Warnings - depression, anxiety, trauma, violence
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"It was hard not having my family around and then having hope that one day I'd see you again all of you and your all so grown so am I but you guys are different everything here is different and I feel like I don't belong here anymore" I said

"I'm sorry you feel like that we never intended for that to happen" stiles said softly

"But you don't trust me anymore and that's what hurts the most" I said

"We don't trust you because your" stiles began but stopped

"No do continue stiles because I'm what?" I growled

"Different than Derek or Scott?, how are we sure your really on our side?" Stiles said

I scoffed and then remembered something I could gain their trust with.

"I know who Derek plans to turn next" I said

"Who?" Scott asked

"Boyd he plans to change Boyd soon" I said

"Gaining trust see we're working here" stiles said and jumped up

"Stiles she shouldn't need to gain your or my trust" Scott said

"Right I'm sorry but it's going to take time for me" stiles said

"But it didn't for you and Scott, he tried killing you and you still trust him, I haven't done anything bad expect for come home and have some fucking hope that my best friend would miss me when he doesn't even care that I'm home" I snapped

"She's right stiles, you were her best friend and you don't trust her anymore" Scott said

"You want to know who's side I'm on stiles" I growled

"Yes" he said

"My own side, I'm here for myself, I'm here to survive but if that isn't enough then I'm leaving town for good I don't care if I'm only sixteen I'll convince mom to send me somewhere good" I snapped

"Julia don't do that" Scott pleaded

"Get out of my room, go stop Derek on your own and don't ask for anymore favors I'm done" I said

"See what you fucking do stiles" Scott growled at him on the other side of my door

I fell asleep right after that and all the frustration pent up inside.
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The next morning

I begged mom to let me stay home today told her I needed a break for the stress. She bought it and here I was doing research on boarding schools for people like me. I found quite a few and some are well hidden but if you know what to look for then you'll find it. One thing about that stupid facility was they kept good books in special people and supernatural things. There was three witch or wizarding schools I could go to and then there was one school for all supernatural beings in one. The Salvatore boarding school was the last choice in my list. Well second choice at the top was a school called Hogwarts school for witchcraft and wizardry. The other two were an all male and all then a female school so I wasn't doing either of those.

The boarding school was near a place called mystic falls I'm Virginia. Which is only across the state but the other school Hogwarts is all the way in London. Out of the human eyes of course and mom doesn't know about it or the other just yet. She can't know about the supernatural not yet at least for her own safety of course. I did more research and came up with the perfect conversation to convince mom to let me go. If be joining Hogwarts quite late probably in my with year or sixth year. I have to letter the headmaster but I also have to message the other for the Salvatore school. Although I needed to call the Salvatore school and pretend to be my mom or something like that. I just knew I couldn't stay here in this town anymore not after everything.

But something was drawing me to Hogwarts and I couldn't understand what it was. Although they don't really have technology there if make sure I'd have access with a spell or something. I also heard about this spell that finds your soulmate or something but I think it's bullshit honestly. I began to decided what to write to the headmaster at Hogwarts his name was Dumbledore or whatever.

Dear headmaster Dumbledore,

I wanted to inform you of my presence although with your knowledge I'm sure you're aware of me. I am different and you're aware of that I'm sure with your knowledge and such, but I was hoping to gain your attention to join your school. To learn more about myself and be able to learn control and such things. I hope this doesn't seem off and out of place but I feel drawn to your school of such things. I'm very vague huge in this letter due to possible circumstances of others finding this if it doesn't get to you first. I do hope you consider my application for your school it will be attached with various inscriptions to insure things of course. So I do hope you're able to understand it and do letter me back with what you consider.

Sincerely,
Julia McCall

Now that, that was done an owl suddenly appeared out of nowhere on my windowsill.

"Shit you scared me" I said to the bird as if it understood me well

"I'm assuming your here for this" I said and held out the letter

It took it and flew off just as fast as it had arrived. It was weird but something I might have to get used to doing and seeing. Considering if I get into hogwarts and such we'd have to see hopefully I do. I'd be across the world away from the chaos of my life here. I read up on the different houses to be sorted into at Hogwarts and all the blood related shit. From muggle borns to pure blooded witches or wizards it was a whole thing. Although I didn't fall under any of those categories considering I was created not born into the life. Hence why I wasn't sent to Hogwarts at a young age of eleven years old when I was first taken actually.
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Authors note -

I couldn't decide between legacies, twilight or Harry Potter so I'm still going with it and bear with me too. I'm working the kinks out and such so be aware of that.