Trigger warnings for moderate anxiety and violence.

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It was the day after the fight. The day after I had made myself look like a fool, the day I had made myself seem weak in front of not just Logan and Patton, but Roman as well.

I was lying in bed, tears were still streaming down my face. I never went to sleep the night before, and when I tried to, it felt as if something was tugging at me, keeping me awake.

I wondered if anyone would check on me today, but I was sure no one would. Not even Dad. Why would they? They all think I'm the reason why Thomas is suffering, and I'm just not worthy of forgiveness.

I opened my eyes, and somehow the room seemed... darker. I already thought that was impossible in the first place, but apparently it wasn't. It made me feel, unsettled, yet so much more comfortable at the same time.

Maybe Thomas was having another 'episode' and the room decided to change.

I stood up hastily, deciding to open the window. It was raining, and it wasn't like the thunder like kind I had yesterday. I knew that it would probably make me feel better, so I took a deep breath of the soft, and breezy air.

"Feels nice, doesn't it?"

I turned around rapidly, almost falling in the process, expecting to see one of the other sides behind me, but to my shock, nothing was even there.

Did...I just hear a voice?

My heart rate was going unbearably fast, and I was trying to calm myself down. I eventually did, which was odd because I usually failed to do so.

The voice sounded like me and the others, but it also didn't at the same time. It sounded more scratchy and robot like, and it honestly terrified me.

I debated on leaving the room, due to the now freaky vibes that I felt standing inside of it, but felt as if it was safer than confronting the other sides. Especially Roman.

I turned again, scratching the back of my head, towards the open window like I did before.

But when I turned, it wasn't the pleasant light rain I thought it would have been.

Someone, who almost looked exactly like me stood there. Their hair and eye color were the same of course, but their clothing choices were anything but the same.

The 'person' before me wore a white tux, splattered in what I thought was...blood. He wore black gloves, and instead of black droopy bags under his eyes, he had bright, purple eyeshadow placed under his.

My heart rate had went up again, and I ran for the door, jiggling it roughly, trying desperately to get out. But it just wouldn't budge! The only other people that were supposed to be here were Roman, Patton, me and Logan. Only personalities were supposed to be here.

They started coming through the window, and I felt as if I were going to pass out. Who was this? Was this a prank?

They walked closer and closer to me, at this point I was banging on the door, screaming and yelling, but the only thing I could hear was their footsteps getting drastically closer to me.

"Don't be scared, we want the same thing."

Their eyes were... glowing it seemed. They bent down, almost crawling towards me. It was as if I couldn't breathe.

"W-what do you mean the same thing?"

The other grinned so widely I was positive the edges of their lips were touching their ears. They started laughing, which caused me to jump.

"To make Thomas miserable."

I looked at them with wide eyes filled with fury, did I really come off this way? That's not what I wanted for Thomas! I care for him!

"No! You're w-wrong that's not what I want! I want him to be safe and happy just like everyone else!"

The other cracked their knuckles and chuckled once again, what was so humorous?

"You'll change your mind. Aren't you sick of all of them? Making you feel like a fucking monster?"

I bit my lip, staying silent and teary eyed. I was sick of them doing that to me... But I would never wish anything bad on any of them.

They smirked when I didn't respond, which made me infuriated.

I was about to say something before they put a finger on my mouth to keep me from speaking.

"The names depression, by the way. "

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I love this so far.