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Sharanya's Point of View

His lips are so soft on my skin like features touching my body tenderly. His palms caress my neck, and collarbones as if I were a glass doll that would break. His fingers are making circles on my bare neckline, letting my body to form goosebumps all over my soft skin. I look at his face. It is blurry. However, his handsome features are still known to me.

I don't know how. I know, my heart knows, he is beautiful.

Our lips touch; fire ignites. His wet, soft lips are sucking my upper lip; I am sucking his lower one. My fingers are gripping his silk-like hair; his hands are brushing my jawbone. I am feeling tension in my stomach, for him.

I want more, more of him...

BEEP. BEEP. BEEP.

He starts to fade away again.

BEEP. BEEP. BEEP.

No come back... please.

BEEP. BEEP.  BEEP.

"Please come back..."

BEEP. BEEP. BEEP.

"Hah." With a jolt, I opened my eyes.

Another wet dream.

Every morning for 3 months, after getting up from my coma, I was having it. Today was also no exception. It became a routine. However, I couldn't see his face or it stayed blurry whenever I looked at him.

I never mind though.

Getting up from my bed, I gazed at my wall clock. It was morning 6. Mom would be waiting for me to catch her up in the kitchen. After gathering the necessary items I went to the bathroom for freshening up. It took 30 minutes to get ready. After taking my phone, and unplugging it from the charger code, I went downstairs towards the kitchen.

Mom was waiting for me with her pleasant smile. Dad was preparing the dining table as usual. Aditya happened to be in his room studying for his upcoming college final exam. I went near Mom. She was holding plates for us. Taking those from her I came to the dining place, putting a smile on my face. After noticing me Dad handed over those from me while greeting me with a sweet smile on his face.

"Good morning, Sharanya! Have you slept well?" He asked and I nodded my head positively.

"Did you take the morning medicine?" Mom asked while coming towards us holding the breakfast in her both hands.

"Yes, mom. After eating breakfast I have another one to take." I replied while sitting on my chair after putting my plate on the table.

Dad followed my action and placed his phone on the table side. Mom distributed the food on our plates and hers as well. Checking the time on my phone I looked at my Dad.

"Aditya is still studying. Doesn't he?" Dad looked at me after hearing my question.

"Yeah. He is being a perfectionist taking too much pressure these days." Dad's reply made me chuckle.

"Seriously. This boy is being too much now. He even forgot to take his lunch yesterday. After coming back from Madhavi's house I saw it still on the dining table. Just like I left it for him. When I came to his room, I found him sitting in the middle of the piles of papers, reading his book." Mom finished her talk with annoyance on her face, while I pressed my lips tightly not to laugh out loudly.

"I mean, you will be the topper this year too. But please at least take care of yourself properly. The 20-year-old boy is behaving like a 10-year-old kid. Impossible!" Mom murmured while taking a bite from her Roti.

"Truly," Dad replied while eying me with a smile.

"Don't you smile! I am being serious right now." Mom reacted to Dad's humour; I chuckled lowly looking at them.

Aditya being my dear brother was just like me. I was also a nerd during my student life. Taking a bite from my Roti I was watching them bickering over Aditya as usual. Dad never complained about it though, whereas Mom was always angry at it.

Smilingly I was thinking about those days. Everything was the same now, like our old lives, except one thing. I had forgotten 2 years of my life. It wiped out from my brain as if it had never existed.

Melancholy took over my heart. Silently I began to eat again.

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"I can submit the script by coming weekend. Will it be okay?" I enquired while going through my laptop.

"More than fine. Don't burn out, Sharanya. You are still recovering." Shivani's sleek voice made my nerves relaxed; bringing a smile on my lips.

"Alright then. We are meeting tomorrow afternoon." I continued while checking the laptop screen.

"Yep. Vyom is also coming with me. Tomorrow is his off day." She replied from the other side.

"Okay then. Pick me up at the scheduled time." I smiled.

"Okay dearie. Take care. Good night." She said.

"Good night." I greeted her back before cutting the connection.

Keeping my phone aside, I was looking at the screen while checking for spelling mistakes. It was 8 o'clock of evening. I was in my room doing occupational assignment, with full concentration.

Shivani Kapoor, 28 years old working woman same age as me, aside being one of the oldest friends of mine she was also my occupational coworker. Unlike me she was married to Vyom Bedi another old friend of mine of our high school days. They were married for 3 years now. Within next two months they were going to celebrate their forth marriage anniversary.

Childhood sweethearts, how delightful to have.

A tug of sadness pinched in my chest. Remembering my condition which had no solution I stared at my front mint yellowish wall blankly.

After getting into an accident one year ago, I was in coma for 5 months. 3 months ago unexpectedly I woke up one morning letting my family members overjoyed. However, within a few minutes I was discovered to have 'Retrograde Amnesia'. A medical condition where a patient couldn't remember a certain period of his/her memories before the occurrence of the accident. In my case it was 2 years of my memories.

At first all of them were shocked and panicked. Begging the doctors for treating me completely, a complete cure for this condition. Unexpectedly, they stopped bothering about it after awhile when they realised something. It started with Mom then stopped to Rajan uncle. All of them believed it as God's blessings on me.

"You don't have to remember anything. Just live your life the fullest, Sharanya."

I still couldn't forget Mom's words that day. For my own surprise everyone agreed with her. Vyom and Shivani were also with my parents including their families. It was hard for me to accept it at the beginning. But gradually I accepted.

I can't change my fate afterall.

Even though I had to stay in the hospital for one month for my therapy. Doctor told me that I could live a normal life without those lost memories. Nevertheless to say, I kept visiting to doctors for three months for a regular check up.

Everything was normal. I didn't feel like losing memories. But somehow I felt pain in my heart and eventually it filled with emptiness. The worse part was that this was growing everyday.

As if a part of me were also lost with it, a very important part that I supposed to remember.

Sighing deeply I got up from the study table to reach my water bottle. Taking it in my right hand I noticed it being empty.

"Again I have to go down. Next time I shall bring two bottles with me." With my annoyance filled voice I murmured.

Opening my door I began to step down through the stairs.

"I told you. She is doing fine. She doesn't need her past. She just needs us beside her." Mom's voice made me halt on my spot.

It was coming from their room. I could see the light coming from the opened door to my place. After my accident they shifted their room from ground floor to first floor, after two rooms next to me. Aditya was now living on ground floor in their previous room.

"But sometimes I feel bad for her. At least she should have some parts.." Dad's voice got paused.

"Somethings should be forgotten. It's the best for all of us." Mom's steel strength voice reached to my ears before they changed the topic.

The familiar melancholy came back to me. Emptiness consumed my heart time and again. Letting my weight on the wall through my shoulders I was staring blankly at my water bottle. I blinked my eyes with those running through in my head.

Will I ever be able to discover my past that they are trying hard to hide from me?

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