My eye fluttered open as my vision became clear. What happened? I thought to myself. Tell it hit me hard like a rocket to the chest. My lilly was gone. My bae! the only one who stood by me and understood my mothers ways! Was it my moms fault? did she find out? 
How how!
I looked at my surroundings. We were in the nurses office.
Zack hunched over sleeping in a chair next to me. I sat up slowly not wanting to wake him. I looked at the clock in the corner. School was almost over! How! It was 2:23 school ends in two minutes! I pocked Zack. He lifted his head slowly. Starring at me with tired eyes. I smiled. He smirked. Giving me his famous puppy smile. Huge and adorable. I swung my legs out from the bed. He stopped me.
I started into his eyes.

"Are you okay? Need help walking?" He said worried. I shook my head.

"I'm fine" I said calmly.

I stood up took one step. Then the ground came closer to me.
I had fallen.  Flat on my face. Great. Zack freaking out, helped me to my feet. My head was woozy and my legs were numb. The nurse waved her hand us as we left. Festering a far well. Zack waved I bowed my head.
As I stumbled around clinging onto Zack for life. We walked to my locker. The feeling/blood finally reached my legs. As I could now semi stand. He held his arm under and around my back.

"Akira?" He asked softly.

"Hmm?" I said still getting my stuff from my locker.

"My.. Uh mother was wondering if you wanted to live with us?" I looked up to Zack eyes huge. Something I've always wanted. A real mother. I bowed my head. My face hot and salty water ran out of my eyes.  I wrapped my arms around him. I slowly nodded my head up and down.

The Bell rang through out the school. I pushed him away as kids filled the halls. He looked surprised and realized why.

I grabbed my things from my locker and shut the door. Just to see a screaming Taylor. She was pissed. 

"and why are you hanging out with this bish! and all day may i add!" She said hands on her hips. Bending down sassy like. He shrugged.

"because she passed out and i made sure she was okay." She huffed.

"that's not cool Zack. You'll take care of her and not your girlfriend!" He nodded.

"yes I would! Shes not a bitch like you!" he said shoving her. 

I stood in the darkness. unable to think of anything to say. Catchy or snarky. So I kept my distance. They argued on and off. Tell we reached his car. He opened the door for me and I slowly got in. She yelled and hollered and even pounded the glass.  

He sat down in his car and apologized! 

"i'm truly sorry about her. Shes just...just. different lately." His voice low. I smiled sweetly.
"Its alright. She never liked me anyway." He chuckled.

"Your right on that one." He smiled to me. The car started and he pulled away. Leaving a pissed off Taylor. I laughed internally. I turned around to see her unhappy face. but she was...laughing. A scary form lay behind me. What happened? Why is she laughing. Her girls pulled up in a truck. Filled with people! They drove fast and passed us in a flash. I bit shaken. My mind started to race again. She knows something. But what, is the question. Zack was a bit shaken as well. We've never seen so many people in one truck before. I started to count them. Head by head before they all zoomed past. 

1..2..3..4...56789 10....11 ..12..13..14..15..16.17..and Taylor. That makes 18. Holy SHIT! That cant be good! I looked to zack. They seemed to be going in the same direction we were heading. He drove slower as his mind was trying to rap around what the hell was going on!  Zack took a detour. Trying to avoid the loaded truck. It took us about 15 minutes to loop back to were we started.

 Then Sirens blared behind. He pulled over. 3 fire trucks zoomed past. My eyes grew big they were heading to the apartment complex we live in! He followed the trucks at full speed not caring that he could be arrested. His mother was in there! The red trucks pulled in as he followed sure enough. Our home was burning. Flames bright shades of red and gold. Smoke as black as the deepest darkest cave. The one thing caught my eye. My mother layed leaning against a light post. Cigarette in hand. Not caring that our home was burning! Zack flew out of the car running to a few body bags and an officer. The officer let him search the bags with care. As he opened the last one. He fell to his knees. Head in hands. He was crying. I ran to go see who it was. My heart raced again. When a new feeling. A feeling not felt from mortal men. but a feeling of deep rage and peace. My heavy footstep echoed through my skull as everything went slow motion. Everything was wrong about this situation. As i reached zack and the body. My heart sank. There layed the beautiful mother of zack. Her face slightly chard. Her face calm and peaceful. zack held her hand tightly. As slow strady tears fell down his cheeks.

Either my mother did this or the 18 teens did this. Either way they had to have done this. I reached down to pat Zacks back. As if my mind made everything slow down. His hand slapped mine away. 

"Dont touch me you freak! You did this! Stay away from me." My heart stopped. And as if it started to go in reverse i felt pure rage. 

i shoved him. " I did this! how on earth did i! I was with you! and I loved your mother just as much as you loved her!" He snuffed and rolled his eyes.

"Oh please! don't act innocent! You and your good forsaken mother planned it! Thats why your mothers so cool with all this!" Does he truly believe i would ever help that hag! Very unlikely! 

My legs went numb as loneliness set in. I ran away from him as fast as i could. The sirens the the blaring lights. The screams the cry's. Could I truly be the cause of this? Was it me? Was it my mother? was it Taylor and her 18 person gang? I stopped at a stop sign. Resting my elbow on it as i rested my head upon my elbow. My breath ragged, my heart beating slow. For all that has happened i some how cant shed a tear. I lost my best friend! I lost the mother I always wanted. I lost my childhood friend. Ive lost everything. I closed my eyes. My breathing became normal. Heart rate a bit slow. I lifted my head away from the sign. Calm. My mind was blank. With no emotion my face had made. 

A small pain came to my heart. Was this instincts. My legs wanted to run. Run away as fast as i could. But i had no idea why. Tell I found out why. A sharp pain came from the back of my head. My silver hair was being yanked into a ball. I screamed and scratched at the culprit. But to no avail. My head was turned in the direction of my captor. 

There layed before me was my own mother. Her breath reeked of vodka. Her hair a tattered mess.  Her eyes were blood shot and i was unable to move from the fear that filled my body. This is were i die. I told myself. My heart rate picked itself faster and faster. Tell it was going to fast for a doctor to count. My head became dizzy. My vision blurring.

"how dare you let this happen to our....." My hears started to ring. Blocking out any noise from reaching my ears. I was then left to a small voice inside my head.

"hello?" Shocked i decided to answer inside my head.

"hi,...Who is this?"

"i am you." 

"me...What do you mean."

"it would take to long to explain. But you need to listen to me closely."

"Um yeah."

"Good. Now i want you to........

Cliffhanger! TO those of you reading this!

~Thxs for reading!