My name is Wynne.

i am 16, i was told numerous times as a kid that i would have the perfect life. how i was so cute that i was determined to grow up and be a model. how i behaved perfectly. But it seems as if theres no happy ending, you are born into a world. only to grow up, suffer and learn, believe and trust one person to lead the nation. and then we die. we die no matter what, there is no god. if there was a god why didnt he answer my prayers and cries for help? exactly.

It was my 15th birthday, my mother took me to breakfast before my flight to see Max who was on the other side of the world. it was my first time ever being on a plane, and most likely my last plane ride. ever.

"Be safe sweetie! call me or text me when you get there!" my mom shouted out in tears. "I'll miss you big sissy!!" my little sister cried out. I hugged them both "i will, dont worry so much you two.." i replied with a small comforting smile. "I'm still sorry your father couldn't make it.. he said he was going to be super busy with the company.." my mom apologized. 

what a liar... hes cheating on you and using you for money.. but i cant tell her.. sorry mom, its whats best for Amelie..

I faked a smile and nodded, pretending to understand. "its okay mom.. its not your fault or his fault that the company is doing well or getting busier.." i said reassuringly.

 "Last call to board flight 2B, flight will be leaving in 5 minutes." 

I sighed and gave them both one last hug. "ill make sure to text and call when i can okay..?" "alright.. be safe Wynne.." my mom said. "i will mom.. i love you guys" i said. "i love you too!" my mom and sister said in unison. I waved goodbye as i walked to my flight and got on, i immediately texted my mom telling her that i got on, with a smiley face and heart emoticon after the text. she simply typed "lol you dork". And within a few minutes the plane took off. I looked out the window at the airport and the city around it.

it looks like a bunch of ants built the city from up here... i never realized how nice it looked. then again ive always seen it from the ground, never from the sky.

a hour goes by relatively quick and one of the pilots comes on and says that we are a little less than halfway to our destination. i already missed mom and Amelie but i could always call them when i got to south korea. 

A little while later i pulled out my phone and noticed a breaking news notification on my phone, like every other time i swipe it and ignore it thinking it was just a stupid tweet on twitter about the president again since it had been happening alot this time. but i happened to notice that people around me on the plane began checking their phones as they went off. i shrugged this off, surely its nothing bad. of course just because i thought that i heard people whispering to each other. i couldnt make anything out of any of them talking, i could tell that it wasnt good though and that was enough for me to check my phone.

a.. national wide alert..? the hell..?

Suddenly my mom, dad and my friends started spamming me all at the same time. i furrowed my eyebrows in confusion and narrowed my eyes slightly and began looking around, noticing all the other people making calls and getting billions of messages or calls. i started to freak out a bit and turned to the male next to me who looked to be about 40. "sorry to bother you sir.. but do you have any clue whats going on..?" i asked but there was no response, i repeated myself but a bit louder. still no response. i looked forward for a moment thinking.

maybe hes sleeping..? no, not even a heavy sleeper would sleep through all this racket.. right..?

I turn back to the male and gently shake his arm. "sir..?" he doesnt wake up. i want to know whats going on as i shake him again but aggressively. "Sir!" as soon as i let go he falls out of his seat onto the floor, i flinch from the loud thud. Everyone turns to look and they just stare. i just stare at the male on the floor.

hes not moving.

or breathing.

I start to panic and hyperventilate, two of the flight attendants come running over the one removes him from the area the other one stays with me to help me calm down. I wasnt fully calmed down when i heard a loud rapid beeping come from the cockpit where the pilots are. I spaced out and they said something in a panicked voice and people started calling people on the phone and putting these things over their mouths and noses. 

im scared, i have no clue what is going on. but my phone ringing catches my attention, i answer the call since its from my mom. 

"Honey oh my god! i love you! im so sorry!"

"Mom..what are you talking about..?"

"you havent heard about it yet?!"

"No mom.. what the actual hell is going on..?"

"Honey.. listen closely.."

"Mom...im scared.. just tell me whats going on..!" i was shaking at this point.

"I need you to remain positive okay.. just remember we love you okay.."

"why are you saying you love me..mom...mom! why can i hear sirens in the background..?!"

"honey focus on my voice.."

"no mom, why are there sirens going off!?"

...

"mom?!"

"Wynne Mikasume.. my beloved child.. remember that dad, amelie and i love you..okay..?"

"mom.. whats going on.."

"good bye.."

"Mom?"

"mom..?"

"mom."

"cmon..this isnt funny mom.."

"Im sorry this had to happen on your birthday sweetie.."

"mom! whats going o-"

Suddenly there was a loud boom and i could hear the house collapsing and mom and Amelie screaming. then the call ended. i started panicking even more as i looked out the window of the plane again like i did before. Suddenly it felt like there was a earthquake and people started screaming and before i knew it we were plummeting towards the ground. then everything went black.

I woke up in a hospital, i have no clue how i got here. i dont even remember what happened. the doctor walks in with a clipboard and smiles slightly. "ah.. good morning.. are you up to answer any questions miss..?" he asked. everything was fuzzy and i was having a hard time processing what was happening. "uh.. i-i..where...where am i..?" i asked as i tried to sit up but i got a shooting pain in my leg, did i break it again..? god i hope not. "youre in south korea, in a hospital." the doctor informed me. i rubbed my head, i feel like a anvil was dropped on my head. "are you able to answer some questions for me miss..?" he asked. "uh..y-yeah.. sure.." i responded.

"What is your full name?"

"Wynne...Wynne Roze Mikasume.."

"alright wynne.. who are your parents..?"

"Alisa Mikasume and.. Wayne Mikasume.."

"siblings..?"

"one..Amelie Mikasume.."

"birthdate and age..?"

"..u-uh.. 10-13-08.."

"so youre 16."

"what..day is it..?"

"its 10-15-24.. you were in a small coma."

After answering questions for the doctor a nurse brought in food for me, i wasnt hungry but they insisted on me trying to eat. I sighed and looked at the plate of food. the eggs looked like the eggs my mom used to cook.

mom..

"Im sorry this had to happen on your birthday sweetie.."

"Mom!! Amelie!!" i screamed as i started crying and got up, i attempted to run out of the room but i fell onto the cold hard tile floor. "No! please, they cant be gone! please! i didnt get to say i love you or goodbye! ..please..they cant.." i began stuttering and i curled up into a ball and cried as the doctors came over, picked me up and put me back in my room.

it all happened so fast.. i didnt have time to adapt.

or to prepare for what was coming next.