(y/n) - your name

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"What is this!?" I groan and I slowly open my eyes, hissing at the light as I hear a familiar voice call out for me.

Why the fuck do I keep blacking out!?

"(y/n)! Do you hear me!? Wake up!" I blink my eyes and hiss as the thrumming pain in my head increases. I try to speak but I feel the cloth tied around my mouth tightly as well as my arms. My voice muffles as I stared at Historia with wide eyes.

I thought Ymir wouldn't grab her after what I told her!

I shift around like crazy on Bertholdts back as he and Christa try to convince Ymir. I slobber the cloth enough and it shifts down my neck.

"Ymir for fucks sake! What did I just tell you!" Ymir looks at me. "Historia will be safe! Hell, she becomes a goddamn ruler! She will be living in luxury so just have some peace of mind!" Ymir looks at me with wide eyes and Bertholdt panics.

"Shut up! You don't know anything!" I roll my eyes.

"Ok, I've had enough." I hiss out and Bertholdt looks at me in confusion.

"What-" Lightning surrounds me as I hear the familiar buzzing, nicking my wrist against Bertholdts blades as I howl. I transform in my titan form, screaming out and I jump to grab Eren and Historia but Reiner quickly turns around and kicks me in the stomach. I yowl and tumble over, slamming against a couple of trees. I stumble back on my legs, getting up and rushing forward to pull Ymir off Reiners back. She bites down on my arm and I howl loudly at her, throwing her away before grabbing Historia.

"Ymir!" Historia runs towards Ymir when I set her down on a horse and I huff out.

"Reiner! Protect us!" I turn around to see Reiner just doing that, his hands cover Bertholdt and Eren from Mikasa.

"(y/n)!" I stumble over my feet, my vision blurry for a bit. "Are you ok!?" I look down and see Armin look up at me in concern. I nod and straighten myself out, increasing my speed to catch up to Reiner. I see the scouts fly up and land on Reiner, trying to get him to let Eren go.

"All of you! You need to get off right now!" I hear Hans yell out and I look forward into the distance to see a barrage of titans, running towards Reiner and Bertholdt being lead by Erwin and a group of scouts. I back away from the group of titans with the scouts as they attack Reiner and Bertholdt.

"All soldiers charge! We've come to the moment of truth! Mankind's fate is decided now! Go! Recover Eren from the Armour titan and retreat!" I suck in a breath at the hell on earth we were experiencing right in front of us. "Put your heart and soul to the cause!" Erwin charges off and the scouts quickly follow.

I let out a loud earth-shattering roar to the sky. "SASAGEYO!" I bolt off in a run, diving straight towards the titans and jumping up to smash the heads with my feet. I rip multiple heads apart, zipping through the group to smash a stray titan into the distance before it could eat a scout.

"ADVANCE!" I whip my head and I see a titan grab Erwin by the arm and I charge towards him, ripping the skin off its neck.

"COMMANDER ERWIN!"

"I SAID ADVANCE GODDAMNIT! ERENS RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU! DO NOT FALTER!" I dive forward to catch Erwin as the titan falls and steams up. "Thank you (y/n)." I grumbled lowly, setting Erwin on a tree.

"Stay." Erwin nods and I turn around, bolting across the field and body slamming into multiple titans. I howl loudly, ripping heads off of titans before they could grab hold of the scouts. I jump around from scout to scout, trying to keep them safe and out of the billowing smoke that was covering their view of the field. I look around and see there was too many to kill off and I panic.

I have to go full titan.

I huff out, looking at the titans to try and get myself furious. I growl lowly, looking at the carnage and my vision goes red.

Don't blackout for god's sake!

I gasp, seeing everything turn red around me and I look down to see my body covered in red lightning streaks. It glows brightly and the sky darkens, slamming my fists to the ground and roaring out loud. The cracks fissure through the ground and travel beneath various titans, opening wide enough to swallow their legs and trap them from the waist down. I howl loudly, the ground closing up and crushing their bodies.

I scream out, the sound resonating around me, as the standing titans look at me and freeze. "Obey the Guardian!" The titans in a few metres radius of me all bowed except the ones further off and still attacking Reiner.

"ALL SOLDIERS RETREAT!" I look over to see the scouts coming back from the armada of titans Mikasa having rescued Eren. I wait until the scouts all pass me and I howl at the titans to attack Reiner.

They all barge towards them and I fist my hands into the ground. "brat no-" I rush forward towards the group, the sky circling above the group as red lightning crackles. I scream and jump up above the group, roaring into the sky for a large strike of lightning to crack down on the group of titans. I howl out as the lightning spreads out to attack every single titan like a single red line, red beams of light spilling from my mouth. Smoke and fog surround the group as I back away, heaving in exhaustion from the overpull of this lightning power. I stumble back, my legs shaking from weakness and everything starts to go blurry.

No, not yet.

I need to leave.

I shakily walk off, trying to catch up to the scouts when I hear a roar and I turn around to see Reiner still alive.

Can this roach just die already!?

He starts throwing scorched but hopefully dead titans at the scouts and I rush forward to hit it away from the group. I rip a tree from the ground, holding it like a bat and turning around to face Reiner.

Bater bater up motherfucker.

Reiner starts throwing like a madman, and I try to hit as many of them as I can. My arms were getting weak and my body was tired, struggling to keep the scouts safe. I grunt as a dead body slams into me, forcing me to fall backwards. I quickly turn around and catch myself, avoiding squishing any scouts.

"(y/n)! It's too much for you!" Sasha and Connie yells out to me in concern as I struggle to get back up. I look around to see a couple of other titans from the distance start running towards the group and I sigh out.

When will this end?

I stand up on my feet but I wilter back on to my knees, heaving out. "You've helped enough! Just rest!" Gunther yells out and I shake my head. "(y/n)! Listen to us! You're too tired!" I huff out at him, slamming my hands on the ground.

"I am the Guardian Titan. This is my job." I growl out, my body glowing faint streaks of red lightning which were flickering on and off. I stand up and jump forward on a titan that was about to eat a scout, howling at it before ripping its head off. I body slam another one, crushing it with my foot before popping the head of another one. I look over to see a flying dead titan diving straight towards Jean and Armin and I rush forward, covering them with my body.

"(y/n)!" Jean yell out, a concerned look on his face. "Go back to the scouts and head for the wall!"

"No."

"(y/n) no!" I stand up but I stumble back as multiple bodies are thrown towards me. I growl at Reiner, kicking the dead bodies away before jumping on a very much lively one and ripping its throat out. I look up ahead to see Dina in her titan form and I know that I have to leave Eren and Mikasa with her for the story to continue.

There were no other titans around them so they were clear. "Eren." I gruff out and he looks at me and he someone knows what he has to do. For whatever power I had left in me, I conjure the dark clouds around me once more before letting out a screaming howl out into the sky with Eren. Eren and I managed to control the titans together to both Attack Dina and Reiner. I huff out, seeing the bloodbath and I grab Eren, Mikasa, Armin, Jean and any other gearless cadets to run after the scouts with them safe in my hands back to the walls.