The mornings . Actually every mornings . Every morning is a great chance to rebuild your career , a new journey perhaps a new destination. What happened yesterday is a history in the book of life , What happens now is actually a thing.  Well "a thing" means , a new idea or a new life , when I fail to find a perfect word for what I think or what my heart is intending at , I simply use this word " a thing " , and it goes well with every sentences.  So where was I...yeah gotcha , Morning... mornings are always a treat to watch , the sky turning it's colour to adjust the reddish sun who's struggling to keep open his droopy eyes , the birds , the cool breeze , newspaper boy , tea .... perfect...

I wish just not the morning but the entire day is like a magical world  but no, its life , here miracles happen in the name of unexpected events . No one can be happy entire day , there'll be anything that brings the bitter memories of every past unhappy moments like a wave and leaves its bitter taste in mouth for a moment until we are capable of snapping out of it .

Are humans life like this only? My world of questions would never end . I'm finding it hard to cope up with this idea of not asking questions and only obeying.  Am I an obedient kid or student or friend or anyone? Nope, the answer is expected yet unexpected. I'm a simple girl you'd find anywhere ,whom you won't remember as well. 

I always thought so low of me , just because of my insecurities . Now I don't know when I started to feel insecure about everything.  I never knew that it could bestow me with unaccountable loss . Loss , what ? I have no idea . I have always been a wallflower . My world started with books and me and ended with it. Maybe , I felt secured with books. 

Well , this is My story , My life , My delusional self .
I never overcame anything to inspire anyone , it's just about my own self , my insecurities, my thoughts and my way of living . Not everyone find a life as such , not everyone want a life as such,  I'm an exception in all means .

Insecurities...small word , right but has major part in everyone's life.  Some accept it and live their life happily , some find it hard to understand and live a shell life.  I belong to the second category,  I can relate to some out their reading this . I won't tell you it's okay because it's not . But it's not definitely a major issue if only you let yourself accept it . Hey , it's not that easy I can feel you . I have been in your shoes maybe still I'm in.

So yeah,  lemme introduce the characters of my life ( there aren't many for you to be confused, only some )

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That's it for today

Signing off
Ashwani