The Live Show

As we came to the end of I GET LONELY, it was time for the girls to decide who we'd bring on to the stage with us.

The crowd was going insane as we paced slowly until T finally pointed at a guy. It wasn't long before he was strapped to the chair in front of me. I glanced at him as he sat nervously just inches away.

"I want you to listen to me." I said.

Getting into character, I told him exactly what I wanted him to do. Over and over, he confessed his love but I put my fingers to his lips to calm and quiet him. I wanted him to relax and enjoy himself.

"There's something that I want you to use." I said. "And I want you to use it... like you've never use it before." The crowd cheered louder. I took a few steps back... "Your imagination."

The music began to play. He smiled and right away started to dance and sing along.

Putting Shawn out of my mind was impossible at this point with her only a few feet away from me, so I just embraced it.

As I tied the blindfold, I told myself, this was for her and when it was time to remove it again, it was her I saw sitting in that chair.

I gripped the pole tight and rubbed myself against it, wanting Shawn to crave me. It was beginning to turn me on.

The time had come and I had less than a second to decide what I was going to do. I could feel Shawn eyes on me. And then I did it. I leaned in and I kissed him.

It happened faster than I thought it would. Before I realized the song was over.

The girls released his arms from the restraints. I threw my rope around his neck as we made our way behind the velvet curtains.

Once behind the stage, security quickly took him back to his seat. I looked around for Shawn. She was no where to be found. I asked a few of the kids but no one had seen her.

I glanced over at Gil, he shrugged as he walked towards me.

"Have you seen her?" I asked.

He shook his head. " I haven't. But I'll go look around for her." He touched my shoulder and I nodded.

"Okay, hurry please."

It was crazy to be doing this in the middle of a show, I told myself as I made my way to my dressing room. I needed to be alone just for a second. Some peace and quiet was laughable as the crowd echoed through the stadium. It was sort of comforting actually. It made me feel like I wasn't alone in a way.

Walking into my dressing room I was uncertain as to whether or not taking Gil's advice was the right thing to do. But then there she was, standing right in front of me. I quickly closed the door, turned and looked at her.

She stood there, in just the panties and bra. Sweat glistened on her chocolate skin. She breathed heavily as her chest and stomach was rising and falling. She stepped towards me, not saying a word and backed me into the door.

Without warning, she picked me up and kissed me as she carried me over a couch in the corner of the room. She threw me down on to it and yanked at my pants. Her body was against mine and our sweat began to mix. I could taste it on my lips and I moaned into her mouth.

"Touch me." I begged. "Please touch me." I said spreading my legs wider beneath her and lifted my hips.

Shawn looked at me and slide her hand between us.

"Tell me it's mine..." She said. Her words made me throb from the inside out. Her finger tips grazed my clit and I gasped. "Say it." She whispered.

"It's yours baby." I said as her fingers entered me. I closed my eyes as my head fell back to the couch. She seemed to be touching every nerve with in me. "God take me!" I said loudly. Our bodies moved together as I ran my hands through her short curly hair. I was gonna come. Through clintched teeth I grunted, then my lips parted as I moaned louder in her ear. My body tensed as my orgasm gushed from me like a wave and I cried out Shawn's name.

We stared each other intensely for a moment as we caught our breath and then started to laugh.

All of the arguing, crying and fighting we had done led to this.

Shawn

"What are you so happy about?" Tina asked as I joined the others in our dressing room. "And where have you been? You need to get dressed, were on in five."

Gil walked in behind me and jabbed my side. He was already in costume. He met me in my corner of the room.

"Bitch, where the fuck did you go?" He said quietly but the dramatics was loud enough for anyone to notice as he threw his hands up in the air. "Janet had me running everywhere except the damn audience looking for you."

I looked up at him as I pulled my pants on and smiled. "She found me." I said.

He smiled and turned up his nose. "Y'all bitches are some freaks." He looked around got closer to me. "Teach me please." He said as we both fell into loud laughter, making the others look as us weird.

"Come on," I said. "Let go shut this shit down."

After we hit that stage again, we couldn't be stopped. We were mad, or thinking about anything else but enjoying ourselves and having a great time.

As the show came to and end and we had made our way to the airport, my mind had the chance to finally settle down. I was starting realize that I had gotten myself into kind of a situation. I looked down at my cell phone. I hadn't spoken to Amelia very much at all since I'd left.

There was no doubt in my mind that I needed to break things off with her. The moment Janet and I shared in her dressing room didn't have any clear meaning to me, but I knew that lying to Amelia was not something that I wanted to do.

As we took off for Chicago I laid my head back and closed my eyes. My brain was swimming with a million thoughts and then I saw Janet's face.

"I must be crazy." I smiled, saying it aloud to myself. Janet's laugh echoed in my ears and her smiled made my heart flutter. Her voice made me weak in the knees and her presence was one that I have never felt in a room with anyone else in the world.

Just as I had drifted off to sleep, there was a tap on my shoulder and I opened my eyes to see Gil sitting next to me.

"Everybody is sleep now, it's time to tell me what happened." He said.

I squinted at him and laughed. "You seriously woke me up for this?"

"Yup, now spill the tea bitch."

He was serious about not letting me sleep until I told him everything.

"So what does this mean now? Are you guys a thing again?" He asked.

"Don't call it a thing?" I said. "I hate that word."

"Well I don't know what else to call it, any suggestions?" He said waiting for me to respond and when I didn't, he nodded. "Okay then. Have you talked Amelia yet?"

"We texted a little back and forth but she knows I'm busy." He just looked at me for a second. "You don't have to look at me that way, I'm gonna do the right thing. I just don't know when then right time would be, you know? I want to do it face to face definitely but that will have to wait until the tour ends."

Gil eventually went back to his seat and I was able to finally get some sleep. It wasn't long before the seat belt signs came on. I looked out of the window of the plane.

We all loaded the van waiting for us outside the airport. I got in first, leaving me stuck at the back of the van. I wanted to be closer to Janet.

She was one of the last to get in and ended up sitting at the front. We still hadn't had the chance to talk yet. But that was okay. I didn't want to rush it. I wanted to give her some space and time to think. The last thing I wanted to do was crowd her.

Janet turned around in her seat and looked back at me. She smiled and winked. I blushed and sat back my seat, finally able to enjoy the ride. As we pulled up to the hotel, every got out, grabbed their bags and headed to the rooms.

I threw my bags down and headed straight for my bed. I was still feeling pretty tired and just wanted sleep. I laid there for a few moments. There was a knock on the door.

I opened it. "J what are you doing here, you have to be at the radio station in a couple of hours. You should be getting ready boo."

She walked inside and closed the door behind her. Janet wrapped her arms around my neck and kissed me. "I missed you." She said.

"I missed you too."

She opened the door, and looked over her shoulder at me. "Everyone is going out to dance later. I'm pretty of tired. I think I'm going to stay behind tonight." She turned to face me again. "Will you join me?"

"I'll think about it." I joked.

She smiled, grabbed me by my shirt and kissed me again, passionately. My hands found their way to her ass as I pulled her close and pressed against her. "I'll be waiting." She said and walked out of the room.

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