I want

To die

I want
I want
Why can't I just die?

Nobody really loves me
Nobody actually cares
And it's not like I need anyone anyway
I'm too independent for my own good

I don't want to deal with people

They're too tricky
Too slippery
Too synthetic

I'm better on my own anyways

Because when I finally put faith into someone I realize

They don't like me.

No one likes me.

That's why I tear myself apart
I can't bear to see people's fickle smiles