It's been two weeks, and it's been terrible.

At first, I lost myself with Hannah but when I came home and was met with an empty cold house I was reminded of what I was losing. Of who I was losing.

"We need to end things," I say to Hannah who sits across from me.

Her face turns from shock to anger in an instant. "No," it's short, simple, and to the point.

I knew she wouldn't make this easy but I still had hope.

"Hannah your a fiery and bold girl, with a wonderful mind and a tender heart but you are a girl," I try and reason with her. "I'm a grown man, you should be out with guys your age you should be living your college life not cooped up in my studio with me, you should be wined and dined and-."

"I don't care about that stuff Taehyung... I love you," her lower lip wobbles and she reaches her hand across the table towards me.

"Your young Hannah. You don't really love me you love the idea of this fairy tale romance you think we have. We don't have what you have made up in your head and you deserve to be with someone who loves you," my voice comes out soft but my hand makes no move to take hers.

"What a crock of shit! You can't decide how I feel just because I'm young. I love you Taehyung, if you would just give me an actual chance," her voice raises as she stands from her chair abruptly causing it to tip over.

"I don't love you. I love her," I say bluntly and honestly.

"Taeh-"

"I'm sorry I let this go on for so long Hannah," I stand from my chair and walk over to her and hug her offering her some comfort as she cries and clings to me.

Once she's calmed a little I pull away from her and stare down into her eyes. "We are done, Princess."

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It took another hour before she finally agreed to leave. It's been a few hours since she left but my phone has been going off nonstop with messages from her. I sigh opening her contact and just block her.

I hate that I've turned into this person, that I've hurt Aviva. My only solace is that she hasn't found out and I've ended it now I can focus on winning back the love of my life. But I have no idea how.

I've not spoken to her in weeks, I've been a coward afraid to hear what she has to say to me but she hasn't said anything. Hasn't reached out, hasn't been active on any social media. I only know she's alive because Jungkook has tagged her in a few pictures.

She made him apple pancakes... I love apple pancakes.

I scroll through my Instagram feed when it suddenly refreshes and the photo before my eyes is of Jungkook and Aviva pressed close together in a movie theater, a huge smile is on her face and she looks so happy.

I haven't seen her smile like that in a long time.

Movie time with my favorite nerd and our tag along. The caption says my brows furrow as I look closely at the photo and that's when I notice someone pressed against Aviva's other side that has clearly been mostly cropped out.

I screenshot the photo so I can zoom in but all I can make out is a leather jacket and a hand that's resting on her seat. It's clearly a man's, and panic fills me.

If it was Jungkook's friend he would be next to him. It's someone she knows and feels comfortable with. But she hasn't had another male friend in years, not after losing that guy she was so close to.

Whatever his name was.

I can't handle this right now I need to talk it through with Jimin he'll know what I should do plus he will be happy I finally ended things with Hannah so he won't be in a shit attitude about this situation.

Taelephant🐘:

Hey wyd? Wanna come over?

Mochi 🍡:

Can't. I'm out right now.

Maybe later?

Taelephant 🐘:

Who are you out with?

I really need to talk to you...

Mochi 🍡:

What's wrong?

I really can't just leave wanna just text?

Taelephant 🐘:

I broke it off with Hannah and now don't know how to approach my girl and apologize for the Christmas fiasco.

Mochi 🍡:

FUCKING FINALLY.

Okay if this wasn't important I'd head right over but give me a few hours and I'll be right there.

In the meantime write down what you want to say to her and then maybe send it to her if you have the balls.

Taelephant 🐘:

Fuck right off.

I'll see you later.

I recline against the sofa and let my thoughts sink in. What I want to say to her...

I fucked up. I'm sorry. I don't deserve you. I love you.

None of it sounds like something I should say in a message. I need to talk to her in person but if I show up at Kooks how's I know me and him will get into a physical fight. He hates my guts. I pick up my phone and open our messages up the last thing she said was I'm going to stay at Kooks for a while and I never even bothered to message her back.

My fingers tap against the screen as I try and figure out how to go about this. I figure simple and honest is the best way to go about it.

Tae Bae🐯💕:

I miss you so much.

Can we please talk?

Delivered 6:14 pm

I send the message and place my phone down as I anxiously wait for a reply. I know she is at the movies so it will be a while before she answers if she answers at all. I decide I need to go home and clean and make sure everything is nice in case she decides to come over and talk.

I shoot Jimin a quick text saying not to come over I'm going to speak with my girl and he responds with a thumbs up. I get home and clean everything, I rewash our bedsheets and hang up the clothes she left on her dresser. I make a trip to the corner store and pick up some pickles and mustard for her hoping her favorite snack could ease her anger.

But as the night grows later and I still haven't heard from her. Anxiousness fills me there's no way she's still at the movies maybe she really is done with me and I've lost it all. I go to take a shower and I don't know if it's water or tears that flood my eyes and roll down my face as I stand under the hot stream.

I finally crawl into our cold empty bed and pull her favorite throw over my body inhaling her scent. Just as I'm about to sleep and give up all hope my phone dings and I quickly open my eyes reaching for my phone. My heart fills with joy when I see her name on the screen.

Gorgeous 💕:

Can I come over right now?

Tae Bae🐯💕:

Please do.

Delivered 12:45 am

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