Am I doing this right?
Did I do that right?
Was that the right decision?
When is this going to happen?

Am I going to die today?
Am I trying to hard?
Am I not trying enough?
Is what I am who I'm supposed to be?

Will I make it to heaven?
Will I live to see the next sunrise?
Will I get to grow up?
Will I God come back today?

GAH!

Trembling in fear
The coldness
The darkness
It surrounds me

A million questions scream in my head
None of which have been answered yet..
Some of which I just haven't
Discovered the answer to

Whatever the time
The date
The season
The place

Fear always follows
Especially when I feel alone
I know God loves me
And He'll always be there for me

But being human, I am fearful
It is something everyone has
Though some may not show it
They still have it

A million questions scream in my head
Only some of which are answered
Sometimes...
I need to let go of fear

And...
just breathe...