sometimes when i see them, i get this strange feeling in my stomach.

i feel sad. i feel unimportant. i feel...

there doesn't seem to be an exact word for it and i want to go on a long road trip to try and find it.

i don't think they realize it, but that's okay. i keep telling myself it's okay, but the voice in my head keeps telling me it's really not.

i don't know what to think anymore. i don't want to keep crying myself to sleep every night. i don't and it makes me feel that weird feeling again and it makes me want to run away.

it makes me think everything is my fault.

is it?