KING
Generally I always use protection and take good care of me after s*x, but that day we were drunk and Uea not allowing me to leave his side he was too scared of something beside that I also not have energy to ware protection so we got intimated without it. That was the first time for me also when I got intimate with a person without protection.Later on when are having lunch together I got to know Uea got sick,though I was sure there is nothing to worry about but I still want to get test as I can clearly see Uea was not comfortable and how much he was scard..

UEA

After a long week,finally it's weekend Saturday morning I was sleeping peacefully. But my sleep was disturb as my phone started ringing..First I ignored it but when 2nd time it's rang I open my eyes and look at outside,it was already light but still too early morning, I saw it flashing King's name.

Why this man is calling me in this early morning and disturb my sleep..as I picked up the call the voice came from the speaker

"Hey!!wake up so late"... King said

" Today is our off day so I can wakeup when I want" told him irritatingly

"OK,OK,OK..but now wake up and get rady ,I will be there with in 5 min.we got go,otherwise we will be late and there will be a long queue"....King informed me

"Wait,what??" I can't help but reply

"Uea,we r going for blood test,and am going to pick you up,now getup change your clothes,I alrady reached, waiting for you downstairs"..King said

I was thinking for taking a blood test because that day we intimate without protection and King always keep changing his bed partners,more over lately I fell sick so I scared of those diseases..but I didn't expect King to come and take me to hospital.may be he feeling guilty so he doing all this, otherwise a person like King never thinks for other..I don't want to go with him,so I protest...

"King,I don't want to go anywhere,I just want to sleep".. I was about to cut the call,the other party shout from the speaker

"Uea, am downstairs only waiting for you,if you don't come in 5 min I will come up and carry you to hospital "... he said

I know King,he can do that,I don't want any sort of drama at my condo so unwillingly I get up and changed my clothes and came downstairs,I saw King he was waiting outside his car..he wearing blue denim white shirt black sheads looking very handsome and confident,there is no signe of tension in his appearance,looking at him no one can say he is going to hospital for test. he saw me he opened the car door, seeing me hesitated he make me sit in his car.

On the way of hospital I was too tense, King try to make conversation for two three time but may be seeing my mode he finally decided to keep quite and turn on music..the music has really calming vibe I don't except King will listen this kind of music.but with a good music l feel lil better...

Finally when we reach hospital,so many things are running in my mind like I was tense about test report then I was scared what people will think about us,what will be the doctors going to think about us etc etc,so I cover my self under a mask and put on a cap,I also gives him a mask and told him to ware it..he was about to say something may be he wants to protest but I glear at him he quickly wear the mask..

After diagnosed and getting done with our blood samples doctors told us to wait outside for some more hours,when we are waiting outside I saw one couple one man was crying and other man was comforting him..I was scared to see them like this I started panicking.. mainwhile I saw King removing his mask..I was terrifing looking at him..
Is this man really not care what people will think about him for being here and nither embarrassed to be with a man .. I'm about to stop him...but he alrady took it off..then he took off my cap and come near to took off my mask I take a lil back and this is the time when my eyes catch that couple.. King followed that direction for once then told me

"Hey !! Nothing will happen,just relax haa".. he assured me

"How are you so sure ??" I asked

"Because I take good care of me, always use protection when ever I get intimate, that day was the first time I do it without protection,just because we were drunk,I forgot it".. he replied...

"Are you not embarrassed for coming here with a man,what will people think about you".. I can't helped but asked

"No,,why should I feel embarrassed, why should anyone feel embarrassed on there preferences or s*xtuatity,it's totally that person's business no one have nothing to do with it,beside that getting intimate is a human need more than that it's good that we are aware of the side effects and come for consultation and test,don't you think it's a good thing we keep ourself healthy and take good care of us, so don't think much, every thing will be OK,don't think too much MR.Anon just relax.." he told me with a smile on his face

In the main time nurse come and told us to go inside our results are out..
I gathered all my courage and make my way to doctor's cabin.

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NEGATIVE !!!!
NEGATIVE !!!!

UEA

what a relief we both tested negative.

KING

Though I was quite sure that the test report is going to negative but seeing Uea worring so much I can't deny but I also got tense,not for the test report but for Uea,I always have an effect of him on me since the day I saw him first time in the club,but that day when we got intimated, that is the first time I realized I never feel this way with any of my sleeping patner,it was so beautiful and satisfying,The way our body act and react to each other that is not less a fine music,we tune so well with each other After that night I crave more and more for him.

But I have to accept its not only for s*x, I crave for this man's present with me for more and more, I want him more but I am helpless I know how much Uea hate me and besides that he will never agree with me on the thing I want.. keep my thoughts aside I decided to invite him for lunch so that I can spend a bit more time with him and he is not eaten anything yet not even his breakfast as I call too early in morning his was sleeping then,and I brought him here,so I want him to eat first...so I started

"Uea,can you smile a bit".. I asked Making him looking at me blankly

"Plz smile a bit na...for me naa"..no response

" OK fine don't smile,lets go and get some food you must be hungry "...saying this I pull him with me..but it's Uea without protest he never agree with me

"We don't have any agreement to have lunch together,not even for coming here together,still I came,but am not going to have lunch with you"... he protest

"Yaa but I want to buy you lunch,you can take it as my apology for what I did which make you that much tense, please Uea,please, please naa"...I start begging cutely and finally make him agree and take him to one of my favorite Thai restaurants I know he like Thai food..

