Y/N P.O.V
Walking into the school gates, I have all eyes on me as always but it's now for different reason, everybody and I literally mean EVERYBODY thinks I'm playing all seven boys, I get more and more nervous as I venture further and further into the school, as I walk down the halls everybody stops what they are doing to stare whisper and bad mouth me as I walk by.

I get to my locker and it is covered in hurtful words and names, but one caught my attention 'Mistake' written in perfect bold black writing making it stand out more than the words in scribbly writing. I open my locker only to have shit fall out and all onto the floor. I throw my head back in annoyance.

Water saturates me and 2 other students pull a cooler full of icy water over me. Everyone laughs as I stand there comprehending everything that has just happened. I slam my locker shut and storm off to the bathroom, I lock myself in a cubical and silently cry, I hear girls walk in so I stay quiet.

Girl 1: Ohh my god did you say that Y/N bitch, hahaha!

Girl 2: I know right! good thing we have photos, we can show them on parade and humiliate it more.

Girl 3: Oh my god I can just picture it now her standing up and running, sobbing her heart out wishing to die, I mean if she did nobody would care.

Girl 1 and 2: You're sooo I right!

All girls: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

BELL*

The bell goes and the 3 girls leave still laughing hysterically, I cry harder I don't come out the whole day. The home time bell rings and I hear students running down the halls after at least half an hour there is nothing but silence, I let myself out of the cubical and out the school gates heading to a lake to go and think. I take my phone out of my bag I have 5 missed calls from Yoongi and 10 unread texts.

*Suga*
Y/N are you ok? I haven't seen you in any classes, are you ok? - 10:37am

Seriously where the fuck are you? - 12:59pm

Its last period I haven't seen you anywhere, where are you, are you ok, what's going on? - 2:19pm

Schools out, I'm coming home to see if you're there. - 2:50pm

Ok, where the fuck are you, you're not at home I haven't seen you all day what the fuck! 😡 - 3:10pm

Missed Call from Yoongi*

Missed Call from Yoongi* Voice mail

Missed Call from Yoongi*

RIGHT WHAT THE FUCK PICK UP YOUR GOD DAMN PHONE, WHERE ARE YOU!

He seemed worried and mad. I should probably let him know where I am.

Y/N
Hey Yoongi, I'm ok, sorry to make you worry,  I wasn't in the mood to go to classes today so  I hid in the toilets, If you are wondering where I am I'm at the lake across from the school.

Not even 5 seconds later I got a text back.

*Suga*
Wow, see you in 5. -_-

I sigh deeply and close my eyes. After not much time at all, I heard footsteps coming from behind me. I turn around to see an unimpressed Yoongi.

Yoongi: You could have let me know, we could have ditched together.

He says with a monotone voice as he sits beside me.

Y/N: Sorry jus- I just couldn't handle what the people were doing.

Yoongi: What were they doing

I explain everything that happened and the more I told the angrier he got, I didn't tell him about what I heard in the bathroom though.

Yoongi: It's getting late we should go home.

I agreed we hop off the rock and make our way to Yoongi's car. We drive the way home in a comfortable silence well not complete silence the radio was playing at a low level.

I walk in the house and head straight to the bathroom to take a shower, as I am waiting for the water to heat up I remember all the words they said and everything they did. Subconsciously I crab out a blad and slice one deep cut after the other I hadn't realised what I had done till after I had done it, I start crying hard and not quietly, I was angry and disappointed in myself for doing it again, after I promised.

As I sobbing I hear Yoongi knocking on the door.

Yoongi: Y/N are you ok?

I continue slicing not able to stop for some reason.

Y/N: YOONGI!!! IM- IM SO SO SORRY!!

Yoongi: Wha- Are you ok!?

Y/N: YOONGI! IM SORRY, PLEASE HELP ME!!

I sob till it's hard to breathe, I hear the door bust open but my vision blurry from tears.

Yoongi: WHAT THE FUCK Y/N WHAT HAVE YOU DONE, STOP!!!

He races over to me and snatches the blade out of my hand, blood all over me the floor and now his hands, He places me in the water to wash my arm while he calls the paramedics. Then I blank out.