Last night I lost my Diva's championship to Charlotte but the night wasn't all John kept his promise to make it up to and he did in the best way possible currently me and John are on our way down to the arena for Monday night raw the silence in the car was soon broken

"Look babe I know your pissed about losing your championship last night but you will get your rematch so it isn't all bad"

"It's who I lost it to that pisses me off I hate her so much John"

"I know you do but you got to give these divas a chance"

"Yeah I guess" I just went back to staring out the window

We soon arrived at the arena entering the building me and John both went our separate ways I was heading for the women's locker room while John was heading to the men's I entered the locker room to see that it was empty not a soul so I placed my bag on a near by bench I decided to get ready early saves rushing later on so I took the attire I would be wearing for my match out of my bag and got changed

After I got changed Brie and Alicia walked Brie was already changed to we were teaming together tonight to take on Charlotte and Becky we sat on the couch waiting for our names to be called by the stage manager

"Do you guys fancy going out for a couple of drinks after the show" Alicia asked

"Sorry I can't John is taking me out for something to eat next time though"

"Me and Seth are actually going down to the next town for the smack down tapings tomorrow night so I@m gonna have to bail as well sorry"

We were in the middle of a conversation when we heard our names being called so we got up and headed out for our match

(25 minutes later)

We were walking back to the locker room we were happy because me and Brie won our match I was more pleased cause I pinned Charlotte and ruined her stupid moment we arrived back to the locker room and I decide that I was going to get ready for my dinner date with John so I grabbed what I needed and went and got a shower about 15 minutes later I walked out of the shower towel wrapped around me as walked over to my bag and pulled the dress I was going to wear

I put on the dress and checked my self in the mirror after I was ready I sat on the couch switched on the TV and watched John's match against Seth he was defending his united states title that he won last night Brie had to leave to go and talk to Stephanie and Alicia had gone back to the hotel so I was on my own.

(35 minutes later)

I was pacing back and forth waiting for John to arrive he walked in a couple of minutes later he wasn't even ready

"Where have you been I thought you would of been ready"

"Sorry I'm late I was on the phone and the thing is" I cut him off

"Don't even bother finishing that sentence because I know exactly what is going to come out of your mouth"

"And how do you know what is going to come out of my mouth Nikki"

"Cause you do it all the time we make plans then all of a sudden something come's up and you cancel and I bet this time its no different am I right"

"They want me to start taping a TV series"

"And you have to go right now"

"They want me to start filming first thing in the morning I couldn't say no Nicole"

"Of course you couldn't because everything seems to be more important than us lately"

"Where is this coming from Nikki"

"It's comes from months of biting my tongue and bottling everything up and tonight I've just had enough"

"I don't know what your complaining for I make it up to you when I get home"

"That's the part I'm sick of John you come back after being away for days with maybe a new dress or a new pair of shoes and you think cause you bought me something new that everything is ok and it's because deep down the one thing I want I know your not going to give it to me"

"Are we really going to talk about this marriage thing again I thought you were ok with not getting married"

"Yeah I was a year ago but things change"

"What do you mean?"

"I'm sitting with my friends and my family lying saying that I'm ok with not getting married knowing that I am not just lying to them I am lying to myself" I was on the verge of tears

"You know what Nicole why don't you go and find somebody that will give you what I won't"

"Maybe I will because there are plenty of guys out there that will give me marriage and kids"

"So what are you saying we should break up"

"I'm not saying we should break up I'm saying we need to spend some time apart"

"That's what you want fine I'll give you your time apart"

After he left the room I couldn't hold my tears back any longer they streamed down my face after a minute I gathered my stuff all wanted to do was leave and go back to the hotel so I rushed out of the building I must of grabbed Brie's keys I didn't care she was traveling with Seth anyway so I opened the back door  threw my stuff in to the back slammed the door and got in to the drivers side I started the engine and drove out of the parking lot and headed for the hotel I just wanted to be on my own right now.

A/N What do you guys think do you think Nikki will be ok read on to find out thanks for reading