Slight smut in this chapter💘So if my friend (Sup Alby!) is reading this just know that there is some smut cuz she doesn't like it very much😂

Yes and I know Thomas is 24 but just go with it

(I'll put a heart when the smut starts and ends)

Once we get home we order a pizza and put on a Disney movie. I pay attention to it,not focusing on anything else until I feel a pair of lips brush against my neck. I squirm away slightly,a little surprised on the impact it has on me but then go back to kissing him,on the lips this time as his arms encircle me. Focusing mainly on my waist.

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Our breathing is heavy and I can hear my pulse beating faster than it has ever been before. My hands grab the hem of his shirt then pull it off,as my hands run down his solid chest. I lay him down as I peck at it lightly. I see as he closes his eyes that he's in heaven. I like having this effect on him. So I straddle him,pinning his arms above his head as I lean down slowly and brush my lips against his. I can tell I'm teasing him but I know he loves it at the same time.

He then finds the strength to get up and roll over so he is above me,his palms resting on either side of my head,buckling himself against me and kissing my lips for a long time,only him can have on you. As he moves his lips to my neck line before and kisses it gently. His hands move to the skin under my shirt so I pull it off,sucking in my chest. Afraid of what I look like.

"Don't do that." His hands clasp onto mine "You're beautiful no matter what."

After saying that he strokes my cheek gently,his lustful eyes looking into mine like he wants to save me but knows there's not a chance in the world that it'll happen. I just keep myself focused on him. Trying to forget about every single thing but our presence. His hands undo the zipper on my shorts then pull them down. I look up at his eyes but find my way to where his trousers begin as I get them off as quick as they can. Now being able to admire mainly every part of his body except one bit which remains untouched. My fingers hook themselves on the hem of my underwear as his hand grabs mine.

"Are you sure?"
"Yes."
"Look you're feeling upset and maybe a little vulnerable. If we did this,would it be your first time?"
"Yes."

I wonder about him. But I think I can make a guess for an attractive nineteen year old.

"Look Margo,soon. I promise."
"Okay. I know you'll be worth the wait."

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I had never been like this before. When I was thirteen I used to picture what it felt like,and it was nothing like I expected. Because I never got an opportunity. Most people say that the first year of being a teenager is the best year of your life,but to me it was the worst. It was when everything came into perspective. Those first months of a teenager taught me everything.

Life is like walking down a long,dark corridor never knowing when the light will come back on.