Confessing
Y/N P.O.V
After going to the doctors yesterday, I stayed inside Yoongi's and my room. I wasn't sure how I felt about being pregnant at 16. Sure I'm some What happy as I'm going to be the mother of a child but I'm only 16 and I don't even know who the dad is. I had been thinking lately before any of this happened about Yoongi and me.
*Y/N Thoughts*
He is always there for me and he's the only person I will ever feel comfortable around I even think I developed feelings for him, but who am I kidding he would never ever like a piece of trash back. He's funny and talented and good looking and I'm, well I'm me.
Even if I did have a chance that's all gone now, he wouldn't want to be with me while I have a baby and all my flaws and disabilities. He deserves someone better than me, someone, perfect.
*End*
I started crying know I will never be good enough if I don't know how to take care of myself how can I take care of a baby. I just stare blankly out the window and hadn't even realised someone walked into the room. They come over and touch my shoulder causing me to flinch.
Yoongi: Hey.
Y/N: Oh Uh, h-hi.
Yoongi: Are you ok?
Y/N: Yeah I'm great. *Fake smiles*
Yoongi walks over to the door of the room and shuts it, he locks it and walks back over to me.
Yoongi: Stop lying, you're tearing yourself down inside your mind, aren't you?
My fake smile fades away, I look down at my feet and ever so slight nod.
Y/N: I-It's hard. (Says extremely quiet)
I choke up because I'm about to cry again.
Yoongi: I won't say I know, because well I don't.
Y/N: I-I don't know what t-to do.
My eyes fill with water causing the seal to break, my tears fall down my cheeks. Yoongi does what he did the first time he ever saw me cry, he lifts me up and places me in his lap as we sit on the window seat. I cry into his chest as he just cradles me in his arm.
Yoongi: What's going through your mind?
Y/N: I-I don't know, too many things. More bad than good.
Yoongi: What are they?
Y/N: I'm going to be a mother, which would be amazing but I don't know who the father is, I also don't know how to take care of myself let alone another human, I'm also scared...
Yoongi stops playing with my hair and looks at me with sorrow in his eyes.
Yoongi: What are you scared of?
Y/N: T-that you will.......... That you will leave me.
He took me back in his arms.
Yoongi: Stop thinking that right now! I won't leave you... ever!
I can hear in his voice he is about to cry, both his words and tone broke me.
Y/N: H-How can you do that?
Yoongi: Do What?
Y/N: Have such a big impact on me. You being hurt hurts me more than abuse ever will, when your happy I'm happy when you're sad I break, nobody and I mean, literally, nobody can do or ever done this to me.
Yoongi: The feeling is neutral, I haven't known you for that long really but, I feel as if I have known you forever, and I know this may be a shock but I'm just going to say it.....
Y/N
I-
I-I
*sighs*
I Like You.
A/N
Hey guys I know this is a short chapter I purposely did that, there will be a part two of this as the next chapter where you see your (cause you're the role of the main character) respond to Yoongi's confession. Thanks for reading this chapter, Till next time, Baii!
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