I have the story planned but I am going through a major writer's block for both of my story😭😭

Kavya's POV

'I want to buy bright curtains for this room. Black curtain makes the room look so dark. I even want to change the colour of this room. Grey colour makes it so dull and gloomy,' I said as we were lying naked in each other's arms after we made love.

Actually, I like to call it sex. Because according to me, love is pure and sex sometimes feel so dirty even though it gives us pleasure but it is dirty.

Love is the most beautiful and pure emotion.

'You want to change the colour of this room? We will do it soon. You can paint this room according to your choice,' he said in an instant.

'I mean... I was just saying casually as the room is looking very dark and gloomy. It is your room. You painted it grey because you like it, right?' So, you don't need to change it,' I said.

'I did not choose the colour. I didn't even have time to choose anything. Shalini aunty chose it. She thought young boys like dark colour. That time, I was just twenty,' he told me.

'Oh.'

'Yes. Raut uncle introduced me to her as I was looking for a nanny for Raj. In first sight, I liked her and she became close to me in few months so when I brought this house, I asked her to paint it the way she thinks would look nice,' he continued.

'You want to change the curtains? Let's go to the mall in the evening and we can also have dinner in the mall,' he said.

'I can make dinner at home,' I said.

'No. You already get tired by taking me again and again,' he said.

'Every woman cooks food after having sex,' I said.

'Love making, baby,' he corrected me.

'Every woman does it but my woman will not do it. You can do it as time goes by. Now, love making is new for you so your body also gets tired,' he continued.

'Can I ask you something?' I asked.

'Yes, baby?'

'Why sex is called love-making when it is so dirty? And you can't deny that, even though it takes two humans to a height of pleasure, it is dirty,' I asked and he kissed my cheeks.

'Because, maybe, sex is something we do with multiple people but we make love with only one person,' he said.

'Oh! Then the word is logical. I thought that love is so pure, and beautiful and sex is so dirty, then why it is called love-making,' I said.

'You think so much,' he said.

'So, sex is just sleeping together without love?' I asked.

'According to me, yes,' he said.

'How can people differentiate between love making and sex?' I asked.

'Why are you thinking about it so much?' he asked.

'Because it is new for me so sometimes, I overthink about the things which are new to me,' I replied.

'In sex, there are no feelings. It is just attraction between two people physically. They meet, they have sex and then they never meet each other or---

'Like one night stands they show in films?' I interuptted him.

'Yes. They have a one night stand or continue having sex without feelings even though personally I don't think it is possible, as according to me, one person atleast gets feelings,' he said.

'And, then one person confess their love and if other person feels the same, they fell in love and make love with each other?' I asked and he started laughing.

'Yes, baby. You are so cute,' he said as he pinched my cheeks making me whine.

'Now, let's take rest for some time. We will wake up and go to mall,' he said as he pulled me so close that there was no gap between us and closed his eyes.

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We brought few bedsheets, light blue curtain for his room and then we had chole bhature for dinner and now we were driving towards his home.

'Tomorrow is Sunday. I have to leave tomorrow,' I said sadly.

'Don't leave. Stay here forever,' he said and I started laughing.

'I will come next Friday and spend the weekend with you and Raj,' I said and he looked at me and smiled.

'You really love Raj, right?' he asked.

'Yes. He is such a pure soul,' I said.

'Yes. I hope the world will not ruin him,' he said.

'We will protect him,' I said and he looked at me and I could see the surprise on his face.

'You already said 'we,' he said .

'Yes. We are a 'we', right?' I asked.

'Yes,' he said and I noticed that he got emotional so I didn't say anything.

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'You know this is the first time I am so relaxed,' he said as he pulled me closer to him.

We were lying on the terrace under the stars and moon.

'I know. You were always working,' I said.

'Yes. When I was twenty, my dad suddenly died and I had to handle my business, so I had no time to do anything,' he said.

'How did uncle die?' I asked.

'Car accident,' he replied.

'And where was Raj?' I asked.

'Mom was pregnant with him,' Kabir replied.

'And, how did aunty died?' I asked.

'She died while giving birth to Raj,' he replied.

'That must have been so tough for you, Kabir. You had to handle so many responsibilities at once.'

'Yes. God has given me many hardships physically and mentally, but he gave me you as a gift who has brought so much happiness in my life,' he said making me smile.

'You also brought so much happiness in my life, Kabir. I was just living but you came and I started living my life happily,' I said as I turned to look at him and he also turned around and caressed my cheek.

'Atleast you had Raj beside you but I had no one. I was just living because I could not die but you came and I started living happily,' I continued and he smiled.

'Can I say something?' I asked and he nodded.

'Never doubt my love for you like you did today. I love you very much and can do anything for you,' I said.

'I am sorry, baby. I just don't like you talking or even smiling at other men,' he said.

'Why?' I asked.

'I am scared that you will leave me and go to them,' he replied.

'I have chosen you till the end of my life, Kabir. I will not talk with anybody but in my line of work, I had to talk with some male guardian too and I don't want you to think that I will leave you and go with them,' I made him understand.

'Got it,' he said.

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