Chapter 62
A/N: Kuro's Past... The Darkest Eyes.
Loneliness...
It is a painful life...
Pain without love can kill you inside...
For all his life...He never knew what it feels like to be loved...
Love...
People say love is a pleasant emotion...
If that's true...then how come he never felt that way...
He felt...empty...
The day he was born...
His father was already out of the picture.
He don't even know who his father is...
No photos...
No memories...
NOTHING.
His mother...
Well...
Mother: I Hate You.
It hurts...
Why does it hurt for someone so young to not feel the love of his parents.
His mother doesn't even want him.
To treated like you're nothing but an obstacle that needs to be gotten rid of...
That day...
Kuro's life at home was nothing but misery.
He grew up feeling no love from anybody...
Not even the warmth of a parent.
His mother was no exemption.
Day-By-Day...It got worse...
People says that mothers will always love their children...
THEY WERE WRONG.
His mother beat him...
Yell at him...
Call him names...
Lock him up in the basement and then tortured him.
Hardly feed him anything...
She gets violent everyday.
Kuro sometimes would beg his mother not to hurt him.
She wouldn't listen...
Mother: You're just like him! You're just like that man!!! Why do you even exist?!!
The man she was talking about...?
He had no idea...
His father maybe...?
The only person he could think of...
He begin to wonder...
Why was he born into this world...?
Especially if no one loves him...
His mother gotten worse...
She begin to smoke, drink, and sell dope on the streets.
She ended up becoming an prostitute.
With enough money, one day, she was thinking of selling Kuro away to a bunch of creeps.
With him out of the way...
She could get the life she wanted and live in luxury.
But for some reason, she thought it wasn't worth it...Putting Kuro in an auction...
But she still wanted the money...
So...in order to get more money.
She turned to Kuro's life insurance...
It was worth more than a billion yen.
So she decided to kill her own son in order to make it look like an accident.
However...
STAB!!!!
Mother: KYAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!
The bone-chilling scream echoed throughout the house as the woman cried out in agony.
STAB!
STAB!
STAB!
On top of her holding out the bloody knife in his hands showing the person who had stabbed her.
It was her son...
She couldn't believe it...
Her son saw through her game.
He knew she was trying to lure him by pretending to be nice to him for the first time in his life in order to kill him.
She don't know how to kill him at first.
Maybe she try choking him to death...
Push him into the streets where cars are coming from each side.
Dumbly, she choose to kill him in his sleep.
But...Her son was smarter than that.
It was ironic for her because she wanted to kill her own child...
For a five year old...She did not give him enough credit.
Now...Here she was...bleeding to death.
Near Death's Door as we speak.
She look up at her emotionless son before speaking one final time...
I knew it...
I knew I should've killed you when I had the chance...
I should've never gave birth to you...
You WRETCHED DEMON CHILD!!!
As the demented woman passed on...Kuro looks at down at his dead mother...
No remorse nor regret shown in those eyes...
He just felt....EMPTY....
He LOST his feelings...leaving nothing but RAGE.
They always say...
He was just a machine...Not an human being...
Even though he wasn't a robot....
He was treated like he was one....
His eyes almost made a dark shade of red before dissolving...
Leaving them as nothing but...
The Darkest Eyes.
Kuro: GOODNIGHT...Mommy...
~Dead One~
Kuro remembered......
He remembered everything...
His past...
His memories...
All of the people he met from previous timelines prior to this one...
His thoughts and consciousness have been...interrupted.
It was similar to a dejavu experience where everything seems eerily familiar but instead of remembering already having done something I'm remembering things that should have happened and directly inform what is happening.
Kuro was himself but at the exact same time not himself...
The problem is, his mind is rejecting it because he does know what he remembering has assuredly happened.
Kuro: How to clarify all this...what should I do...?
The dark void is his domain...
The dark abyss that was how he was made...
His past...His present...His future...
The dark void...was his existence...
The embodiment of human sins...
Kuro now remembers...
Kuro: I know now...
But the question is...how do he get out of here...how can he reach Mei...?
???: So you finally understand...?
Kuro looked ahead him to see Kiyoshi and Onizuka right in front of him...
Kuro:....
Onizuka: So finally understand, right! After all this time...You're not human...
Kuro: Yes...I know...
Kuro felt the frustration in him...I he wasn't what he thought he was after all this time.
Then...what was he...?
Who exactly is Kuro Mirai...
Kuro: Tell me...if I'm not a human being...then who am I...? How was I even born?!!