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UEA

King always know how to make people agree with him,after having the report I was feeling quite relaxed now but this man never let me stay peacefully now he findout another topic to irritated me.. first he forcing me to smile and then come with another plan and start begging me for having lunch with him
I can't help but I also very hungry,still I try to ignore it at first place but he started pleading me by his antic and finally I agree,he pull my hand and I started falling him..seeing his cute antic a small smile appered on my face but I successfully hide it from him

As we reached to the mall,this mall is one of the most expensive mall of the Bangkok,I know prices are quiet high here.. if I went to restaurants it will cost me 1/3 of my salary which I can't effort for one time food so I about to take him to foodcode but he pull me to a one of the best Thai restaurants.then he give me the menu for ordering,and I roll my eyes

"Do I have right to order ".. I raise my eyesbrows

" ofcourse you can,why ??" He ask me confused

" Because you forced me to come here then not let go to the food code so wonder if you will allow me ordering "...I saw the other man smiling make me more irritated..

" why you always want to go food code,if you love foodcode we can go another day,but today the bill is on me so we will eat here." King told

I know King belong to a rich family and he himself earned well,his salary is three time more than my,he can effort what ever he wants..

"No shear the bill,"...I told him

Then the waiter came to take the order, while placing the order I was surprised King saying to make my order less spicy as I can't handle spicy,he noticed that..

We were waiting for our food I saw my ex with another man,again I lost my appetite and want to run away from there,I hide my face behind menucard after they passed I saw King looking at me cluelessly,after we done with food we settled down into car,after 10 to 15 min latter King ask

"Did you know that man,is he is your ex?"

I was surprised again,just nodded

" Well then its good that you guy's brokeup"

" how"???

" Uea did you see yourself,only by seeing him you lost your appetite you don't even eat properly,more over you face turn pale as he suck your blood,come on Uea did you know how good you are, you deserve better"

" better!! like what,like you?" I asked him sarcastically

" May be,atlist I'm good in bed,I know you think I'm a player but trust me I never played with anyone's feelings"..

"Then what about that man who came on that day"

" Uea that was not my fault,I cleared it to him on very first day that it's all about s*x no love involved, more than that it was only for one night stand.To be very honest Uea after I pass high school I never have any serious relationship nor even date,I love my freedom I don't want to tie-down,as I'm single I can do whatever I want to do,but If I get serious with a person I will stop playing around for that person,and you know there is one person with whom I can be serious.." his gaze at me was lil different this time but I can't understand the proper meaning of that gaze...

"So you just sleep without loving him"..I just try to cut off his gaze

"For me,love and s*x don't come together"..he replied

We are involved in talking, then I realized it's not the way for my condo.

" Ai King,where?? It not the way of my place" I asked worring

" Relax Anon!! It will not take much time and am taking you there for you,you will feel better"...he said

It almost one and a half hour drive, he stopped his car and told me to get out he also come out,this place is very quite
And the only sound which is coming is from running water body nearby,the sky is clearly visible I can count the stars, cool breeze is not only kissing my skin but I feel like it's touching my soul.. unknowingly a smile comes on my face.There is some magic in this air making me hypnotizing with its salty aqua smell,thousand of stars above my head and the cool wind...

I was drawing in this movement when I heard King is calling me by my name

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KING

Seeing Uea smile I can't help but acknowledge how beautiful he is just like an angel without making him consus secretly I took out my mobile and click his picture from behind not letting him know..I also surprised by my actions why it's always hit so different with Uea.

But now I can't resist myself,I wanna ask him about what was on my mind, so I decideed to make my move,but seeing him happy I lost my courage to ask,this is the first time Uea is smilling with me,this is the first time he talking normally with me which lended me a unknown peace,I don't want lose this moment,my heart is racing so fast..but I make my mind I will ask him about that...after spending almost one hour there we headed towards home..in this one hour Uea just staring the stars and I watching him,this man has so many things inside him,I really want to decode it..I don't know after I make this move I will be able to be his close or not but I have to do

" Hey!! Uea, we are here" I told him as we reached to his condo, he fall asleep in-between.

By saying thank you he get out of my car,I also make my way out,seeing me hesitating he ask me if I have something to say,finally I gather all my currage and said

" Uea,that night I spent with you was the best night ever. I never feel this way with any one,our body was tune so well,it was so perfect that night,if its not you anyone else then also I decided to ask that person,that (and he stammer and hesitant) for, for, "Friends With Benefits","I want to ask you can we will be Friends With Benefits ".....finally I asked,Immediately I realized I made a mess I should not ask Uea about this..I don't want Uea to go to his shell again, unknowingly start praying to God that Uea doesn't misunderstood me,my heart stopped biting as I saw him going,but...

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UEA

Friends With Benefits for a sec I totally black out,and hurryli leave from there to my condo but after few steps I realized my heart started racing more, that night I was too scared of being alone as every thing around me strated hunting me,my every fear started bulding up but after getting Betray by my two ex I don't want to go in any relationship,currently that fear started eating me again I was in dilemma what should I do,I have no currage to go in any relationship again but my heart and body need a dependency when ever I face this fear...so I stopped on my way and turned back and find King is looking at me,seeing me turing back he moved towards me..

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King

Seeing Uea turing back my feet automatically move towards him,I don't care what ever his reaction will be I will face it,if he lash out I will listen if he fights I will let him fight but for me I just want to reached to him and don't want him to go away from me,but I was stunned when I heard those words from him..

" Let's Try it King ".....

I can't believe what I heard,is he agree to be my FWB..

UEA

After giving my answers I rush to get in with a strange feeling in my heart... not knowing what it was..

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Fire On Fire,It's Normally Kill...

And Destiny brings two dangerous souls together one is as ferocious as forest fire which doesn't show any mercy not Even to the voice less..

Another one is like volcano,standing alone and different from other mountain with tremendous pressure of lava inside which make it burn and and one day it's eventually explored,and when it's explored it's course maximum damage..

No one know where they headed to..are they going to burn everything like fire or going to be heal the way there is always a shower of rain after a forest fire or a volcano..