~ Important Author's Note (Pls Read) ~
Ok so... I don't know how long this will be. Either way this is another writing idea I had for Solar returning. However, it is kinda more leaning towards what canonically happened in SAMS. Where Ruin did kill Solar with the dimensional collapse because he couldn't find a way to save him. This is basically if Ruin never joined forces with Dark Sun and Nexus and stayed back in the main dimension and told Moon about what he found instead.

Thus being said it's been 2 weeks after Solar came back, and Ruin has been continuing to live in the room that he once shared with Solar in my SolRuin AU since Solar's canonical death. However instead of Solar moving in with Sun and Moon he stays with them for about 2 weeks then says something along the lines of "I actually have someone else I rather live with" and leaves. That's where this really sweet interaction between Solar and Ruin comes in.

So with that being said this oneshot is basically a mix between my SolRuin AU, my common go-to SAMS AU, and canonical SAMS. This oneshot is basically how I wish things would go if Ruin and Solar were to interact again after Solar's return. So I hope you guys enjoy.
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~ Ruin's POV ~

It's been four months since Solar's death. In fact every night I live knowing what I did to him hurts me more and more. It continues to eat away at me. I wish there was some way I could've prevented what I did to him.

It haunts me knowing what I did even if I'm well aware that there was no preventing it. If M- Nexus just gave me more time I could've saved him.

How come the one person I allowed myself to grow attached to after years of not allowing myself to grow attached to anyone gets ripped away from me? Because everyone does, ever since the Ruin Virus which took over my home dimension in the past.

The very reason that caused me to flee. When I couldn't take seeing my friends rip each other apart piece by piece anymore.

You know, at this point I feel cursed knowing anyone I grow attracted to will be ripped away from me one way or another. This one just hurt more because I've never felt love like I have before Solar. Granted I've loved before but nothing compared to what I had with Solar.

Other than that, everyone in the celestial family has basically moved on and accepted that Solar was gone. I on the other hand can't.

I mean I was the one who killed the man. It's even worse when you're constantly reminded because you live in the room you once shared with the one you killed.

Like even though it's been 4 months... I still often find myself waking up crying in the middle of the night due to my own actions of killing him. My own regrets I'm forced to be haunted by.

I've hallucinated Solar almost daily even multiple times a day since killing him. That even if he did come back... I wouldn't even know if he was real.

(Art picture by pinklollipopz. Love your art by the way. It's always so cute 🥰)

- Time Skip -
~ Solar's POV ~

It's been about two weeks since I was brought back. I have been living with Sun and Moon for those two weeks. I've had time to think about what I missed the past four months I was dead after I got it all dumped on me and have kinda grown to accept it at this point even though it's hard.

Granted the Moon now is not the same Moon I once knew, he's gone now and goes by Nexus. He's also no where to be found apparently. As betrayed as I felt when I first heard about it I've again just accepted it and that's ok. I'm just happy to be back alive again and with my family.

Like even if this Moon is not the Moon I once knew I have actually grown close with this one too. In fact I've grown closer with all the celestials much more than I did prior my death.

In fact, during growing closer with the celestial these past weeks I even got to meet some new faces. One of said new faces was Polaris, Sun's girlfriend and she's a sweetheart.

Polaris was definitely perfect for Sun. Though a part of me felt as if I met her prior my death. I think it was only briefly though and now it was proper.

Either way, it was now really late at night, two hours past midnight and I just couldn't fall asleep. I couldn't the entire night. There was something on my mind that wouldn't leave me alone. I missed Ruin.

You see, I haven't seen him since my return. This was strange especially since I once again work the theater's concession. It's like Ruin either doesn't put on live shows for kids anymore or he just doesn't know of my return.

Honestly, Ruin not knowing of my return could very much be plausible. Because from what I see, Moon and the other members of the family seem to try and avoid Ruin as much as possible.

They apparently still don't trust Ruin which is very fair based on what he did as well as just the way he is. So because of that they probably never told him of my return.

Either way, I still missed him. However I never had time to go see Ruin. I just work then go home. In fact what makes my missing Ruin worse is seeing Moon with Luna and Sun with Polaris daily. They had their lovers but I didn't have mine.

Speaking of which, the one thought that kept surfacing was this. As nice as my stay with the family has been, I missed my boyfriend dearly and wanted to move back in with him.

I missed sharing a bedroom and a bed with Ruin, snuggling with him, having him come to me when scared, and waking up next to him every morning. Those thoughts were constantly on my mind.

In fact I continued to think about it while I starred directly up at the ceiling. The more I thought about it the more I felt myself on the verge of tears. That was until I couldn't take it anymore.

I wanted to see Ruin again but I had to tell someone so they wouldn't be surprised to wake up the next morning with me being gone. Luckily Moon is a night owl so he'd probably still be awake. If not he'd probably be in the kitchen getting a midnight snack.

So with that in mind, I got up from the bed, sat on the edge and put my steel-toed Tims on then laced them up. After that I checked around the bedroom they let me to stay in and collected all my belongings. Luckily I didn't have much considering I was only just brought back 2 weeks ago.

Once that was done I made the bed, shut off the lights, left the bedroom, and headed out to the main room. Just as I was expecting, Moon was up. He was just as I thought he would be doing making a midnight snack.

