Sometimes u don't know what to do
Sometimes bullets hit u and u freeze
Sometimes everything collapses
All the buildings, they all fall down
And u don't know what to do
U stop eating
U stop talking
U stop enjoying
But what you do do is cry
Cry yourself to sleep
And slowly when u fall asleep
You hope to lose control
And guess what? It does happen
You lose control over what is most important to you
Your dignity
Your anger
You let go of everything
It seems as though your mind is someone else
As though your not you
And that you have lost your self....forever
Or at least that's what it feels like