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9.
Liam was not angry nor ecstatic, he didn't know what to feel. He stood staring at his sub-bear. He knew it was possible for men to have babies but it is literally 1 in 2,000,000. He knew he had been gawking at Niall for too long when Niall peered up at him with tear filled eyes, whimpered and ran off.
Liam was quick to run after him sub-bear, he started shouting for him to come back, he ran into their room to find Niall packing him things crying heavily, mumbling incoherent things.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..-"
"NIALL FÜCKING HORAN IF YOU DO NOT STOP WHAT YOU ARE DOING I SWEAR..", Liam shouted, he didn't mean to shout he just hated it when Niall ignored him.
Niall jumped and choked on a sob causing guilt to arise throughout Liam. Niall quickly stopped what he was doing and ran towards Liam kneeling in front of him with his head cast downwards.
Niall hated himself, totally and utterly despised himself. Why did he have to be born like this? Now Liam hates him, he cant do anything right.
Niall was squeezing his eyes shut, digging his nails into his arms trying to punish himself for making Liam shout at him and for just being a total failure.
"Stay here and once you've calmed down I would like for you to go and sleep next door, we'll discuss this further in the morning", Liam said sternly, but really Liam was holding back the tears, he didn't know why he was being so harsh, he didn't want to be, he wanted to hold his little sub-bear and tell him it's okay. Not kick him when he's down. But, he still needs to punish Niall for the way he's acted.
Niall nodded, Liam couldn't see the marks Niall was making.
"Niall, words", Liam said.
Niall had to hold his sob back, he called him Niall.
"Y-yes m-master, I'm s-sorry", Niall whimpered. Liam closed his eyes trying not to cry, he turned around and left the room.
Niall broke down completely, sobbing hard into the carpeted floors, letting the tears spring free, Niall began to scratch his body in frustration punishing himself more. They started to welt and some broke the skin bleeding a little.
Niall didn't care, why should he care, the love of his life hates him. Niall thinks Liam's going to take him back and change him for another submissive. Niall doesn't blame him, Liam deserves so much better than Niall.
Niall finally calmed down and was just sniffling after twenty minutes of heart wrenching sobs. Niall slowly got up feeling utterly drained and exhausted, he opened the door and stood for a couple minutes listening, he could tell that the television was on highest volume, Liam was obviously trying to ignore him. Niall's just a crybaby.
Niall whimpered softly and carried himself to one of the guest bedrooms, he purposely chose the one that had hardwood flooring, he didn't deserve to sleep on the bed. He opened up all of the windows making sure the cold air could fill the room.
He set himself down with nothing but the pyjamas he had on which were plain and thin. The floor was freezing cold and Niall's feet were like ice. He sniffed again cuddling into himself.
He deserves this.
He deserves this.
He deserves this.
Niall cried softly, after about two hours of lying there Niall was frozen stiff. But, his body was still burning from the scratches. He didn't care though.
Liam got up and turned off the television. He turned it to highest volume because Niall cries made him burst into tears and for fuck sake, he's a dominant. He shouldn't cry.
Its been about 3 hours since he left Niall broken, its dark now too. he turned everything off and went upstairs, the house was dead silent, no Niall giggling, or babbling on about something totally irrelevant, just dead silence.
Liam felt his heart break even more. He closed his eyes and decided to go straight to bed. He made his way into his room to find a small wet patch in the carpet from Niall's tears. He ignored it and got into bed feeling empty.
He closed his eyes and fell asleep, it took him about an hour.
Niall couldn't sleep on the other hand, he was aching physically and mentally. The pain was so much, so utterly awful. The pain in his heart was overpowering.
He closed his eyes and fell asleep finally, after about 4 hours of lying there on there freezing cold floor.
In the night Liam woke up and decided to get Niall. He looked in all the rooms, their was one room left which Liam hated, he avoided it totally. The room was always freezing and totally empty apart from the bed.
When he walked in he gasped, Niall laid there, paler than usual, in the middle of the hardwood floor, his lips a little blue, scratch marks littering his body, the room was at least -2.
He ran over to Niall quickly, his vision blurry. He did this. He made Niall do this to himself.
He carried Niall to his room turning up the heating to full pelt, stuffing Niall in the covers crawling in after him making sure to hold the freezing cold body of his sub-bear tightly. Liam cried rocking his sub-bear back and forth.
Niall snuggled into the wall of warmth more, he was so cold. He whimpered and opened his eyes to meet the red face of his dominate Liam.
"Niall? Oh my God baby, i-I'm so sorry, please forgive me, i-i didn't mean t-to make y-you do this, please, oh my fücking god", Liam cried stuffing his head into the crook of Niall's neck.
Niall's confused. So Liam isn't angry at him? What does this mean?
Niall snuggled deeper nevertheless. Niall fell asleep in Liams strong arms, scared for tomorrow.
Liam following soon after.
::
Louis was laying on Harry's lap thinking of ways to tell the rest of the boys about the new bun in the oven.
"Babe, do you like the name Willow Darcy Styles? For a girl of course", Harry asked.
"That's cute", Louis said.
"And Luke Robert Styles for a boy?" Harry said. Louis perked up.
"Love it." He said kissing Harry's neck.
"Uh, I've got Flower Joe Styles", Louis said looking down at his list.
"Flower?" Harry questioned.
"What? It's cute", Louis defended.
Harry shrugged,"And for a boy?"
"Timothy Ben Styles".
"I like it", Harry said kissing Louis forehead.
"I wonder what the boys will think", Louis said after a moment of silence.
"They'll be happy especially Justin he freaking loves kids", Harry murmured chuckling a little.
"And Liam?" Louis asked feeling Harry stiffen a little.
"He-he's not against it or anything, he's just not all for it", Harry said frowning to himself.
"Oh sh-"
"Louis." Harry said sternly.
"Sorry but, N-Niall can get pregnant too.." Louis said quietly, looking up at Harry.
"Oh."
::
"Zayn?" Justin asked his sub after the police left. Today had been a complete disaster. After the phone call Justin called the police and his curtain 'illegal' connections to ensure that they are safe.
Zayn has been non-stop crying and crying and crying, it breaks Justin's heart to see him like this.
Zayns sat on the couch, wrapped in a cocoon of blankets staring into space no long crying.
Zayn looked over at Justin and blinks at him,"yes?" he whispers.
Justin sighs, "Were safe yeah? I've got people surrounding the house, guards and guard dogs are on duty 24/7, babe we'd know if someone farted let alone your uncle coming in", Justin said with a breathless laugh but after seeing Zayns straight non amused face he's quick to shut the fück up.
Justin walks and sits next to Zayn, to Justin's surprise Zayn unwraps himself from the cocoon of blankets flinging himself onto Justin latching himself onto him tightly. Justin hugs back just as tight.
"You alright?" Justin asked.
"He's going to come, Justy, I know it, I just do. He always comes, whether its my dreams or real life, he always finds a way of getting to me. Please Justin, I want him to leave me alone", Zayn cries, holding onto Justin tighter.
Justin knew about Zayn's dreams of his uncle, he wakes up to Zayn screaming every night.
"He wont get you, baby", Justin assured.
Zayn peered up. "Make me forget Justin", Zayn said moving closer.
Justin's eyes widened, "Baby, maybe now's not the best ti-."
"Please Justin, I'm begging you, I need this", Zayn said colliding his lips with Justin's.
::
Liam ya lil bïtch
i couldn't be bothered to write smut, but I'm writing it in the next chapter.
ciao!!
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