✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

taehyung wasn't the one to be vexed so easily. not when it comes to art or painting at least, that is nearly impossible or maybe 'was' since these recent days. the male only wants to take a nap and probably never wake up.

whatever he does, the repulsive thoughts won't just go away. to worsen everything, he wasn't having a good bonding with his family nor his own damn husband. with a mind full of unpleasant notions and a heart heavy with agony– the brown haired male just wanted all of it to end. he wanted to breathe, fresh air with his head and heart clear.

he wanted to be just. . . happy. why was it so hard to ask?

after being done giving art classes in the college, without further ado he went home. even a half year ago he used to hang out with jimin and his other friends, go on dates with bogum, spend extra hours in college with students who were enthusiastic about art– taehyung was so active back then but now, after returning home he laid down on the bed, facing the ceiling and softly cry or reminisce the old memories.

what had become of his life?

and right now when it's almost 1 am, with bogum fast asleep on the bed and him just sitting on the edge of the bed, looking at the half moon shining ever so brightly out of the window he thought of nothing in particular. dazed in the moonlight he sighed, ruffling his brown locks he stood up before walking to the window.

placing his fingers on the window frame and leaning a little forward, his eyes focused on the orb of night. he didn't know why but the half crescent looked sad yet gave romantic vibes.

there's nothing romantic in my life stupid moon. why are you shining like that? making me jealous or what? taehyung frowned, pink love shaped lips formed into a pout.

the brown head male wasn't aware of his surroundings since he was too busy talking with the moon. but when he felt a slight bit of sense of someone else being awake, not him being alone made taehyung to get circumspected as he subconsciously turned his head to the left, where his next door neighbours shifted just today.

the hazelnut brown haired man enlarged his coffee dark eyes noticing the red light dimmed room, the windows were wide open and with the bright moonlight and red light brightening insides of the room made everything clear for taehyung to see.

mixed with the blue and red light were two figures, sticking together in a very lewd position. taehyung recognized the tattooed guy right away who was entirely naked with his front glued to the girl's behind who was insanely ramming her insides. taehyung thickly gulped his saliva watching how the tattooed guy had both arms of the girl caught in his palms, pulling them behind and thursting himself in her roughly. the girl's blonde hair messily falling on her naked back, her round shaped breasts bouncing so much with each thrust he did.

however the brown haired male wasn't focused on the girl, not even a bit. his eyes were only on the unnamed guy, seeing all those tattoos prominent on his muscular veiny arms that yanked the girl's wrists backward as a dominant owner. his sweaty abs that shone in the moonlight made it so definite for taehyung that even touching them would be million dollars worthy.

his long black hair with blonde extensions untied this time, falling over his nape and face to hide those luscious eyes and facial features. taehyung terribly wanted to see what the tattooed stranger's face looked like right now. was he satisfied with all those merciless thrusts he did? or was he just senselessly moaning with her as well? since taehyung from that far could just see the forbidden scene and not hear or be able to see the male's face he wondered so many things.

oh and his lower region.

taehyung needed to breathe. he wasn't all that crazy about dicks, not at all but right now witnessing that thick bulging length going out and in the girl from behind, the veins popping up around his lower abdomen making his v-line stand out so sinfully. unlike the stranger's arms, his rest of the body was untouched, tattoos let alone, not even purple bruises or to be precise hickeys were seen– his body was clean. the faint reddish white skin of his naked body tempted taehyung.

how could the girl not mark her significant other's body entirely? if it was taehyung he would have done such a work of painting the empty canvas with lewd marks.

if only he could.

the brown haired male didn't know he was sweating himself, he was shaking a little with how much his dick was twitching in need. the thought of being caught watching them did warn his brain but man was he thinking with his head at that time? hell nah, he was thinking with his dick solely.

the way the unnamed guy without a warning slammed himself inside her, not making even love to her at this point. it was just meaningless sex, at least that's what taehyung thought it looked like.

they did not kiss. neither did they looked into each other's eyes and say words that taehyung won't be able to hear or not even for once the tattooed guy was gentle with her.

yet watching the man he just crushed on today morning being so hot while burying his dick inside someone else so aggressively made taehyung go crazy. he was rocking hard as of now and by the sight he never thought he will witness gave him the urge to touch himself while watching them. to imagine how would it be like to be in the girl's place. how would it be like to be wrecked like that by this glorious man, how would it feel to get your guts arranged while that man holds his wrists from behind getting him all excited.

he wanted to touch himself and think about all that so desperately but he knew in head it was wrong.

this was wrong on so many levels. wasn't it basically cheating? to feel this way for another man when his husband is right there?

so taehyung shook his head, the sweat rolling down his forehead as he tried to calm himself down. trailing his lustful eyes once more at the couple who were still going on in the red dimmed room, the moonlight enlightening the hot as fuck tattooed guy, taehyung turned around. giving his back to the window he looked at his husband and thought of something.

however at that same moment, he felt, eyes on his back.

the brown haired male shuddered and promptly turned his head towards the next door house again, watching them still going on.

he didn't see me. . . right? he thought to himself, licking his lips he turned back and stepped forward before getting on the bed, he laid down and faced bogum's back.

feeling his lower part aching from being held on for so long taehyung couldn't wait anymore. so he grabbed the sleeping male by his shoulder and made bogum turn to him.

bogum woke up by that action and rubbed his eyes, looking at his husband who was looking at him pretty. . . intensely.

"what is it tae? you can't sleep?" bogum asked in his sleepy voice that made taehyung hornier. so the brown haired male dragged his body closer to bogum which made him finally get rid of the rest of sleep from his eyes.

bogum looked at taehyung amusingly when he pressed his front to the male's, looking up at him like a dog in heat. biting down on his pink lips he nuzzled his face on bogum's chest, giving him the signals.

"my baby looks needy. you want me to fuck you?" bogum placed his hand on taehyung's ass, giving it a tight squeeze resulting taehyung to moan.

"y-yes. . . please fuck me bogumie" he licked bogum's lips and let out a moan when bogum's finger pressed on his entrance.

"whatever my baby wants" bogum leaned in for a kiss, capturing the brown haired male's lips hungrily.

taehyung knew it was so wrong of him to use his own husband in this way but what could he do?

he didn't want to feel like he didn't have his own partner. he didn't need that hot stranger, it wasn't like he can have him anyway, right?

taehyung kissed back and tilted his jaw. letting bogum leave sloppy wet kisses all over his body, feeling high with bogum's fingers teasing his hole from behind.

yet taehyung couldn't help but think how it would feel to have that stranger's fingers deep inside his ass, while he also left kisses and hickeys this way. would he be soft or aggressive with him?

taehyung never got himself out of his hot neighbour's thoughts. even now when he is in his husband's arms.

━↻━