strength lose, pain, and I'm able to be free again.

That being said I know I'm taking a vacation of Wattpad and this day two but I wanted to mention this one. Students of Class Of Rel I want you to know this. The reason I try to break things down so much is because I am the slowest learner in the room. Take a college class of 30. Let's say five drop it because they don't give a shit. Then that means still I'm one of the slowest people in the room. I could never bullshit an essay. Never halfass an assignment of any kind otherwise I'd fall miserably.

So how do you find out for several years you know you're the slowest learner in the room? Take my CAPD and ADHD out of the way. After highschool I was able to coup with it much better. I quit being labeled as... (well insert your favorite term of stupid or not in head), yeah. But anything I pick up I need so much time to adjust. That's why I'm always afraid of the new jobs, skills it requires, and I always want to know how they judge my learning disabilities when put on a job application. Yes I'm able to have kids. Yes I can problem solve. But that fear will never leave me. I trust you know that.

So where do we go from here? How to adjust? Take it from me. It's all about what makes it easier for you. I am not the smartest person in the room. I try to be the most sensible and logical but I know I am not the smartest. If I aim there it's for problem solving only.

What helps is knowing how to pound the information in your head. Writing down, rambling, film, repeating things. We all have our ways. If you're like me find out what works. I know some in one conversation can figure everything out from a lecture. Some like myself need to hit the books more.

That's why when short stories take my a hundred or more hours. Constantly trying not to overthink, sound unique and not repetitive, editing because some have looked so sloppy, and you name it. Mindset can kill me. A reason why I thought a few days would do me some good.

What I had to learn and I didn't feel it until I was 20 was confidence. I still struggle with it. In romance, in writing, work, and sometimes even things like gaming on easy mode. Yeah man. I used to think I just flat out suck.

Men. I will say this. You want that girlfriend? Here is advice.

1. A woman wants confidence. Not being cocky. Assures she feels good about you and you will put in effort.

2. It's never perfect. Don't get an image in your heart. She's not a fan service anime girl. Respect and not to have unreasonable expectations.

3. Lay out terms early. What does she want. What do you want? Earlier it is the quicker you can build trust.

4. REFRAIN FROM BEING A PERVERT. AND A DOG! (Tomoe Absolute Duo reference. I love her.)

5. Number 4 Again!

6. If she hasn't met any of your family or friends within three months you may be on the fence of boyfriend and girlfriend...

7. Pick your battles. Many can be avoided by shutting up, saying sorry when not your fault anyway, and civilly talking things out.

8. You have to try and figure her out. Say the right words too. For example,

"Honey does this make me look fat?"

Now my girlfriend's weight has fluctuated. I'm being honest. Though if I hear any jokes I'll straight up get pissed. Anyway a few ways to go.

- "This don't suit you."

- "It doesn't compliment your curves the right way."

- "You sure this is your color?" (Varies)

- "No but I don't like it." Or "No but no sure if it's a yes for me."

- Then if you have been together and know the details like I do it makes it more simple. The neckline, the cleavage area, anything near the hips and stomach. Gets better with age. If you figure this out it can make her really happy.

Seriously I try to be a gentleman and it has really paid off. Nowhere to perfect but this is what I have to offer.

It took me years to figure this out. Was a problem the first few years for me. Though, can't lie I'm happy because some have never learned these instructions. Feel sorry for some of them.

I adjusted and attacked head on. I have met some very promising and intelligent individuals on Wattpad. Some who may never read this. For those who are find the groove and technique that works for you and never stop learning. It could be writing, tattoos, law, or anything.

If I can do it you can too.

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I got more to come in this book. Maybe next week break down a few stories.

Thanks all. Stay awesome.

-AJ