Sometimes I forget how to play chess

It proves that I’m simply a mess

Sometimes I plaster happy poster on my face

Trying to join in the world’s race

Sometimes I find number of mistakes inside me

This stops me to enjoy and be free

Sometimes I want to remove worries and trouble

One try for this, make the fear double

Sometimes I want to forgive all

But I’m an idiot person, they call

Sometimes everything I do is wrong

Inner soul speaks out be strong

Sometimes I think he can help me now

But the question born inside is how?