"Raine please finish your pancakes." Xavier pleaded crouching down before my chair but I crossed my arms in front of me, I wouldn't crack this time. Xavier had been over feeding me since I started living with him, it was as if he was trying to make me explode. I'd woken up after a long nap, which I thought was well deserved after an accounting exam and a long shift at the cafe to the sweet smell of chocolate drifting in. Following it in my comatose state led me to Xavier standing in the kitchen dressed immaculately in a fitted black dress shirt tucked neatly into his black dress pants flipping chocolate chip pancakes about three times the size of my face into two plates. Pancakes at midnight, a lifelong dream come true.

He'd turned around greeting me softly in his deep raspy voice asking me to take a seat before setting down a gigantic plate with a huge pile of those pancakes in front of me. To my misfortune that one gigantic pile was for me to finish alone, he had his own.

"I can't eat anymore." I huffed putting my fork down.
"You haven't eaten enough." Xavier gruffs out finishing up his last pancake, and taking a sip of his black coffee as he stares at me.
"Would you like for me to explode,this is too much." I say persistently my eyes widening for dramatic effect.

"It's not you're just too small, I need to feed you more." Xavier huffs out gruffly, and I sit up straighter, I was not too small admittedly most adult humans were larger then me, but I nearly hit the average percentile for a lady, I was fine.
"I am not." I say frowning, trying my hand again at glaring.

"Maybe you're just too big." I say, before my mind could catch up with my mouth, and my hand flies over my mouth, I was so mean poor Xavier, he might kill me for that, my comment was completely uncalled for. I stare at him wide eyed my heart beating wildly in my chest. He makes me chocolate chip pancakes and gets sassed in return.

"I'm so sorry." I finally sputter out looking into those silver eyes only to find amusement, maybe he had had too many pancakes, the chocolate had gotten to his head.

"It's fine love." He says softly his large tan hand reaching over to take one of my own and he holds it softly in his own, his thumb rubbing circles into it reassuringly. Even crouching down on his knees Xavier was taller then me, he was a big person but that didn't mean I had to say it, I had always been grumpy upon waking up.

"My mouth is going to get me killed one day." I mumble quietly to myself.
"Or kissed." Xavier says huskily making my eyes widen as my head flies up to look him in the eyes, my cheeks colouring a deep red. I close my eyes to rid myself of the thought.

I licked my lips looking over to Xavier to apologize again, but his eyes were trained intensely on my lips, the silver getting slightly darker, as my lips part in surprise.

His hands wrap around the seat of my chair tugging it closer to him making me yelp in surprise.

"W-what are you-?" I asked quietly trailing off as Xavier leans closer to me effectively shutting down my petty inquiries. His eyes fluttered shut as he inhaled my scent, his nose nuzzling tenderly against my skin making me shiver. A quiet groan escapes him as he inhales deeply again, burying his face into my hair. His hands clenched at the sides of my chair.
"God Raine you smell like strawberries and gingerbread it's mouthwatering." He groans out and I swallow nervously.

"You're so beautiful." He mumbles softly pulling away from me just enough so that he could look into my eyes, his hand coming up to cup my face softly brushing softly against the slight blush on my pale cheeks.

"I'll never get enough of you." He sighs softly, pressing a kiss to the corner of my lips.

"I'll always want more." He says against my skin his warm minty breath blowing onto my skin, his plump red lips brushing my skin with every word.

"W-work." I stutter out, my heart attempting to beat it's way out of my chest, his previous mention of him having to finish up some work being the only escape my mind could conjure.
A slight smirk curves up the corner of his lips, as he looks at me through hooded longing filled eyes.
"Work can wait." He breathes out and I gulp.

"Punctuality is v-very important." I say biting into my lip as I look at him through my lashes.
"Nothing is as important as my little love." He grumbles out tugging my chair even closer making me gasp at the sudden movement. My lower lip trembling at how close we were and I try to will it to stabilize as I stare into Xavier's eyes.

