Author's note: Seriously, i don't know how to proceed with this story.. So please forgive me if this chapter is bad. Hope you'll look forward to the next chapters though cause i have already planned how the story should go.. I just don't know how to get there. (hahahah)

Thank you so much  for waiting. And if you already forgot this story, I'm so soooooorry again TT TT TT 

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Babysoul's POV

So now, I feel more light-hearted as I walk along with Sunggyu back home. It was already late afternoon, and the breeze and trees seems to speak for us. It was quiet, but heartwarming.

We got back to my apartment and we started looking through the groceries we've bought.

Sunggyu took the milk and other food products to the refrigerator.

I can't help but smile. We're like playing husband and wife.

"Why are you smiling?" Sunggyu suddenly blurted.

"Why? Is it a requirement to have a reason when someone smiles?" I defended, as I hide my face.

"Hey I just wondered. Why are you so defensive?"

I just shook my shoulders. And went to the sink to wash the vegetables. I got awkward suddenly. I just don't want to get caught – that I'm actually enjoying this.

"So ahm... What do you want me to cook?" I ask.

"Hmmnn.. What do we have here?" He went near me and look into the vegetables and fruits too.

"Lettuce, radish carrot, hey there's a pumpkin... This is so you," he said laughing.

I looked at him lovingly. Why is he making my heart race when he is teasing me as a pumpkin.

"Pumpkin!" he continued then he pinched my cheeks.

Why is him calling me pumpkin it feels like an endearment?

"Hahaha! Your face is turning red!" he continued.

"Yah! Stop it!" I argued but it came out like I actually like that he is teasing me!

"Pumpkin!"

I cleared my throat. "I'll just do it myself. Just stay away!" I pushed him.

"Are you actually-

"No! I'll just do it myself."

"Fine," he said and went to infront of the TV and just watch.

Breathe Soul. Don't be so obvious.

I prepared the vegetables in the table. I sat and started opening chopping them. I started thinking if I should chop everything and keep them refrigerated or should I just prepare just for today?

Would Sunggyu like the food I'm going to prepare?

I'm not really good at cooking. And Sungkyu is such a picky eater. Will he be disappointed?

I steal a glance at him and I was surprised he was looking at me!

"Aww!" In surprise, I accidentally cut my finger. "Aww it's bleeding!" I reacted.

Sungkyu immediately came to my aid. "What are you doing? Why are you so careless? Let me see!"

"I'm fine-"

He took my hand and pulled me to the sink. He washed my hand through the running water.

"T-thanks." I just commented. "I'll just continue cutting," I went back to my seat.

"No- I'll do it."

"Are you serious?" I don't think Sunggyu would do something like this.

"Why- you think I can't do it?" he smirked and took the knife from me. Then he stared cutting the carrots.

I just watched him. And he is cutting the carrots in circles. "Hey! That's not how you cut it!" I said.

"You should cut it like fries!"

"No no! This is my style. Just let me work on this."

"Fine." I pouted.

And took a cucumber and ate it.

"Give me one." He later said.

"Why don't you take one for yourself?" I took one again and ate it.

"Come on I'm cutting carrots. Give me a bite. Ahh!" He opened his mouth while still cutting.

I hide a smile and took a cucumber gave it to him.

"One more." He said again.

And I willingly gave him again.

How I wish this moment would just stay like this. How I wish Sungkyu has tons of carrots to cut.

"Awww!" He reacted later.

Blood came out of his finger, and that ended my little fantasy.

Both of us are really not good at these things.

We stopped cutting the vegetables. We just mixed what we've finished so far with the spices and then put them in the refrigerator.

In the end, we just ordered food and waited till it get delivered.

So what now?

After eating, no one did the dishes. We just scoot infront of the TV and watched shows. And we kept arguing on whose' prettier than who.

And then that night, the problem comes in.

How are we going to sleep again?

I should have really bought a new set of beddings.

I just quietly fixed the bed and told him "I'm going to sleep now."

And that settled it. For some reason, I slept as soon as I closed my eyes. Maybe because I'm still unwell from being drank yester night. Or maybe because I feel so peaceful, that Sungkyu is here with me.

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"Sungkyu?" I woke up only to find the other side of the bed empty. I called him again but there was no response. I immediately rose from bed not minding how I look, or that I'm in my pajamas. I immediately went outside and there I saw him walking his way to the parking area.

"Sungkyu!" I called but it seems he didn't hear me! I immediately run to him. I just have to reach him! I can't lose him! I just can't... Not again.

He is already opening his car when I reached him. I was panting so hard but I still talked. "Sungkyu! Why are you leaving? Why didn't you say goodbye? Where you going?" I asked between my heavy breaths and my shaky voice, on the verge of crying.

He finally noticed me.

But the tears I've been holding fell from my eyes the moment I saw the look in his eyes, the look I don't want the most... cold.

I was shattered. I feel like I went back to point zero, to that, 'let's start from the beginning' phrase.

I felt like my strength left me. "No... Sungkyu please!" I begged. I held his shoulder.

"Please don't treat me like no one again. Please! Let's be friends atleast, eo? Just don't ignore me like this!"

But he just stood there like a statue, expressionless and cold.

I'm losing it, my sanity, my strength, my hopes.

"I love you...please!" I wrapped my hands, so tight not wanting to let go.

But he removed his arm from my grip. Being more powerful, he succeeded.

"No- Sungkyu!"

He rode his car and turned on the engine. He didn't even gave me a glance. I tried to stop him by clomping his window but he just drove away like he didn't see me. I ran, trying to catch the moving car but nothing happened.

My strength is gone. He is gone.

I slowly withered in the cold pavement as I cry his name and watch him fade into view.

I lost him. I lost the man I love for the 3rd time....

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