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wish i could stop that one voice
inside my head that sounds like me,
that tells me everything is dangerous.
wish i never caused too much stress
to the people who cared.
wish i could take a shot
of what's on the table.

wish i could be gone
if only i wouldn't die
for my dreams to come true.

wish i don't question His powers,
wish i could pray to Him at night,
wish i could be forgiven.

i wish tears don't have to fall
on the ride home.

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