His thumb comes up slowly tracing over my trembling lip his eyes filled with a heart tightening desire that rids all thoughts of getting away from my mind.

His soft plush lips attach to the corner of my jaw, trailing leisurely to the bottom of my throat before trailing back up to press a kiss right below my bottom lip. He wraps his arms tightly around my waist yanking me into him.
"Raine." He mumbles softly against my skin, as if he had to confirm that I was really there with him.
"Mine." He says more to himself, tightening his hold on me and yanking me even closer to him.

Xavier looks deeply within my eyes as he leans his face down to me his eyes flickering down to my lips, his lips gently press against my own, making my eyes flutter shut. Our lips mold together in a perfect symphony our chests pressed together letting us feel each other's wild heart beats as our misbehaving hearts try to beat their way out of our chests to touch the other. His hand slowly travels up my back to wrap in my wild silky waves running through the strands and fisting them as he pleases. My hands go up to grip his wide shoulders as he presses my body further into his as if he couldn't get close enough, I let one of my hands venture to the back of his neck, playing with the bottom tendrils of his hair.

His lips move against mine with a heart clenching passion that has me forgetting about the need to breathe, the only need being to stay where I was in his arms, our lips pressed together in the most intimate of ways. His lips are so gentle but they move with a fervour, a deep desire, a longing come to the surface. His tongue darts out trailing over my lips softly and it has me tightening my grip on his wide shoulders. His hand moves from my hair to my face caressing it tenderly, and only when I begin to feel faint do I place my hands on his chest trying to push away. He pulls away from me slowly only allowing enough space in between us for me to breathe, as he trails kisses over my jaw and throat, groaning softly as he sucks gently on the skin of my collarbone. I push him further away from myself unable to take any more of the pleasurable torture his lips perform. He growls lowly as I push him but allows me to do, although he refuses to move his arms from my waist entirely. I pant desperately for air as he watches me with hooded silver eyes, his forehead resting against mine, our breath intermingling as we both pant. His soft stormy gaze still on my swollen reddened lips another growl escaping him but this one of approval as he stares at his handiwork making me glare at him.

I rest my head against his large chest wrapping my arms around him allowing my eyes to flutter shut as I relaxed against his chest. I peaked up at him to see him looking down at me, his silver eyes filled with so much adoration it was difficult to look at. My cheeks burning as I attempt to compose myself.

A small real smile curved up his plump lips a dimple popping up on the smooth tan skin of his right cheek, making my eyes widen the need to look composed completely forgotten. An uncontrollable smile lit up my own face at seeing his contagious dimpled smile and I cuddled closer into his chest, reluctant to ever move.

"How was your exam?" He asked after a long silence and I opened up one eye to look up at him lazily, only now realizing that he was still on his knees.
"Oh my Xavier, sit on a chair." I say going to pull away but a growl escapes his chest making my eyes widen, as he growls out a no, staring down at me pulling me back to his chest, a hand coming up to gently press my face back onto the bare skin exposed above his shirt.

"Please." I mumble out, looking up at him from beneath my lashes, only God knows how wrecked his knees were by now, I could barely kneel that way for fifteen seconds. He stares at me intently for a minute before finally getting up and I open my mouth to thank him only to squeal when Xavier scoops me up into his arms, settling himself onto the chair I had sat with dignity on before resting me onto his lap, immediately wounding his arms around me and tugging me close into his chest. His hand once again guiding my face back onto his exposed upper chest, but I let him, I was much too tired to argue and Xavier was like a gigantic cuddly teddy mountain. I fiddled with my fingers in my lap sleepily as he watched me curiously, following my every movement, the curiosity in his eyes melting to adoration as I let out a small yawn, trying to cover my mouth with my hands.