Solar: "Hey."

Moon: "Oh, hey. I... I thought you were asleep."

Solar: "Couldn't sleep."

Moon: "Is everything alright?"

Solar: "I need to talk to you about something."

Moon: "Anything."

Solar: "More so... any of you actually. You were just the one I knew would be up right now."

Moon: "Fair enough. What do you need to tell us?"

Solar: "I've been thinking about this for the past 2 days and finally came to terms."

Moon; "Oh?"

Solar: "I've decided to move out."

Moon: "What!"

Solar: "Listen! Don't get me wrong, the stay here and all of your hospitality has been more than anything I could ask for. It's been wonderful but there's just someone I miss living with and I couldn't stop thinking about it. It's what's been on my mind keeping me awake."

Moon: "Oh?"

Solar: *sighs* "I don't know if Sun, Luna, or anyone else has told you or if they skipped over it when they were explaining to you all that's happened during the year you were gone."

Moon: "I think they covered everything. If not, you can tell me"

Solar: "I'm gay and in a relationship. Have been since before I died."

Moon: "I mean... you being gay, I couldn't more than tell"

Solar: "Hey!"

Moon: *chuckles* "I knew you were a twink the moment I met you."

Solar: "Why you little! ... *takes a deep breath and calms down*... don't call me that. Yes I am one, but that doesn't mean I like to be called one"

Moon: "Hey, I'm not one to judge. You do you man. I'll always see you as part of the family, we all will no matter what."

Solar: "I know. However, here's the interesting thing, the person I'm in a relationship with is the person none of you besides Luna really like but tolerate. A certain someone you've probably been working with periodically who also puts on plays for children."

Moon: "Wait... don't tell me."

Solar: "Yes, I'm dating Ruin. Before he killed me from the dimensional collapse he did with no way around it. I've been living with him in what use to be your and Sun's bedroom above the ballpit."

Moon: ....

Solar: "You see, after I repaired the daycare from the bomb I made the room that use to be yours into mine. It took me a while to start having the feelings for Ruin I have but I did get them a month after him being "cured" even though that was an act as well."

Moon: ....

Solar: "The point is, is that after a bit of a push from Luna, Ruin and I decided on being official. Since then Ruin and I have been sharing that bedroom above the ballpit leading all the way up to my death."

Moon: "Ya know, I didn't say it but yeah, Luna has actually touched bases with me about that. Meaning all jokes aside, that's how I figured you were gay."

Solar: "Oh thank god. So you know what I'm basically saying is that I miss Ruin. I haven't seen him since my return. That's why I couldn't sleep. I couldn't stop thinking about him and seeing you and Sun with Luna and Polaris has only made it worse."

Moon: "Honestly, that's more than fair."

Solar: "So if it's ok, I'd like to move back in with Ruin in the daycare."

Moon: "You're more than welcome to do that Solar. I'm not holding you back from anything."

Solar: "Thank you."

Moon: "Of course. When are you planning on leaving?"

Solar: "Honestly, I'd like to leave now."

Moon: "Alright. Do you need any help packing or anything?"

Solar: "No. I didn't have much stuff here to begin with."

Moon: "Fair."

Solar: "I just needed to tell someone so when you guys wake up tomorrow you wouldn't worry about where I was."

Moon: "And I thank you for that."

Solar: "Of course. Now if you don't mind, could you spread the news to everyone else?"

Moon: "Yeah. I'll make sure to let everyone know."

Solar: "Thank you."

Moon: "Sure thing. Safe travels Solar."

With that I say thank you one more time then give a soft sweet smile back to Moon. After that I headed for the front door and headed out.

Once I was out the front door, I took my car, started it up and headed to the Pizzaplex. Once I was at the Pizzaplex I parked the car in the parking garage and headed inside.

When I headed inside I walked to the daycare and entered it. I walked past the party rooms, through the theater and into the secret hallway behind the movie poster that lead to the room above the ballpit.

When I was inside that room I felt a wave of nervousness wash over me. It only got worse when I got to the other door that led into what use to be Moon's old bedroom but was now mine I shared with my boyfriend.

After I got to that door I took a deep breath and opened it. I then stepped inside to see Ruin laying on his side back facing the door. To my surprise he was still only laying on one side of the bed like he was expecting someone to lay beside him.

Ruin apparently didn't hear any of the doors open not even the one that lead into the bedroom itself. However I did notice that he seemed to be softly weeping. That's when I sat beside him and he only reacted when he felt something sit next to him.

Ruin: "Who's there?"

Solar: "It's ok hun, it's just me."

End A/N:
And I'm ending it here. I know right, a cliffhanger huh. Welp, sucks to suck XD. But no really, I am planning on making another part. In fact I'm hoping that you guys won't have to wait on me for long in order to write the next part. I know how badly you guys want to see Ruin's reaction to Solar's return. You just never know with my writing. Hopefully it again doesn't take long. Other than that I hope you guys enjoyed this oneshot it was approximately 2307 words in all by the end of it. So until next time...
"Stay Awesome, Stay Safe, Have A Great Day Whatever You May Be And Remember I Love You All And I Will See You Guys Escalater Peace Out My Pups." ;3