James' P.O.V

I went back to Aaron and my mother who were enjoying lunch...

I sat there and as I was doing so I saw a little girl being told how to fold her napkin and sit up right and have up most manners...

She kinda reminds me from when I was young..

It took me till the next day to realize..

What am I talking about I'm still young and I'm not a little girl anymore

I don't care what mother and Aaron want....

I don't care...

Not anymore never again

This is unfair and is not my decsion so why should I follow through?

So we won't become poor?

What's wrong with being a little low standard when it came to everything?

All this thinking reminds me that, I don't love Aaron....no.. I love...

Thomas....

Everything about him.

The way he smiles..

The way he draws..

How much fun is to be around.

And how kind he is...

Even if he is poor

He's everything Aaron could never be...

I've been seeing Aaron for 5 months and I've hated him ever since

And I've only known Thomas for three days..

And I've fallen for him but, pushed him away for my mother...who doesn't even care about how I feel.

I shed tears as I am on the deck looking out at the sunrise. I feel the warm rays come upon me and the atmosphere made me think of Thomas

I could almost feel his presence..

That's because he was right behind me, hugging me.

I let out a giggle, "Thomas I'm..."

"Shhh~ it's okay...I understand" he whispered to me comfortingly.

He then took me to the front of the ship

"I wanna show you something...close your eyes..."

I close my eyes..

He helped me get on the rails of the very front  of the ship then he got right behind me and he spreads my arms out as if I were a bird.

Then I felt his warm touch on my waist and he said

"Okay open them..."

After doing so I felt like I was flying it was a magical moment that I was sure to never forget.

I then turn my head to him and he leans in and...