So I guess my friends have left me. I don't feel the same anymore. I don't feel happiness anymore. Transformers is an amazing fandom. It's part of me. I know right, how cheesy can I be? Well I can be really cheesy I suppose. I am ignored. I'm seen as weird. People tell me I'm pretty and that I have so much to offer but, I don't have someone to help me. You wattpad readers help me a lot. I found a lot of people that love my stories for who I am and all of this transformer stuff. I'm hoping when I get into high school I meet someone like that in person. I'm speaking now because I feel empty. Writing and talking about something I love is filling that gaping hole. Thank you all for being here for me even though you guys do not know how much you guys are helping me.