Chapter 9

[Kuro's POV]
My heart started to race all of the sudden. Making loud thumping, I don't understand and I probably never will. The sentence "I miss you" shocked me. No one has ever said that to me.

I never did either. What does missing someone even mean? I don't know. Once again I probably never will know either. Because, I will never find someone to love.

Even if I did, they will never stay. They will never miss me. They will never love me. I believe, no that itself is a fact. That is what I believed, but what is this now?

My heart racing. The tingling feeling in my stomach. A smile creeping on my face. This happiness. The emptiness inside me filling slowly. The urge to keep him close. The urge to be by his side.

Isn't that selfish? Having someone for themself. Taking their time with their families and friends. That is truly selfish, right? My beliefs are crumbling upon me.

My blank face showing the mixed emotions. Mostly confusion. King pulls his face to see it, to then have a sad face. His tears were falling not due to happiness of finding her. Due to thinking I hate him.

He instantly let go and hid his face. I recovered my conciousness to the world when I felt my self falling before being pulled back by him and standing normally again.

He looked away as I stared confused but I saw the tears and his frown. "I am sorry. I am sorry." Those are the only words coming out his mouth. It brings me worry and my chest seems to tightens when I hear them.

His voice were unlike normal. Actually, very different, they were filled with sorrow, they were cracking in the middle.

He calmed down a bit and wiped his tears. He was about to say something before his tears let out once again. He was laughing between the tears. Totally faking them. While saying "I am fine." "No need to worry."

I couldn't stand there watching anymore and I decided to just accept the weird thing inside me and urge to comfort him. I walked a little closer and hugged him. For once, I initiated it. His body tensed when mine touches it. I then rested my head on his shoulder.

His arms grow weak as he weakly cling them to my waist and clutches hugging back. He then also rested his head on his shoulders. He didn't ask anything. He didn't say anything. I wonder why.

"Why are you not saying anything? Are you okay?" I said a bit worried. I swear to god, I am rarely worried about people. They can die if they want to. But, I can't help to worry when it is him. Strange, isn't it?

"I.. am scared that if I said anything bad you will leave." He admitted. Still clutching my clothes. Good thing they are oversized.

"I won't." I said trying to cheer him up.

"Really?" He said as he pulled his face away and I pulled as well, I looked at his lit up face as I smiled unknowingly and I said "Really."

"Promise?" He said, I laughed finding what he said childish. But I went with it either way. "Promise."

"Thank god." He said before hugging me tighter and he rested his head back on my shoulder as I felt something wet on my shoulders.

"Are you crying again?" I said chuckling.

"Am not." He said, before hmphing me.

"Kuro, this may be a little weird but I think I... l-I," He said stuttering. I responded with a "Hmm?" Signaling him to continue his sentence.

But he just responded with "Never mind. I guess it's too early." I am utterly confused right now but decided to shrugged it off.

Alright... I know this might not be the right time,

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My feet is hurting.. He is too tall. So I had to stand on my toes to be able to reach his shoulders. (A/N bruh. He is short af, you are just shorter. K: SHUT UP. You made me this way.)

I pushed him off. He made a face that is incredibly misleading. He looked as if he was disappointed of me pushing him off.

It's weird. I didn't feel disgust. I felt warmth and it is comfortable. I guess if I ignored the fact that I am hugging another species, It felt okay? I ignored the thought and continue our talk.

"I am still not gonna forgive him though." I said, telling him.

"Oh. That's alright. He doesn't deserve it anyway." He said mad for some reason.

"But, I will tell you my location. To be precise, it will be my pet that tells you. But because I am here now." I added before walking off to the street and points at an inn.

"I will be staying there for a few days." I said still pointing at it. I then lowers my hand.

"Visit me, K?" I said as I smiled.

"Of course." He said and his tears stop. A moment of silence passed by.

"Okay then. If that is all you want to say. I shall go and give my old friends a visit." I spoke, breaking the silence.

"88!" I said in Chinese before disappearing to their location.

"Hello. Old friend." I said appearing in front of them.

"Kuro! What the hell are you doing here!? Moreover, why did you betray us?" Zeldris said, his voice going quiet.

"It was his order. I cannot disobey him. Unlike you, I want revenge. I want to kill father." I said, my mouth open wanting to add something but he did it for me.

"Because he took everything." Zeldris said quietly looking down.

"Aha... You knew. Of course you do. You helped him do so too." I said giving a sinister smile.

"But, he helped too. Why are you siding with him!?" He screamed, dragging Meliodas with his faults.

"Exactly, that is why I am siding with him." I said, still smiling and chuckled a bit.

"You mean-" Zeldris said before I cut him off.

"Yep. He promised, that I will be the one to end his last life. Of course after we break the curse." I said smiling.

"Where did my sister go? This isn't her. I will not believe this." Zeldris said before falling to the ground.

"You made me like this, Nii-san." I said as I glared angrily, the smile is wiped off my face.

"Just because you lost everything. Doesn't mean you should take someone's everything." He said, giving advice to me. Making my blood boil. He who did the same thing is giving advice to ME. F#ck you.

"Take your own advice." I spat.

"After losing her, you took everything from me, along side father and Meliodas. You have no right to advice me. He will never be able to be resurrected. No matter how much I tried." I said, mumbling the last sentence.

"You know him, my biological little brother. My only true brother." I said laughing creepily as tears fell from my face.

I noticed the wet tears on my face as I vanished teleporting to my room. I heard a faint scream from Zeldris calling my name.

I appeared in my room as I looked at a framed picture I always kept. Inside the picture was the child me along with Meliodas, Zeldris and My little brother, Shiro.

He has white hair, partially why mother called him shiro. I originally had blonde but I dyed them black. I don't want to have the same hair colour as him.

Ironically my mother gave me the name just because she likes it. I just followed the name so it suited. I have no particular colour as favourite anyways so why not I thought before.

The memories invading my mind while thinking of this hurts. Hence I buried this once again. Hoping I can forget them, hoping i can forget him. The guilt crept to me. Making me shiver in fear. I covered my self to blankets. Hoping it will end soon.

It never did.

(A/N Lol I am so bad at giving names. Forgive mehh. I literally named them Black and White XD.)

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