This feeling where you are just empty but actually there are so many emotions in your head that you just can't think what to analyze first so you are just surounded with an emotion tornado.

This feeling of loniless, where you feel that even your closest people don't care about you much enough and you feel like you need someone to depend to, someone to support you, someone who you don't have in your life yet, or someone who isn't like you need them to be.

This feeling of frustration, where you just want to scream as loud as possible, just so you can express all your feelings. But then you're thinking... it's not worth it, it won't make anything better.

This feeling of joy, where you are thinking all your good memories and all the things in your life that you just feel so grateful for. This feeling that brings a small smile on your face and you want to tell all your closest people how much you love them and that you don't want ever to lose them.

This feeling where you just want a shoulder to cry on, to tell all your problems, to make you feel happy and love yourself for the way you are, your true self. Where you can be yourself and not have to wear a mask.

This feeling where you want to just shut down your communication with everyone, where you need to be alone and enjoy those little moments.

This feeling.
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Heh sorry for that, right now I'm feeling more emotional than usual and I was thinking some stuff. And in a moment I started thinking of those things and I was like "Meh, they seem cringey, but I kinda like them so I'll write them down."

So yeahhh. And I feel I haven't updated in a while so yeahhh... why not.

Sorry if you cringed.

Bye.