The little smile back on his face as he held me in his lap, leaning back so that I would be more comfortable. I snuggled my face into his smooth tan chest trying to find the perfect resting spot, eliciting a small growl in approval from him, that had me looking up at him sleepily. My mind nearly completely fogged with sleep my brain only catching up with my actions hours later. I reached up to poke his dimple softly, making his brow raise in amusement. I let my hands find their way into his hair. Playing with the soft silky dark strands, I tugged at it playfully and he let out a small groan nudging my cheek softly with his nose. I pulled my hand away, a blush creeping up on my cheeks, I was acting like a drunk toddler, but his hand caught my wrist and he shook his head at me. The startling contrast of his silver eyes coated with the dark lashes in comparison to his red plump lips standing out to me in my sleepy state, and I let him guide my hand back to his hair. Toying with the strands as I mumbled to myself incoherently only raising my voice when Xavier looked at me curiously wishing to hear what I said.

"The exam was okay, but I don't like accounting, I studied for it, but it was so hard, the studying was so boring I wanted to strangle myself with my own notebook but it probably wouldn't bend enough." I rambled to him all in one breath and his eyes widen slightly at my words before a soft chuckle escapes him.
"Please don't strangle yourself Raine." He mumbles softly.
"What do you find interesting?" He asks softly and I look up at him biting into my lower lip, was it even worth telling. I was intrigued by the social sciences, human psychology, but people always scoffed when I told them for what job did a psychology degree get you.

"I uh, I like the social sciences, like psychology the way the human brain works the way it balances the spectrums of emotions yet it's priority is to sustain and survive. It's always been something I've been interested in, listening to people talk trying to decipher as to why they do the things they do, what there hiding, why they're hiding it, what their facade is. I wanna be a psychiatrist or maybe a social worker, but psychiatrist takes too long and medical school is near impossible and social workers don't make a lot, which is scary cause I really want to buy my own house, it can be tiny I just want to buy my own house." I finish off letting out a deep breath and peeking up at him. My anxiety grows as he stares down at me silently.

"Raine I couldn't think of anymore more suitable to be any of those things, to comfort people guide them, you're one of the gentlest kindest, most intelligent person I've ever known. Raine if that's what you want to do you should do it, I know you can do it." He says and my heart soars as my eyes fill with tears a slight smile coming up to my face.
"Thank you." I mumble softly and his eyes widen in panic as he stares at me.
"Was it something I said, baby I'm sorry, please don't cry." He mumbles crushing me closer to his chest.
"No one's ever been so supportive." I say with a sniffle but his eyes stay wide as he nods. He presses a kiss to my forehead holding me close to his chest.

"I'll always support you Raine, no matter what." He promises quietly and I nod my head with a small smile snuggling back wiping my face with my hands, because I knew it was true, Xavier Night would always be there for me.
"Let's get to bed." I say quietly, and he looks at me nodding when he sees the sleep in my eyes, knowing well that I could dose off right here. I carefully get off his lap although he seems reluctant to let me go his eyes filling with disappointment as I move away from him to go to bed. His hands hovering over my hips even as I stand. I smile at him pressing a quick kiss to his cheek.
"Goodnight." I mumble softly against his smooth tan cheek.
"Goodnight my love." He replies watching me go with his adoring content filled eyes, a very nearly concealed longing hidden deep within them.

I walk up the stairs sleepily wrapping my arms around myself in the absence of Xavier's warmth, tumbling into my room. I collapse on the large bed, cuddling into the warmth of my large comforter, nuzzling my face into the soft sweet smelling pillows. I let myself fall into the dark oblivion, thoughts of Xavier still lingering in my mind as I fall asleep smiling to myself softly.

A soft vibrating fills my ears much too soon after I fall asleep but I grunt turning the other way, immediately regretting my decision as the early morning light attempts to stab my corneas through my eye lids. I dig my face into my pillow until the vibrating finally stops Jay's smooth voice ringing out of my phone.
"Raine I have to tell you something very important, I want you to sit down wherever you are and call me back when you get this okay, it's really important."

A/N--------------------------------------------------
Hello lovelies I know once again I disappeared for a very long time but hey this ones a long chapter and there's lots of Xavier in it, plus a kiss. I hope you guys enjoyed the chapter, have a great night my littlest lovelies.