Dear babbo. I know that being my dad hasn't been easy. I know that I've let you down. I know that I've lied to you. I know that I I've been acting ungrateful. I'm sorry. As your daughter, I'm so sorry. You are my hero. You came to pick me up in the middle of the night when I was drunk, high and done something wrong. You did that so many times I've lost the count. You are my rock. You're my only true love. I can't tell you how lucky I am to have you as my father. My role model. You are the best person I know, you're the best lawyer I know, you were the best husband and I know how much mom loved you. And. You are the best father a child could ask for.

I'll stop doing drugs. I will be a good daughter for you. Only if you stay here on earth with me. I don't want to be 20 and over-lived both of my parents. I can't make it without you babbo. I don't want to do this without you. Just fight this. For me and I will forever on fight for you. I love you babbo and I know I should have said it more often. And now it's maybe to late but just please. Du är den enda som förstår mig. Den enda som älskar mig för den jag är hur sämst jag än är.

Jag kan inte fortsätta leva utan dig. Ti amo babbo.