I just wanna cry tbh

I think everyone who knows me for a while now knows that i went on a trip to London with my school and about the boy, secret hand holding and shit.

I rly wanna text him and ask him about it, but i'm too scared i'll ruin our friendship, plus, he has a gf🙃 but he barely talks about her so idk how those two are doing, plus he was doing all of that stuff in London while they were dating.

Anyways, should i text him about it or no?