...
Kuro: Please...Tell Me...What am I...Who am I...?
Onizuka:...You are a creation through life and death...
Kiyoshi:...
Kuro: Eh?
Kiyoshi: In cycles, the life-death cycle posits that entities are "born", at a certain initial point in time, then travel through a passage of existence, during a certain window of time, then "die" at a certain final point in time, a process that can be either take place once, reoccur a second time, or reoccur continually. In short, Life and Death had created you as the base between all human sins.
Kuro:....What?
Onizuka: Ever wonder how you had the gift to rebirth yourself everytime you die? The powers that make you seem like an immortal. The features that scream demon. I was the one who gave you those powers.
Kuro: Wait...then that means...
Kiyoshi nodded.
Onizuka made a evil smirk.
Kiyoshi: It's about time you tell him the truth.
Onizuka: Of course...For you, Black Future...for you to know...I was the one who gave you that name...
Kuro: Wait...then that means...
Onizuka gave him a pat on the shoulder before he spoke.
Onizuka: You are my child after all...You are the gift I created...
Kuro:....
So after this...Onizuka was..his father...then why...?
Before Kuro could ask...Onizuka grabbed his head and Kuro felt a rush of power surged through him.
Onizuka: It's time you wake up now...to finish things. If you have anymore questions...I'll be waiting if you live after all this...
Kuro only nodded felt himself awakening...
Only to see that was once again back in the dark void.
He looked back to hear the whispers...
He stared into the abyss...
It stared back.
Then more screams...Then voices...
Help...!
Stop...Please...
I can't take it anymore...
I'm sorry...I'm sorry!
Please...STOP!!!
KYAAA! NO MORE! NO MORE!
Why are you doing this to me?!!
I don't deserve this!
Stop it! STOP IT!
I can't take the pain no more...
WHY DOES IT HURT SO MUCH?!!
Painful...So Painful...
Please end my suffering...
Someone HELP ME!!!
Kuro:...Those voices...I've heard them before...
Onizuka: Your former classmates and other students/teachers who died in the school. Your little friend is making sure...they all suffer...the same way of how they made her life miserable.
Kuro:....So. Why does that concern me...? They deserved it. The students along with Maki and Erika bullied her. Some tormented her like Hinata. Others raped her. They made her life at school a living hell. They don't need saving. They can suffer in hell for all I care.
Onizuka: I understand. Because you have been through this before...The paradox remember?
Kuro gapes at him in shock. How did he knew that...? He never told him...
Onizuka sighs...He knew the boy wouldn't care...But however he can change that. He did before...He could do it again.
Onizuka: Well...Not all of them... Remember a few who never even done anything wrong to her.
Kuro glimpses at that thought and then he felt his heart sank low into his stomach..
Kuro: Oh-no...Shouta...
Onizuka: That's right...
Kuro:....Alright...What do you want me to do.
Onizuka: There is a way you can save their souls or...fellow them to hell.
Spiritualism...
Kuro: Eh?
Onizuka: Spiritualism. It helps you to synchronize your feelings with the dead. You must travel through time and space of the Labyrinth and find their gravestones....There the souls are suffering under the influence of Misaki Aishiteru. You must appeased them and set them free.
Kuro groaned. Those he have to save them all? There are a few people he wants to save like Shouta, Konami, and Yamada. But he really don't want to help the others. He still felt like they deserved it.
Why does he always have to do the right thing...?
More or less, why was the demon Principal asking him for help. Couldn't he do this himself?
Kuro: So...Why are you telling me this?
Onizuka: I thought you would get it by now...You're the only person she trusts....It's too dangerous for her to remain here anymore. She has to be exorcized. So Kuro Mirai...
You helped her remember who she really is and saved her from herself...
You may have saved her...
But her hatred for those still remain...
Kuro:....Alright. I'll do it...For Mei...and for Shouta...
Saya and Chibi are counting on him.
This is his last chance to make things right.
He won't failed like the other Kuro had...
Onizuka: Atta boy. Good luck.
Kuro saw Onizuka vanished before this eyes as the headstones appeared before him...
The ones who Mei holds a grudge aganist or at least for the some of them she do.
Kuro: Alright then...
He walks over to the first headstone and saw the name written on it.
Tokime Shinozaki
Kuro: Shinozaki-kun...I hope I can be able to save him...Here goes nothing.
He touched the headstone and a bright light appears and Kuro disappeared from the abyss....
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