Without saying a word I walked past him and straight into my room despite Jimin calling out for me.

I ignored him completely not wanting to interact with anyone right now.

I need to be alone.

I hate showing people I'm weak.

Who doesn't?

As I dashed into the room and turned around to close and lock the door a foot appeared in the little space between the door and the wall. But that foot was taken back soon and something held the door from the other side. I'm assuming that is Jimin.

He pulled it on the opposite side to open the door but I wasn't gonna give up. I put all my strength in trying and shutting the door. But of course, he was stronger.

With the last bits of struggles I still didn't manage to close the door and let go. The Door immediately opened revealing a worried Jimin. I turned around on my heels and just sat on the bed with my knees pulled below my chin.

Don't cry.

Don't cry.

Stop.

Don't do this.

Eyes don't water!

Dammit eyes.

A stream of tears ran down my face as a suppressed sob made its way out of my throat.

Jimin looked at me, still at the door. His eyes flashed nothing but worry. As soon as he saw me tearing up he rushed beside me.

"Jae what happened?" he asked has he cupped my face.

But all I could do is look away. I looked away. I always look way. I look away from him, my feelings for Jungkook, my father's words, my wishes, my choices, my respect and of course....my problems because that's all I can do.....

There is nothing more to be done......sadly.

That's when he suddenly pulled me into his chest.

"Shh......It's all going to be okay....don't cry like that..." .

"N- No Oppa....I- It- It isn't..." I sobbed.

"Jae....shh....we can talk it out okay? Maybe we can find a solution like that? Crying won't help....Look- Look at me..." He said while rubbing my back.

I hesitated but eventually looked up through my wet eye lashes.

"You look like a chipmunk. An ugly one when you cry okay? Where is my cute chipmunk? Hmm?" he said.

I let out a little chuckle but got back to streaming tears down my face in a while.

"Jaeeeeeee" he whined.

I looked up again.

"Staphhhhh" he said and wiped off my tears.

I let out another sob.

I'm a hot mess right now, I'm snuggled into my elder brother and my heart hurts. Great.

"Tell me what happened" he softly said.

I shook my head not wanted to remember anything that was said to me.

"Tell me Jae" he insisted with a stern voice.

Remembering all the drama that went down a good fifteen minutes made me tear up even more as I let out some more cries.

"Jae what did I say? Stop crying....Wait- is it because of Jungkoo-"

I instantly shook my head.

He suddenly gasped and through gritted teeth he said, "It's Father....Isn't it?"

I could suddenly see anger seeping it's way into him.

I kept quiet.

"Jae. I asked you something" 

Why could I have done? I just kept quiet looking at my feet.

I would never in a million years want to ruin his and father's relation but Jimin has always been protective of me. Specially when this happens, Jimin is very angered. Always.

"So that's what happened. What did he tell you?"

I kept looking down still tearing up a little.

"JAE ANSWER ME"

I jumped a little at the sudden outburst of him. Looking at him scared and almost trembling a the sight of his angry eyes.

He seemed to notice it as his eyes softened a little bit.

I let out a breathy sigh.

"I- I- Uh- He- Jun-" I tried to form words but his outburst had always been a little too scary for me that it took me a while to get over the shock.

He pulled me back into his chest and braced me once again.

"I'm sorry....tell me what happened? Please..."

I slowly started telling him everything that had gone down a while ago, tearing up a little in the process. Jimin had always been a good listener. So like any other days he listened to all of it.

"I- I can't believe he would do something so disrespectful...But again, he's the same person we've seen the most of our lives" he said.

I nodded.

"It's really sad he doesn't see you the way Lia, I and Jungkook do. Freedom to choose your life partner is something all woman should have....I wish I could do something Jae..."

"I know Oppa....But you can't even help it, none of us can.

"Well show me that necklace will you, chipmunk?" he smiled.

I broke a little smile and showed his the necklace which was held in my hands all this while.

"It sure does hold a lot of value"  he grinned.

It wasn't a normal grin though. It was mischievous and right as I thought,

"You like Jungkook don't you?"

"Oppa!"

"What? I know you do chipmunk" he stuck his tongue out.

I pouted at him.

"Aww my little chipmunk" he grinned and enveloped me into his arms.

"Aah- You're squeezing me!" I whined.

"I like squeezing naughty chipmunks! And you are definitely one" he hummed.

I continued whining until he let go.

"So when are really you gonna tell him huh?" he asked and raised an eye brow with a smirk.

How I wish I could wipe that smirk off.

"Hey! Stop(b) it!" I said and covered my face with my palms

"Are you- you are! You are blushing!!" He grinned.

"Ugh! Oppa! Stop it!"

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