pov jason,

* suddenly he looks me up and down all sad like hes about to cry ''uhm I didnt know u cut'' tristan says I turn white SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT I start to breath heavely.

He  took a notice ''hey hey hey calm down'' he says and hugs me I snuggle my head in his chest and let some tears fall. After a while of hugging and crying i pull back and take my note book writing down ''I wanted to feel something other then mental pain'' and show him. ''owh my sweet baby'' tristan coes and hugs me I hug back feeling safe in his arm ''U KNOW WHAT'' tristan basically yells ''lets have some fun today'' he adds not yelling I nod, he smiles add me.

"what about we to the park and feed the ducks, ducks are cute" asks tristan I nod and he takes my hand and walks down and out of the house.*

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sorry for the short chapter and for long not updating im working on it xD sorry.

xoxo meeeee