I don't know anything about the future. I don't know if I am going to live, die, or do anything worthwhile. I finally have control over the future with this deal. I have this moment to guarantee a future I could be content with despite how manufactured it is. I do not hold this kind of claim at home; a sanctuary to remind me that I am loved in the darkest of time.

Cages trap us, contain our being, but they also protect us from whats out there. Thats where I would be, and I think I like the idea of that; of being here.

These tempters gave me everything. They pinky promise me that they would care for me if I stay.

The only price I pay is to lose myself back in the-

I did not open my eyes this time.